
I was sleeping well and suddenly I woke up. I groaned while curling up to get closer to something that really felt warm. The weather tonight is very cold ...
Suddenly, I woke up, and my eyes were wide open. Vians ... He was in front of my eyes, staring at me.
"Comfortable?" He asked with a small laugh. I closed my eyes and moved a little away from him. Last night there was a thunderstorm. I was so scared that I went into her room and slept next to her without her noticing.
"Very comfortable" I replied shyly. He chuckled and stood up and took his foot to the bathroom. I decided to go back to my room.
***
"Can be ready!" he screamed, confusing me. Where are we going?
"Vian, where are we going ?!" I screamed at him. Vian was in the living room, he was watching TV waiting for me. He said that I had to get ready but he did not want to say where we were headed. Viantra was a strange handsome man. I shook my head while choosing the clothes I was going to wear.
"Shut up, and put your clothes on. We don't have all day to choose clothes" she said, and I ignored her.
I was combing my hair. I waited for the strange sound, but the strange sound did not come either. I closed my eyes to hear the strange sound, but nothing. I didn't hear anything. I groaned loudly like a horse, Vian laughed hearing that.
"What's wrong?" tanyanya, still laughing. I just shrugged and ignored him. I finished combing my hair while looking at the mirror for the last time. I walked towards Vian, he was already near the door, waiting for me.
Just as we were coming out, I saw a man walking towards Vian.
"Hamzah, don't come near. You should be in the distance, okay? Don't get too close, they'll know that I'm not alone, and they'll think we're bringing in a lot of members" Vian told the man. The tall man nodded. I rolled my eyeballs lazily, and ran to get back home, I didn't like him dealing with gangs like that.
"Sadiya, wait!" Vian shouted my name while running after me.
He caught up with me and quickly grabbed my arm and weaved our fingers. I stopped running, but kept trying to walk away from him. I haven't given him an answer but I feel comfortable when my hand is within his grasp, so I don't pull it back.
"Why are you using those people as bodyguards?" I asked him. It's 'crazy' isn't it? Why should he use someone like a slave. Everyone has the same rights, right? And why should one be a bodyguard or bodyguard?
"That's his job. Shut up!" he said while pulling my hand. I didn't say anything else. I knew I was stubborn and she would shut me up by force. Anyway, why would I talk to her if she doesn't want me.
"Sadiya?" he said, but I ignored him and turned to the other side.
"Ah, come? Stay still? Okay. Be childish like that!" the strangeness.
I closed my eyes for a moment to clear my mind, then opened them again. I just ignored him and he sighed, giving up on my attitude.
***
Now, we've been near the mall, still walking along. Suddenly a man came and grabbed my arm. I saw who he was, and my eyes were wide open. Why do they always find me? Before I could say anything, he spoke first.
Vian interrupted him immediately, as usual, as I wanted to answer. He clasped my arm tightly and placed me beside him. I saw Hamzah rushing to us.
"What do you want?!" Vian asked Kevin. Vian looks very angry, but Kevin looks calm.
"Go the streets of Viantra. I need that woman, not you. Khanza, come on a-"
"Hamzah, take Sadiya with you. Now!" vian said as he pushed me towards Hamza. He ordered that to him as if he were my owner? I'm not gonna let that happen.
I pushed Hamzah away but he grabbed my arm. Doesn't he know what the law is to touch a woman who isn't his muhrim?
"Take me off" I said. Then he let me go. I immediately turned towards Vian. Vian looked at me in surprise with raised eyebrows. I walked up to Kevin and stood in front of him.
"What's wrong?" ask her. Kevin looked at Vian with a mocking expression. Then, look at me again.
"You should come with me. I want to see you, please ..." She begged.
My brain seemed to stop functioning for a moment, I put my hand on my head. I never thought that I also had a real mother and father. I completely forgot about that.
'Do you know that Heaven is under the soles of your feet? And you've never met your real mother. You should be very grateful. After all, she was the one who conceived you for nine months. Every mother endures the most painful pain while giving birth to a child, but she doesn't care. Go and see your mother. Even if you can't forgive him yet, go and see him. Because if you are late, you may not get another chance, said the strange voice. The strange sound is back! Alhamdulillah! I looked at the words of the strange voice, then I made a decision.
"alright. I'll come with you" I said confidently while nodding my head. I need answers, right now. I'd go crazy if I didn't get it. I had to see him so I knew who I was, who my parents were, and why they didn't want me.
"Sadiya, are you crazy?! That's too dangerous!" vian said in disbelief hearing my words.
"He's Khanza, you idiot!" Kevin yelled at Vian. They shouted at each other, shouting words I didn't want to hear. I rolled my eyeballs, dizzy to hear their voices.
"Stop! I'm Sadiya, OK?!" I shouted on the sidelines of their quarrel.
"And Vian, I'll go with him. You wanna come?" I asked Vian while looking at him expectantly.
Need it. I need him to be there. I can't do this alone. I can't reach the top of my life without him. I need him there, really.
He looked at me, pleading with the look in his eyes saying 'no, don't do it' but I shook my head. Thought ... I thought maybe he would care .. Maybe he would put the enemy aside and be with me there. But it didn't.
I turned around and approached Kevin to go with him. Kevin nodded and walked to his car, I followed him. I put my foot in. I didn't dare to look at Vian's face, I was nervous. Very nervous. I don't know what will happen later. I know, he wouldn't approve of me with Kevin.
“Do not think I believe that you are my sister. My sister is dead. You're not my sister. I'm doing this all for Kenzo's sake" he said, driving his car at high speed.
I looked at him confused. Die off? If he thinks so, why would he take me? I shrugged and shook his head. I don't want to think about it. I just want to see that woman called 'mother. Let me find my identity ...