Hijrah in the Way of God
Expressing Feelings

"It's okay Indra, I'm going home now" Rahma said and exited the room.

"But Rahma." Indra follows Rahma out of the room. "Lo don't listen to what Sinta says, you don't go home."

"Nothing Indra, he has donated his blood to Ridho and I have to obey what he said," said Rahma who tried to smile.

"Well, I'll drive you home."

"No need for Indra, I go home alone. You go back inside, take care of Ridho well," refused Rahma softly.

"Okay if so, I must keep Ridho really, you calm down."

"That's why I'm going home first, excuse me," said Rahma.

Indra nodded her head, then looked at the girl who was getting longer, getting farther away until she was invisible again. And finally back into the room Ridho treated.

Indra opened the door, and he saw that Ridho had regained consciousness.

"Ridho, you're sober. Thank God, you're all right Bro." Indra looks happy to see Ridho is conscious.

"Gue's okay, Bro, is he here?" Ridho pointed at Sinta who was beside him.

"Gue people who have donated blood to you, you should thank me because I have been kind to donate my blood to you," said Sinta who first gave an explanation.

"What is Ndra? Did he help me?" tanya Ridho full of search.

"Benere Bro, Sinta who donates blood to you," Indra replied confirming Sinta's remark. While the other friend just silent from now on, because confused to say what.

"Yes, I'm grateful to you, Sinta," said Ridho who was not excited.

"Okay, it's not all free. I have a request for you," said Sinta smiling with intent.

"What request?" Tanya Ridho flat.

"Gue want you to turn it around with me, we dated like first again," said Sinta who suddenly made Ridho surprised.

"No, I don't want to. I don't like lo" said Ridho Ketus. "Where's Ndra, isn't he here? Does he know I'm in the hospital?" asked Ridho who felt there was a presence of the girl when he was not aware.

"That strange girl isn't here, why is she here, caring so much about her. Who cares about you it's me not him," said Sinta who did not let Indra speak.

"Surely Ndra, Rahma isn't here?" asked Ridho who did not believe the same Sinta's words.

"I told you he's not here" replied Sinta who again did not let Indra speak.

"It's okay, if he's not here I'll go to his house later if you've come home from here," said Ridho smiling.

A few days later, Ridho was allowed to go home. And before returning home, he stopped by Rahma's house and took Indra's car. Because his condition is not stable, he cannot drive alone.

Now that Ridho was in front of Rahma's house, he knocked on the door of the girl's house.

Tok tok...

"Assalamu'alaikum" said Ridho.

"Wa'alaikum salam" said someone from inside and a moment later, the door of the house opened.

"Rahma, you know if I've been in the hospital for two weeks?" ask Ridho without further ado.

"I know" said the girl briefly.

"Why don't you see me in the hospital?" ask Ridho again.

"I don't have time" replied the girl.

"Owh, I understand. Lo must be batin Ibu you sell hodgepodge. Sorry yes, yes I'm sorry first," said Ridho a little disappointed and back again to his car that there Indra waiting there.

"Where's Bro, Rahma saying what?" ask Indra curiously.

"Say he knows if I am in the hospital, he does not look at me because there is no time," replied Ridho who was still disappointed with Rahma's remark earlier.

"Lo disappointed with him?" asked Indra who saw there was a sense of disappointment on the face of his friend.

"No, I'm not disappointed, I understand how he must have nolongin his mother so do not look at me," elak Ridho.

"Well, let's go home!" bring Indra.

Ridho got into his car without answering, and was followed by Indra who was sitting in the steering wheel.

"Eh Aden's home? What about Aden?" ask me Bik Ira.

"The silence is Bik" replied Ridho kindly.

"Alhamdulillah if you are grateful at Den, Aden has eaten what not?" ask me Ira again.

"Not Bik."

"Yes already that Bibik ready food for Aden first yes," said bik Ira and went straight to the kitchen.

Ridho climbed the stairs to his room, and put himself to sleep in his beloved bed.

"Finally, I went back to my room. I also want to share this room," muttered Ridho later, asleep.

Tok tock..

There was a knock on the door from outside Ridho's room.

"Den. Aden Ridho, "call Ira from outside the room.

"Den," call Ira's bik again with a knock on the door, but there's no telling from the inside.

Several times calling finally the person who was called who had been sleeping was awake.

"Yes Bik, what's wrong?" ask her with a distinctive hoarse voice of waking up.

"Food has Bibik prepared Aden," replied bik Ira.

"Yes Bik, I'll be down soon."

A little while later, Ridho went down and did the lunch activity.

To esokan day...

Today, Ridho left for school. After two weeks of not going to school because he was in care, he missed his school. Missing to meet Rahma too. The young man was very excited this morning.

At school

While at school Ridho pas-pat with Rahma.

Ridho also said, "Bagi Rahma." Ridho displayed a smile on the corner of his lips. However, the smile disappeared because the girl he greeted did not pay attention to him at all.

"Why is he, not as usual? Is he angry?" muttered.

In the back garden of the school a girl sat on a park bench as usual. That was the usual thing the girl did, sitting alone in the garden while staring at the shady tree that was there.

"I guessed it, you're definitely here. Why did you cuekin I was in class?" Ridho suddenly sat beside Rahma making the girl a little surprised.

"It's okay, from now on we don't be friends anymore huh," said Rahma a little slowly.

"Lo why? Do you want more than that? Do you want to be my girlfriend?" asked Ridho who made the girl become shocked.

"Not that_

"Keep what?" Ridho cut the girl's words. "Rahma I actually like you, you want to not be my girlfriend?"

Ridho's expression made Rahma even more surprised, she was very nervous. The girl actually liked the young man too. But dating is something Rahma doesn't want to do. Moreover, he also remembered very well Sinta's request to stay away from Ridho.

"You're asking me out? Ridho dating is something that is forbidden, I do not want to date, and I also do not like you," replied Rahma.

"What's? Don't you like me? Wh why? Is my face less handsome, how can you not like me?"

"Make whatever I like about people like you, you forget what you did to me first. And I don't believe what you're saying either. From now on you please stay away from me, and do not think that your treatment has been forgotten, I do not forget it at all," said Rahma at length and forced to bring Ridho's behavior first to him. In fact, actually Rahma does not want to bring it up again, he is not the type of person who is a very forgiving person. But there was no other way to get Ridho away from him.

Hearing Rahma's words like lightning during the day for the young man, he was immediately transfixed, and his tears began to drip as if very sick considering that.

"I'm sorry Rahma, I know I was wrong. Honestly, I used to hate you, but over time my hatred turned into love. Since my mother died ten years ago, I have never felt happy. And when I get close to the same happiness that was lost ten years ago, it will appear again in my life. Please forgive me, please don't ask me to do so much. I beg Rahma, I really like you, I also love you. Please don't get away from me" Ridho said in tears, regretting all his actions towards the girl.

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