
~ No man is perfect because perfection belongs only to God ~
~ It is not good to hold a grudge, because it is the beginning of the destruction of ~
~ Forgiveness is difficult, because it involves the heart that once hurt ~
~ Hijrah in the Way of Allah ~
I'm Rahma. Rahma Princess Ramadhani. 18 Year old. Students in 12th grade IPA B at one of my city's favorite private schools. North Jakarta.
I am one of the lucky students because I was able to enter this High School with a scholarship. With my family's current economic condition it is impossible they can pay the very expensive tuition.
My father was just a public transport driver, while my mother was just a hodgepodge salesman. They won't be able to.
At first I thought all schools were the same. But apparently not, here I was treated differently. Various natures of students here I face. From those who like to bully to those who berate maki. Apparently I'm not that lucky.
You know who likes to bully me? Name's Ridho. Ridho Ahmad Wibowo's. The young man had a beautiful face, but no sense of humanity.
The young man who was feared by the whole school was always arbitrary. Is the leader of a wild racing motorcycle gang that rules the streets making people submit.
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It's not easy for me to spend my days in school. For the sake of family, I try to be patient. Achieve dreams of success so that they are proud of me.
When the sadness hit because I was treated differently I remembered the faces of my parents. Until sad changed with a thin smile that I forced.
So much grief I've been through at this High School. From the beginning of school until now I was always alone. No one wants to be friends.
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I was born into a simple family. The teachings of the Prophet. The five prayers of the time and the sunnanya we often do.
Reading the Qur'an after prayer. Closing the law according to the commandment of God. Because closing the aurat is not only mandatory, but also protects us from evil actions.
My mother and father always taught me kindness. Maintain morals, adab and speak polite words to each other. Mutual respect and respect. Helping people in need. Not vengeance and forgive the mistakes of others sincerely.
Nothing is perfect in this world except God. Therefore, of course, all humans make mistakes and we do not need to be vengeful, right?
For holding a grudge will lead us to perdition. Try to forgive because apologizing will make the heart more peaceful.
I also never dated and always kept myself from being named adulterous. Thank God, I am so grateful that God always leads me on the right path and not to be a teenager in general who likes to date and always think about the world. They forget that there is an afterlife.
Sometimes I also feel sad to see many people dating in this day and age. They do not think about the consequences of their actions. I pray that Allah may guide them to repentance. Aamiins.
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