
"Wake the Goddess, wake~ we've arrived."
Someone's voice rang me, I squirm opened my eyes, slowly but surely I felt like I was in a room.
A foreign place that I did not recognize, a room with minimal lighting, there were only a few similar furniture..
Yeah, it's like an inn room, there's only one bed where I fell asleep, a table and then a couch and shuttered windows.
What time is it~
While gathering awareness, the pieces of events I experienced began to fuse together and make myself fully aware.
"Please !!!" I suddenly panicked down from the bed screaming for help.
"Dear free, don't waste your energy because there will be no one to help you haha~" mas Heri's voice sounded so dense.
It turned out that this was not a dream, the figure of Heri was actually near me, he was standing right behind me who was currently trying to open the door.
cekelek~ chelek~
Shit, door locked~
Mas Heri blocked my body, like trying to calm me down. I kept in contact when Heri touched my arm because it was uncomfortable, I didn't like it.
Although we are still husband and wife but I still firmly believe that our relationship has been completed and now he is a stranger.
"What the hell do you want, mas ?? Why did it suddenly appear after so many years of dumping me !!" I stared intently at Mas Heri who was just relaxed while sipping a cigarette.
"I'm back to pick you up baby, " said Heri briefly.
Mas Heri pulled my body back onto the bed, I was out of steam and I currently chose to sit on the edge of the bed with an annoyed expression that I did not cover.
"Shut up and don't be noisy or I won't hesitate to hurt you Goddess" said coldly Mas Heri as she blocked my arm stronger until I grimaced in pain.
Uhuk~ Mas Heri again took a sip of his cigarette and then deliberately blew towards me until I coughed.
Cigarette smoke billowed around Mas Heri's face which looked much older than it should have been. Heri mas appearance like unkempt, fine fur fur grows covering his jaw and ahh~ I do not recognize him at all anymore.
And, since when do you smoke mas~
Mas Heri's physical appearance was now more like that of a thug, his attitude was also rougher and his face looked tense.
I don't know what makes Mas Heri like this, I try not to care but still I keep looking at his appearance.
Not one bit I saw the figure of Heri mas who used to be, first before he went wandering.
In the past, Mas Heri always maintained a healthy lifestyle, despite working in the field but Mas Heri did not smoke, 'Smoking only makes wasteful, mending his money in the tube' I remember the words he said first.
Now all changed~
My gaze was pushy, a thought flurried to attack Mas Heri using the thing I saw on the table. At least it would definitely make him paralyzed for a moment and I could escape.
It looks like Mas Heri is playing his phone, I don't know what he's doing but I myself have to think of a way to escape this situation.
Time has shown it late at night, what about Rasya and Arsya ? are my two good guys okay ? May Mas Pras keep them until I return.
I was busy with my own thoughts and Mas Heri also seemed busy with his phone.
"Yes, I'll be back soon. I am trying to get a ticket for ~" said Mas Heri in a phone call.
"Yes yes, I know. Alright~" Mas Heri seemed to let out a long sigh shortly after ending the call.
I just kept quiet and chose to look the other way.
"We're on a plane tomorrow morning, you come back to the farm" said Mas Heri .
"No, I am !! Why don't you let me live a quiet life ? I don't care what you want to live like either !! I don't want to go with you !" ketus.
"And I won't let you go back to that man, too, dear. You're my wife, mine. You have to come back to me at all costs." said Mas Heri fiercely.
"Cih~ your words as if you would be a responsible husband ! What all this time, huhh ?? I fought life with children, we are miserable mas !! And now you suddenly appear as if you did nothing wrong, cuih~" I spit at Mas Heri so upset.
Are all male beings the same ?? Were they purposely created without guilt and remorse ?? Are they deliberately set to just be arrogant and want to win by themselves ?
He does not want to be blamed but also does not want to be responsible for the family. He didn't think about my survival and that of the child.
I still remember how at that time Mas Heri only gave a monthly money of one million, after which the next month he was like a vanish in the swallow of the earth.
Alone I was distraught to support the children, Mas Heri could not be contacted since then. I'm a rib not a backbone, but he purposely forced me to be the backbone of the family.
Mas Heri did not know what it was like me, I worked hard every day to be a babu . Just for the sake of being able to eat twice a day with Rasya and Arsya.
"Mas Heri doesn't know, does he ? How do I struggle to live when I shut down our communication access ? Did Heri know that I wanted to die instead of living in trouble far below the line of humanity?? Mas Heri throw a stone to hide his hand, do you realize the hell mas ?? I thought you were dead !!" I spoke with anger and,
Plak~ one hard slap landed on my cheek.
The heat was painful, but it was nothing compared to the heartache he had inflicted.
"Don't once you blame me Goddess, remember one thing. I've never divorced you, which means you're still mine. But what ?? You are willing to go to bed with another man for money, you cheap lady Goddess !!"
Plak~ another hard slap on my other cheek.
I stared at Heri mas with nanar, both of my net hot wanted to let out a tear. This whole new life I've been slapped.
"You jerk man !!"
"And you pe la cur don't know yourself !!"
Our Netra clashed against each other with a spotlight full of anger and emotion. Remembering the past always makes me more emotional.
Stamped as a pe la cur woman by a man labeled irresponsible husband, I was indeed wrong but all of this was because of him too right ??!!!