Imperfect Wife
CHAPTER 39 FORGETTING MEMORY

The atmosphere today was quite bright and the air was cool on the skin, I was still in a hospital. I don't know how long I've been here, I don't remember anything.

Just remember if my name is Kumala Dewi, said the nurse who helped me at that time, there was no identity card I brought.

Nurse Ina was like a friend to me, she said I arrived at the hospital unconscious after drowning in a creek and was found by loggers.

They took me to the city hospital, my condition was too weak . Even the possibility to gradually live is only 30 % .

Many wounds all over my body, my vital condition did not respond well either. I was in a coma for two weeks.

Until that day I opened my eyes and realized, I woke up with nothing to remember.

The medical team asked a lot about me, to complete the patient's personal data. Unfortunately, I don't remember anything. I just remember my name is Kumala Dewi.

It's been a few weeks now, I'm begging to be allowed to stay in this hospital because I have no purpose, my relatives I don't remember having it or not.

They allowed me to stay, all the while keeping an eye on my health. I did not immediately keep quiet, feeling that I was indebted every day I helped nurses prepare their needs.

Little by little I learned until now I help in the hospital pantry. I'm in charge of preparing drinks every shift change.

I feel my life is fine, I'm not too worried about who I was in the past. Not a single person who visited here said they were my brother or my relatives.

Am I just living a kara ?

The weather was good and I was done helping prepare drinks for the staff who were in the day shift.

I was sitting on a bench in the park behind the hospital. The breeze was cool plus my position was sitting on a bench carrying a shady tree.

I closed my eyes and enjoyed the wind until I accidentally saw something in my mind.

As soon as a shadow teased me, my brain immediately felt pain like a prick.

Awssh is sick ~ I grimace in pain alone.

I squeezed my head until I closed my eyes, it hurt God !!

I could not resist as the shadow continued to disturb my mind. A smiling man kindly reached out and said, "My wife.."

Nooo !!!

Indeed I who want to sit alone after tired of work, uh actually got a scary memory attack.

Uh wait a minute..

If the figure says I'm his wife, it means he's my husband probably.

But why don't I recognize him and instead fear him ?

Was it before I got married ?

Why do I not remember who my husband is ?

Aarrh.. This thought made my head feel heavier.

So dizzy..

I decided to leave the hospital garden. I need to get back to my room because it's getting late.

I have to clean up and get ready for the doctor's visit tonight.

I stepped my legs wider because I wanted to get to the room immediately, while still holding back a little dizziness I continued walking through the hospital hallway that had a distinctive aroma.

I kept walking until someone called my name from a distance.

"The Goddess !!"

My steps stopped, for a moment I thought whether it was the voice of a real person or just a voice in my mind ?

I wanted to go back but again the voice sounded clearer and louder calling my name,

"The Goddess !!"

I was forced to stop again and make sure towards the source of the sound.

Turns out it was...