Married On Agreement
(Season 2) 2. I love dead
It felt so painful and poignant, he immediately pulled back the knife.
Making the meat on my chest so grateful.
"Fucking bitch! How dare you stab me!" My eyes are still glaring at her, enduring the pain.
"Why huh? You surprised?" He grinned again, his face so disgusting. My shirt immediately seeped with blood.
"I'll give you a chance, Ren. I'll take you to the hospital. As long as you leave Beautiful or die in my hands?" asked Siska who was now thrusting the knife in my right chest, I was sure she would stab me again.
"ANSWER ME REN!!!" He yelled. It really makes my eardrum so painful.
What difference does it make to me marry him and die? Isn't that leaving the beautiful? I don't want to leave Indah with a way to hurt her back. Then should I just die?I don't want any tears of disappointment over my betrayal, it hurts so much. I don't want Beautiful to get hurt.
Is today my destiny to die at the hands of this bitch, God? I should how? Is beautiful..... She's pregnant, pregnant with my first child. Well, I'd rather die, at least he'll remember me with his love, not hate.
Beautiful strong woman and can not be denied she is also beautiful, her heart is also beautiful, she will get a better man than me. Yes, I am sure. Mamah Santi, Mamah Sarah and Papah will take care of him, someday he will be happy even if not with me.
The tears on my cheeks flowed profusely, along with my blood. "You want to kill me Sis? Just kill me." Sayapku.
"OK....." Without a second thought he stabbed me back.
Bruuuussss........
I really didn't expect the woman I used to love and drive my life crazy, she's now the one who ruined my life and even killed me.
"Aaaarrrrggghhh...."
It hurts! really sick. Does the beautiful heart feel this sick? Did I hurt him in the past? Maybe I get a reply, no problem, right? This may be karma for my actions.
Bruuukkk....
Instantly my body fell underground, still tied to the rope in my hands and feet.
"You're crazy Ren! You're willing to die for that stupid woman!" Siska Umpat.
"I love died to him." I softly replied and endured the pain. My whole body has been bathing in blood.
"There will soon be a widow left to die. Ckck." She clucked with her mock laughter, "Hahahaha. Did you sincerely see him with someone else after you died?"
Not sincere of course! But I don't want to be selfish. "I sincerely see him happy, even if not with me. Aarrgggh.h..." So hurt.
Siska sighed. "okay... Never mind, I'm tired of your love words. I'm going Ren...." He put his foot out.
"I'LL REPAY YOU BITCH!!!" My screeches.
"Reply if you can, that's also if you're alive Ren."
"Hey! You burn this hut, let him be ashes." His orders were on the bespectacled man, who was still standing.
"I'LL KILL YOU TOO, DAMN IT!!"
The man picked up a jerrycan in the corner of the room. Maybe they've prepared to kill me this way. They watered all corners of the room, and lit matches. Then throw it in the corner of the room and leave me alone.
The flames surround me now, the heat and pain of this body being mixed into one.
I feel like I'm in hell right now, probably dead out I went in there too. I'm not sure I'm going to heaven, because I'm not a good person.
I want to get out of here and hug Lovely. "Uhukks..... Uhukk..... Uhukkk." The smoke was so stinging and made me cramped.
If time could be reworked, I wouldn't be leaving the house and maybe we're fighting right now. But it's all useless, it's over. My life too.
"Beautiful darling. I'm sorry I left you, I'm sure you can get through your days without me. I'll take this love to death, you take care of our baby. As I promised, you'd be the woman and the last love of my life."
"Uhukkkp.... Uhukkk... Uhukkk..." My entire body was numb and the fire was getting closer to me, some wood was falling as well. My eyes and my breath are out of control. Slowly my eyes closed, everything was getting dark. Am I really going to die and catch up with Dad now?
How does it feel to leave your husband when you are pregnant? Sad, sick, upset must have been mixed into one.
That day, where I got the news that I was pregnant and tomorrow I got word Mas Rendi disappeared. Weeks, Sundays change months. Month changed years. I can still wait for you, Mom. Until finally three years have passed you.
You where? Are you leaving because you don't love me anymore? But I can't believe it. I know you love me so much. I always tell my own heart.
Maybe everyone thinks you're gone, but not me. I feel you are alive and still in my heart.... Even though there is no definitive news, I still wish you would come back to me.
Where are you? If it's true that you're gone, at least I can see your body. If you forget your memories, at least we can meet. Even if you don't remember me anymore.
Look at our son Mas, he's two and a half years old. Although she was born prematurely, she was as healthy as any other child. Her name is Bayu Herma Pratama, boy. He's as adorable and handsome as you.
I miss you, Mas Rendi.... My husband's.
🌼🌼🌼🌼
In the morning, I was sitting on the window balcony, breathing the fresh air in the morning with a cup of hot white milk accompanying me.
After losing my husband, I tried to rise from the slump and live my life as usual. Because now I have Bayu.
I now live with Papah and Mamah Santi. Actually I can live anywhere with my son, sometimes at Papah Mawan's house. Sometimes at Papah Antoni's house.
Mom Sarah is now married again. I am happy and happy, Mamah and Papahku can now be happy even with their families. I also have two mothers and two fathers at once.
Chequek...
"Mother...." Said a little boy who had just entered my room.
I looked over and smiled at him, "What's the matter, baby?" I spread out both hands and crouched down to welcome her embrace, she immediately ran to hug me.
"Mother... Bayu mauu calan - calan." Say it with a lisp.
"Walk?" I asked her face, she nodded.
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