Married Three Breeding Widow
I Love You, Bi
Ever since Abhimanyu's feelings grew for Juwita after he thought he was done, Abhimanyu had already thought he should leave. He had to get as far away from his family as possible, maybe disappear and pretend like they weren't his family, at least so he wouldn't hurt anyone.
But he didn't leave. Abhimanyu also did not want to go and let go of everything. Deep in his heart, Abhimanyu loved them. They all though there was this deviation in his heart.
"Why are you're doing this to me?" Sakura muttered blankly as they both had breakfast in her apartment, two days after all happened. "Why did you trap me in a relationship you knew would torture me?"
Abhimanyu just kept silent, staring blankly at his coffee glass.
"Bi, you don't love me, right? From the beginning, from you decetin me, make me believe I'm special to you, you've never had the slightest love for me, have you?"
Abhimanyu was silent.
"You're such a di-ck," sizzled Sakura wrathfully. "You ruin other people's lives as if you were the only one entitled to vent all your problems. Now that I'm here, I don't want to be here, because you mean I'm here."
Abhimanyu. "When do I make it?"
"Don't say that, Bi, please. Don't talk like I'm your mess!"
Abhimanyu rolled his eyeballs before he took out a cigarette, again and again venting it through nicotine smoke. But after that he went back to talking, following Sakura's request.
"I don't mean you" he said.
"You obviously mean me! You fucked me!"
"I'm nagging you because you want some things that you don't understand to everyone."
"That's because you're crazy!"
The next second Sakura flinched, afraid of how Abhimanyu hit the table very hard. The man glared furiously at her.
"Don't you dare say Juwita. I told you it was my fault, dog. And lo denger, I don't mean it. Lo who accepted. I say hello suddenly, but instead of caring about why, you accept because I feel too in love! You accepted so it was also your fault!"
"...."
"Yes, I don't love you. I never EVER gonna love you. But I give you a chance to own what you want. I'm!"
Sakura.
"Gue you want, right? I can be proud of you to your friends, to people who pretend to be your friends, you say 'hey, look at me, I am a plain girl who managed to naklukin badboy campus, you say 'hey, look at me, Abhimanyu'. I give you the right to be proud of yourself so stop talking like you're just a victim!"
Sakura looked at him in tears. "I love you, Bi. I love you."
Before Sakura retorted, Abhimanyu got out of his chair, bowing to the girl.
"Lo doesn't pantes dapet more than that. That's mostly. Now if you still bacotin about it, I will seriously make you diem. Do you understand, honey?"
"...."
"Lo understand? Answer 'cause I'm an emotion."
Tears fell on Sakura's cheeks as she nodded silently.
After that Abhimanyu left, leaving the apartment no matter how Sakura felt. I don't know what she wants to do but Sakura knows that if she does, her crying won't stop for days.
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Abhimanyu will take Sakura's car out of the parking lot when her phone vibrates. Getting it out of her pocket, surprised to see Cetta's name there.
His sister was the last person Abhimanyu wanted to talk to right now, but this kid must have called because of something.
"Hello?" Abhimanyu replied while pretending as if there was no problem between them.
"Abang, it's Lila."
Abhimanyu's cold expression instantly turned soft even if Lila didn't see it. "Hey, Honey. Wassup?"
"I'm good," replied Lila.
"Well, good."
"Abang, Abang Banyu banned Lila telfon Abang but Yuni cried continuously. Digendong Abang Banyu also cry. Grandma said she said Yuni misses Mom, but Papa says don't bother Mom just yet" said the boy.
"Ohya? Love his HP to Yunia try."
Lila seems to rush away to give the phone to Yunia and Abhimanyu can hear the sound of a small sobbing typical of his sister.
"Yunia" called Abhimanyu because the boy was silent. "Yunia, would you like to go there? Brother pick you up, Deck?"
"Devents." The sound of the call interrupted by the cry was enough to make Abhimanyu immediately leave for his mother Juwita's house.
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