Habibillah Hawaari
Pregnant

"Don't cry, I'll be patient waiting for your answer. Go, I won't hold you back. Take good care of Billa. I'm willing to go for an assignment." Ricky said that he saw his girl crying while giving a handkerchief of hers to Billa. The girl received the handkerchief with a difficult feeling to interpret. Not crying because he would be left behind, but because the Lecturer was so sincerely waiting for him patiently. Obviously, Billa was going to reject the grown man, but Ricky held him back as if he didn't want to hear a rejection from him.

"Alright, Careful. Assalamualaikum" Billa moved out the door after wiping his tears that had come out earlier.

"Waalaikumussalam" Ricky smiled warmly at his girl's words that sounded so sincere. If Billa was already a mahrom for her obviously the man would have hugged her this time. Let alone mahrom, just memorized yet. How can I just hold it. Ricky is obviously very glorifying to a woman. Plus he was the figure Ricky had been looking for all this time.

"How ? Why so long ?" ratna asked in succession after the two walked hand in hand towards the class again.

"What's how, yes just reported the results so far." Billa had obviously avoided eye contact with her friend. The girl desperately did not want Ratna to find herself crying inside.

"Fororor once Mr. Ricky. But honestly, he was squirming you so much Bill. Is it because you're bowing ?" Billa just moved her shoulder in response not knowing it.

Billa and Ratna still have first class today, but because the next hour is still quite long. The two decided to wait in the cafeteria. Ratna is easily hungry, the girl even often carries a light snack in the bag. Even often whining to be accompanied to eat to the cafeteria lately.

"Rat, snacking continues.mana while eating. It'll fit in the cafeteria while sitting." Tegur Billa reminded adab to eat to his close friend.

"I'm so stressed that I keep snacking on the innate."

"Yes I understand, but not while walking. You're also more full lately I've noticed." Ratna stopped her steps when she heard her friend's words. The girl obviously immediately noticed her posture and looked back at Billa who was also looking at her confusedly.

"Don't be.., don't-don't.." Billa was more and more confused to see his friend's strange attitude.

"What a hell,"

"Huaaa, this isn't funny. I'm really fat ?" ask Ratna to make sure.

"No fat, who said fat. I'm just saying it's more contained. So don't snack on Ratna baby" said Billa calm his close friend who is now super-beefy. Billa was even more confused as Ratna instead cried sadly at this time in Billa's arms.

"Cup cup cup.You are not fat, you are still slim. Just containing a little does not make you look fat Ratna. Present.. sorry yes.you are so melow gini anyway "he said he bothered to calm Ratna who was crying more. The gaze of other students who were passing by certainly made Billa even more embarrassed because his friend never stopped crying in his arms.

"Are I really not fat ?" Billa nodded surely so that Ratna would not come back crying.

"True, now let's go to the cafeteria. You must be thirsty to cry" said Billa, wiping Ratna's tears and holding her to the canteen.

"Why are you, how strange are you today ?" billa asked carefully after noticing her friend's unusual attitude.

"Billa, I'm actually married." Ratna answered, bowing in shame to her close friend. Billa smiled funny when she heard something silly from her friend's mouth.

"Where is marriage. wkwkwk. You're obviously still a crowbar. Hellow's been friends for almost three years. " Ratna stared fixedly at her friend who was also staring at her while chewing on the dimsum.

"Seriously, God, I'm married"

"Uhuk" Billa choked on the food she was enjoying because the oath made by Ratna was so clear and firm. Billa stared fixedly at Ratna searching for the lie of Dimata, a cute girl who had been a close friend for almost three years. However, his sad neutrality did not emit any lies at all or was in theatrics at the moment. Billa moved closer and hugged her friend who now began to shed her tears again.

"Look, I will listen to all your complaints all along, you look so strong all this time" said Billa calm his friend who was crying in silence.

The two girls left the cafeteria after paying for an order that had not been fully spent. Billa chose the campus garden as a fairly quiet place for her friend to let out all the anxiety felt at this time.

"When did you get married ?" billa asked carefully looking fixedly at the Netra Ratna who looked sad.

"Yesterday's holiday, we've been in love for a long time. He's a distant study that requires us to be LDRs and rarely communicates. I had already cut off our relationship when I started hijrah to improve my attitude. But she refused, she was patient and faithful enough to wait for me for a year I let my relationship with her hang without clarity. But he was really serious with me. Until the holidays yesterday he came to propose to me without my knowledge. I still love her. Both my parents knew him well. So we decided to get married at that time. We are now LDR. He has to stay there working on the company he's been with for a long time." Ratna said clearly while occasionally wiping her tears that continued to flow.

"Alhamdulillah, verily you are so strong in keeping your heart Ratna. I am happy when you are able to nurture your love sincerely without mixing stirring with maksiat. God has reunited you after you broke up. That means you are meant to be together. Why are you sad now ?" billa asked when she saw her friend was so sad at this moment.

"Hem, as you can see. We're still semester five. We have not even PPL, KKN even thesis. My path is long. Now.., I even felt something that shouldn't have grown by now." Billa frowned in wonder trying to examine the words of his friend.

"Speak clearly I don't understand something growing." Ratna cried again when she remembered that she had not come to the moon and her attitude that she felt herself was very sensitive lately.

"Hey.why cry again.. Ratna you should be grateful. Allah keeps your relationship with a good bond. Why should I be sad ?"

"Not that.., I think I'm pregnant with Billa." Ratna said in tears, closing her eyes with both hands trying to wipe away the tears that were dripping down.

"Cup cup cup... MaaSyaAllaah, calm down my dear friend, it is a gift that you should be grateful for. There are so many couples out there waiting for a child to complete their little family." Billa was completely moved by her friend's story. The girl hugged her friend who was currently crying despite being calmed down.