Happiness Leads to Farewell
Trying to find out

Even though what I did seemed selfish but I was sure in such a way it could make me happy. So that I crossed over to realize what I had planned so that this farewell happened... As usual I sent a chat to AYSERA that the content is the same as asking for prayer , eat and remind him of the importance of health and that's what I always do although still unreturned tp I'm very satisfied and happy he still wants to read my chat... but for a long time I contemplated a lot of everything I did right maybe I better back off or try to make it happen but that does not mean I forget or do not love him anymore but I want to see him more free and happy with her life without me always stalking her.. and I was afraid that in my own way it would hurt him more deeply and incise new wounds in his heart because I was watching his movements and I was afraid to be considered a person who did not know himself because he did not willing to accept reality if Aysera wants to forget me... so I decided I wouldn't chat him anymore but I would go straight to Aysera where she lived by asking my friend for help who I told to find out about all the information about her and all the thing about him and I was determined later where my plan was when I went to work on a work project in batam I would take the time to visit his place in Riau... I just pray that Allah SWT gives me a chance to be met with his way so that I can apologize directly to Aysera and her family. Information about him I was minimal but In shay Allah with his permission may I get more information about him with the help of my friend was.I tried to contact my friend benama typhoon and rekha him my friends when I worked in batam they were married and settled in batam when their origin was from Surabaya and bandung. and fortunately I still keep their no and very coincidentally they have not changed no that's my luck, assalamu'alaikum. hello is this really sister rekha? ask me

oh yes this is who is yach....? and get me no where? answer her

you are so arrogant that you don't know me all! say me again

eh... do you know me? keep knowing where we are? ask her again

eh arrogant you this is me yuman... You remember me who you always asked to make love letters for typhoons? answer me

yuman... Are you the tomboy yuman? yuman was my roommate in the mess first? tannya

crazy I don't dream yum, I got a call from you?he answered with a small laugh

ah how are you re and how is your husband typhoon?ask me

ah we already have 3 children and my husband's typhoon work is still in the company only now he is more in the field more precisely in the same rubber oil palm plantation so dech..ah I think I'm very fitting if I ask for help with him to investigate or find out Aysera on the typhoon so I just tell the same story about my plan to batam and want to visiting or rather finding out about my son online and it turns out Rekha wants to help her to tell the same Typhoon her husband...I was very happy and Rekha suggested to stay at her house while I was doing my job so save she said she was very happy if I stayed at her house with my little family..and I couldn't turn it down either I agreed to it and a few days more precisely n ya weeks later the typhoon contacted me

God turned out to give me ease turned out Typhoon can get a little bright spot where the actual address Aysera lived and Typhoon had stopped by the house or stall where Aysera's parents lived with the help of his friend who working around the plantation and he served as a polhut in RIAU precisely in INHU (indra giri hulu) he sent all Aysera activities to me from morning until morning again I was quite happy because it turned out she's so happy with her life and my friend doesn't dare to ask questions about her relationship with me but I'm just asking her to send her activities and how her relationship with her parents is because I'm still the thought of his quarrel with his parents was so I wanted to know more about all that and I tried hard to fight the pain of enduring the longing and his silence that made me feel more tormented by day night. Time goes on I keep refraining from chatting him only I see his story WA aza and he was the same since he silenced me he also likes my WA story sometimes I smile himself turns out he still wants to know about me. But that's a quick tepis because I don't want to geer alone.. ah it is certain for today tomorrow or as bad as it is I will still miss and love him until I am truly unable to write, mention and remember it again even if it is necessary until I am lifeless once again that is my promise to him.. I forgot I never told you all my plans but I told my son and husband in December or rather when Aysera's birthday in Shayah Allah would go visit me wanted to surprise her and everyone agreed to it and they even wanted to come visit her because they wanted to get to know their new brother better, I was forced to agree, but I did not tell a sad story what I experienced with Aysera against my son and husband I just said I want to give a surprise and friendship with his family and my children are enthusiastic because they have given gifts to Aysera who they I thought it would be very useful for him that they knew he was a novelist in a @my youngest child has prepared aebuat tablet yach not too expensive either but not cheap also he bought with savings his pocket money and my eldest son he bought a digital camera that is, I did prepare the other day I told him that I wanted to give him an HP for him and my husband he bought him an active speaker equipped with bluetooth so that yach is quite good and bermerk is also that they are very enthusiastic and they are very dear to Aysera even though they only hear and see only a glimpse of VC time with me....