Habibillah Hawaari
Stop calling me by my full name

Billa enjoyed her vacation with mixed feelings. He already knew the truth about Syafik communicating with other women, Billa himself did not know who the woman who made Syafik turn away. His best friend Ara just advised not to expect Syafik and has not explained anything about the problem. Only one that Billa was sure of, his best friend couldn't possibly accuse without evidence. Moreover, Rahman also told him to stay away from Syafik.

"Bill, there is no need to think about anything about Shafik, me and Rahman are trying to find out the truth" Billa smiled warmly listening to the advice that came out of his best friend Ara.

"You don't have to worry about my condition Ara, study well there, tell Rahman not to find out more about Syafik. I'm fine without the man" he said firmly.

"Is the shafiq still calling you ?"

"Hem, although until now he still keeps everything neat. I just want to know when he will lie with his promises and sweet words" said Billa Pilu.

Ara stared fixedly at her best friend with a difficult feeling in the sense, currently both are making a call Vidio call, even though Billa said he was fine, he said, Ara believes Billa is trying to cover up the tightness and pain she is experiencing at this time. Moreover, Billa was the first time she felt in love, making Ara feel worried about her best friend.

"Billa.., try to ask Syafik about you, maybe with you the beginning will make him tell the truth and not hang your relationship now" Billa smiled weakly. Not because he loves or is afraid to be left out. But because Billa wanted to see how far Syafik considered him.

"Ara, did Rahman really hear Dita's name in his conversation ?" billa asked seriously after Ara decided to tell Billa everything.

"Yes, relax. I told Rahman to investigate Dita's what Anin-means is about.."

"There's no need to investigate" Ara was surprised by Billa's orders, it seemed like her resolute mode had returned, Ara nodded in response. Ara was sure that Billa was not a woman who was crying and then willing to not eat because of this sickening thing.

"Alright, I have to repeat my memorization before this vacation runs out, I close ya. insyaallah tomorrow I take time to contact you" Billa nodded in response.

"Assynogaic"

"Girisham"

The girl walked towards the window of the room which led directly to the yard of the house which was planted with lots of green vegetables beside her house. Open the window and start breathing the morning air fresh.

"It's all my fault, hoping in people is not something that is permissible in Islam. Ustadz Razik even talked about it." Mumbled wailing.

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Ding.

"The Assalamualaikum Annisa"

Billa grabbed her cell phone that she put on her desk. The girl smiled bitterly when she found out that it was Shafik who sent the message. If he used to be happy to reply to her. Now reply to his message was reluctant. Until the sound of a cell phone ringing, making the girl hesitant to answer the phone from a man who had made her lose her trust.

"Why not answer my phone, I miss you" Billa was amused by Syafik's current message. The girl wanted to see, to what extent Syafik would try to contact her. From the first day of Billa's holiday until this one week, Shafik only contacted her the third time this time. Actually the girl had already felt a change in Syafik. Billa always finds history status on online shafik numbers in the middle of the night and early morning. Not talking to him.

Since the holidays at home, Billa often sleeps at night because chatting with his brother and family. But it did not make him forget his evening Sunnah and wake up early. That's what makes Billa often catch syafik being online on his wa status. The drying of the phone for the second time made Billa think to try to make Syafik open.

"Waalaikumussalam, what's wrong ?" Syafik is increasingly convinced by Billa's current change in attitude. Billa is cute and strict. But that was when he and Billa were not yet familiar. 'Why does this attitude come back again' his inner wonder.

"Annisa-"

"Stop calling me by my full name" he said firmly. She was so surprised that she even blinked her eyes a few times to make sure she was not dreaming.

"I asked again, what's wrong ?" make Syafik wake up and try to eliminate his shock by beating.

"Did I make a mistake for you ?" tanya syafik be careful. Billa laughed softly upon hearing the shafiq question. The girl was really upset by this Shafik-filled attitude.

"You think ?" this firm and indifferent attitude of Billa makes Syafik a little afraid of what he has been doing so far Billa knows from others.

"Okay, it looks like you're tired. I'll call you back tonight"

"No need, won't you be busy with someone tonight ?"

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Deg.

Syafik tried to swallow his Saliva with difficulty. The nervousness and tension that Syafik felt at this time could be felt by Billa. Billa was very regretful of the shafik attitude that seemed to want to have her and the woman. Making Billa endure his regret by sighing harshly over and over again.

"There's no need to explain anything to me, I think we're quite here. I hope he's the last to receive your trash promise" Billa said firmly. Making the shafik understand, Billa has known the truth that her hidden tight all this time.

"Since when did you find out ?" syafik sounded sad.

"Since when have you done this ?" billa said coldly. Syafik sighed softly and tried to calm himself down before explaining everything to the girl he still really liked.

"I'm sorry, I started being dishonest with you since last semester's vacation. Whatever I do, because I'm afraid of losing you. Even to this day my feelings are still the same. You can call me a weak and selfish man. But one thing you should know, I will not let go of you" said Syafik trying to give understanding so that Billa would try to understand it. But unfortunately, Billa did not care about all the Syafik's words.

"Haha, enough up here. I want to focus on my college. Don't ever contact me again" Billa's cellular death is one-sided. She made him mess up his hair in frustration. This was not spared from the view of his best friend Rahman who was summarizing the hadith to be memorized.

"Rahman, please a-.."

"will not. He's too good for you. I didn't expect your behavior to be Fik" he said passing out looking for a comfortable place to memorize.

"You mean ?"

"You think ?" challenge Rahman stared intently at his best friend who began to understand that Rahman also knew everything at this time.