Hot Couple: Love Story Inara Season 3
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I tried to calm my heart and wipe my tears until the last drop - in order to fulfill the call of Angga that shrieked and sounded clear all the way to the top floor. She's famished. I quickly got out of the room and went down the stairs. Took him over from his father's arms who was just about to take him to the room to catch up with me.

"Cup, cup, cup... Dear... Mama's son. shut up, yeah...."

Reza stunned. "Cock your voice hoarse? You crying?"

I'm shaking. "Shhh..," hissed. "Don't be noisy."

As promised, I will keep this household intact. It hurt my heart to remember that video when I saw Reza, I had to endure it. Especially in front of my mom. My family can only see harmony between us. Even though it hurts, I have to endure it. Although bitter, I must swallow.

And that day coincided with Raline's arrival. I saw that he was already sitting at the edge of the pond while soaking his feet. Raline has a practice in a health clinic located near Ihsan's house. Actually, Raline and her friends plan to find a boarding house or rented house, but Ihsan said let them occupy the house of Ihsan only during their practice in Jakarta. Ihsan stayed with us. She was afraid of loneliness, she said, living there alone. Ihsan is the type of man who is difficult to anchor the heart, but that does not mean he is a man who is difficult to move on. Because for him does not have to rush to find a replacement, let alone rush to anchor the heart. It's not like that at all.

Raline who had actually arrived in Jakarta since this morning and had placed her friends at Ihsan's house - deliberately visited us to bring us souvenirs. Especially for me who she never forgets.

"Thank you, yeah, honey. Glad you never forget to make a special song for Mbak."

She grinned. "Yes dong... His favorite son Raline. This is Raline making extra spice a lot. You can keep it in the refrigerator. Look at this, it's gotta be 'ngences."

"Uuuh. Open dong...."

Of course, he opened the tupperware lid for me and poured the spice for me.

"Later..," Reza protested. "Focus susui Angga first...."

"What's wrong, Mom? Can eat while breastfeeding."

I bring the best smile. "Smart you, Dek. Thanks again, you are a pro. Well, the old one, listen, right?"

Be ill. In front of other people I can pretend to be happy and as if everything is fine. But I can't lie to my heart and my feelings. The pain is getting worse. Seeing Reza, it was like seeing Salsya and all the memories between them.

Relax, Nara. That's hard. Takes time. But rest assured you can.

"Yes, yes" said Reza. He took over the temple from Raline's hands and sat down beside me. "Open your mouth, aaa...."

Hold on. must not cry....

"Luck, romantic.." - Raline exclaimed when she saw Reza bribing me. "Where do I not want to get married quickly try? You're romantic like this...."

Again, I was just trying to smile. "Yes, Deck. Hopefully after you get married later you will be happy and get a super romantic husband." And no contact with her ex-boyfriend behind your back.

"Aamiin..," said we were all compact.

Yeah, I try to always be nice and show our harmony. I don't want to tell anyone, let alone show everyone the nationality of my heart. In front of Reza. So, that night when I was still relaxing - a slam on the sofa in the room and Reza was clueless about opening the door, I immediately pretended to be asleep. I'm afraid that I suddenly feel, emotional, or whatever it is when we're alone. Moreover, I must avoid first to have sex with her. I'm not ready. My heart is not under control. Having no choice and no time to move to bed, I closed my eyes on the sofa.

"Geez, pity you, baby. Must be exhausted," he murmured. He came up to me, carried me, moved me to my bed and covered me. And he also did not forget to caress and kiss my forehead. "Good sleep, dear. What a beautiful dream."

Good night, too, Mom. Ii'm sorry. Give me some time to get everything. I can definitely be your Nara like before. It just takes time. Not when. But for sure, I love you very much. My heart is only hurt. On here. In my heart this.