Bonds Without Love
ITC #17

The night was getting late, Bisma still could not close her eyes, just continued to look at Erina who was sleeping beside her, his wife was looking sound with heavy breathing.

Bisma and Erina did not return to the mansion, they obeyed the words of Sekar's grandmother to stay at his house, and that was the reason why Bhishma had trouble sleeping.

Bhishma had not slept in her grandmother's house for a long time, the mansion she lived in was not a wedding present, because she had lived in the mansion long before marriage.

After Bisma lost her mother, approximately twelve years ago, Sekar's grandmother told Bisma to stay in the mansion with her mother Maria and several other workers.

Bisma thought it would only be a temporary stay there, but apparently the grandmother deliberately bought a mansion for her residence, and Bhishma was not allowed even just to stay at her grandmother's house.

"Bisma, you haven't slept?" Erina asked with her sleepy face.

Bisma did not answer, just staring at Erina who was also staring at him, their gaze met without talking to each other for a few seconds until finally Erina again threw a question at Bisma.

"Why?" This time, Erina's voice sounded soft. Bisma smiled as she stroked Erina's face.

"I'm not sleepy, why are you awake?" The bisma asked back in a voice that was no less gentle.

"I woke up because you kept looking at me and made me uncomfortable." Answer Erina flat.

Bisma laughs. "Sorry for making you uncomfortable, my wife." He said while pinching Erina's cheek.

Bhishma knew that was not the reason, Erina was sleeping fast, where maybe the woman was aware that she was watching.

Erina did not care about the words of Bhishma, the woman again spoke with her flat face.

"House, you better sleep." Tell Erina.

Bisma stopped laughing. "I'm not sleepy." Said the man while showing his smile.

Erina took her breath. "Just be, whatever." Then Erina changed her sleeping position and deliberately turned her back to Bhishma.

Bhishma looked at Erina's back while pulling the corner of her lips then a thought flashed through her mind.

"Erin, can you hug me?" Ask Bhishma with a heavy voice.

Erina pretended not to hear Bhishma's words, her husband must have deliberately reminded her of what she was doing in the park.

At that time, Erina was deliberately embracing Bhishma because her husband was sad, but Bhishma instead thought Erina was doing it because of the cold.

Before long Erina felt Bhishma's burly hands hugging her from behind, and Erina chose not to care about her husband's treatment.

"How about we spend the night together?" Bisma whispered then the man breathed on Erina's nape made her shudder.

Usually, if the bisma has spoken it, then what will happen next is they have sex and are mutually satisfying in bed without a thread on the body of both.

But, Erina was coming by the moon, so there would be no next, and Erina chose to ignore Bhishma. Without answering, they would spend the night together, both sleeping in the same bed.

"Erin, I know you haven't slept." Bisma whispered again with her hand that broke through the inside of Erina's shirt.

Erina bit her lower lip to hold the inappropriate sound out of her mouth as she felt Bisma's hand caress her abdomen.

"I want you, Erin." Bhishma began to kiss the nape of Erina with her hands rising to the chest.

Erina immediately held Bhishma's hand and moved away from her husband, and sat down and looked at Bhishma with an expressionless face.

"I'm coming by the moon, Bisma." Erina said, reminding her that her husband had forgotten.

Bisma chuckled and sat down. "I know, I don't intend to."

"Today's my birthday." Bisma said after about a minute there was no conversation between them.

Erina looked at Bisma with a frown, the woman did not know the date of Bhishma's birthday, but did not believe that today her husband's birthday.

"I think grandma asked me to come here to at least congratulate." Bisma smiled miris. Erina was silent waiting for what Bisma would say next.

"If you're willing, we can spend the night together, there's a lot I want to tell you." Said Bisma who saw his wife speechless.

Erina could have been gaping if circumstances allowed, it turns out she had mistakenly thought to Bhishma thinking that her husband wanted to ... Erina did not think she had any perverted thoughts.

"Erin, why is your face red?" Bisma asked which made Erina cleared her throat quite hard.

"I'll listen to your story." Erina said without answering the question of Bhishma which she thought was less important.

Bisma only chuckles because his wife again ignores him and sits by leaning on the back of the bed. "You sit here first, so we can talk comfortably."

Bisma patted the bed next to her, indicating that the man asked Erina to sit there and Erina immediately obeyed her husband's wishes, so they sat close together.

"So what are you going to tell me?" Erina asked, ready to listen.

"My relationship with my grandmother is not good, we can talk casually also because there is you, grandma seems to like you so much to the point of putting aside her hatred for me." Bhishma's speech was accompanied by a smile and turned to Erina.

Erina cleared her throat, not expecting herself to have a big influence in the relationship between Bhishma and Sekar's grandmother, and Erina was more unexpected that people as good as Sekar's grandmother had a great hatred for her granddaughter.

"My mother left her husband when I was in the womb, and my grandmother hated me because my face was similar to my mother's husband." Bisma continued her words.

Erina thought for a moment. "His mother's husband, means his father right? why doesn't Bisma call dad, instead call mom's husband?" the woman wondered in her heart and waited for Bhishma to speak again.

"Ultimately every day, my grandmother scolded me and told me that I was troubling my mother when I was trying to be a good child, I never asked for anything from my mother." Bhishma stopped her sentence because her heart was in pain considering the incident.

Erina who saw her husband's sad face immediately directed Bisma to lean on his shoulder, and Erina patted him gently on the shoulder.

"I also felt that when I was a kid, I understood how you felt." Erina.

Bisma slightly raised her face and looked at Erina's face. "Your grandmother hates you too?" Ask the man carefully.

Erina smiled with teary eyes. "I always felt like the whole world hated me, I didn't have anyone in the world, only I loved myself."

"I don't hate you, I love you very much." Bhishma denied the words of his wife.

Erina laughed softly. "Forget over my words, won't you tell me? you better continue before I get sleepy!"

"No way, it seems like my story only brings up the sad things in your life, and I won't let that happen, I don't want you to be sad." Bisma said as she clasped Erina's hand, and her head was still leaning on her wife's shoulder.

"God! I'll say that so he won't be sad!" Erina again sneered at her husband inwardly.

"How about we talk about something else, like our honeymoon?" Bisma's question sounded enthusiastic but made Erina lazy.

"Your story is not finished." Said Erina who indirectly refused to talk about the matter of honeymoon.

"We're going on a honeymoon to the country you want to visit, you're happy right? don't be sad anymore, huh?"

Erina could not say anything.