
"Mom took a break" said Sakura.
The couple were in the living room. They had finished dinner together with Dirga's mother a few minutes ago. And the two chose to spend the rest of the time talking. The night chat that usually brings people dissolved in deep chatter, did not apply to Sakura and Dirga. Both prefer to remove the load of the head for a moment.
Sakura herself deliberately asks Dirga not to discuss things that are not important in their relationship. Because, Sakura had not come here for a long time, she was reluctant to remember the thing that had happened—although still vividly remembered in her memory. In fact, he had thought about it until just before their dinner.
"I guess, we don't need to date too long" said Dirga suddenly.
Hearing the sentence, Sakura turned her head with both eyebrows slightly bent. As if waiting for the answer of the lover, his body slightly changed to face Dirga.
"We're not meant to know each other anymore. I've known you quite far, even though we haven't known you for too long" said Dirga.
Sakura fell silent, whether to chimed in with what sentence. Because he also agreed with what his lover said. Their age was not a young age anymore, only, if it wasn't for the thing he just knew, Sakura could have immediately agreed to it without hesitation. The woman was worried if there were even bigger problems if she agreed to it immediately. However, marrying Dirga also became one way to avoid problems with the woman named Liza.
A smile was born just like that, Sakura considered the two hands of the man, as well as gave a gentle swipe at him. "I don't care if we want to get married. Later we chat again with mother," he said who was immediately embraced by Dirga.
Sakura leaned her head against one of Dirga's shoulders, feeling the presence of the night and also the blowing of the wind that accompanied the night of the two of them. At the same time, Dirga glued their hands together, smiled gently I I want to talk about something related to the progress and they went to a more serious level. Indeed this was a serious chat that suddenly they, even because of the fear of a problem that suddenly approached the two of them.
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At ten o'clock tonight, it's been quite the night Sakura was at Dirga's house. He thought it was time for him to go home. There was nothing else they needed to talk about or do. Therefore, Sakura chose to leave, allowing Dirga and her mother to rest.
"Why not just go here?" ask Dirga.
Yes, Sakura knew, indeed it was a desire from within Dirga. But, they were not in this kind of free area that Dirga thought. Therefore, Sakura herself also chose to restrain herself from having the same thoughts towards her lover. And of course, always a rejection that will be accompanied by a heavy sigh from Dirga. Like it or not, this has been Sakura's unanimous decision.
Even without saying goodbye to Dirga's mother, the two lovers chose to go straight away. Because, the two did not want to interfere with the middle-aged woman's rest time. Moreover, Dirga felt very guilty to her mother because of the shocking incident today. I don't know how many times he's been a bad boy.
In the silence of the night and the atmosphere in the car, Sakura was busy with her own thoughts. It was too noisy until he found it hard to put his focus on the surroundings. Before she will talk about marriage with Dirga's parents, Sakura only thinks about the problems that are plaguing their relationship. What will happen later? Tomorrow then? The day after tomorrow?
"Gue is not afraid of the threat, but somehow I am more afraid of something bigger than that" he said inwardly.
One of his hands was on the door, using the hand as a support for his head. His messy thoughts were still not over, as if he was gathering all his fear and worry in one container.
"Think what, anyway?" ask Dirga.
Sakura who was aware of the question immediately lowered her hand. He shook his head with a slight gentle smile. "Just a little sleepy" his alibi.
To his surprise, one of Dirga's hands was placed over Sakura's head, telling the woman to close her two sweets. A little rubbing it, as if giving a touch that is able to bring Sakura into her dreamland. Even Sakura only follows what Dirga— does because she is not sleepy at all. Yes, at least Sakura can avoid her own lover, because she does not want to discuss things that will be long if discussed.
Until they both arrive at Sakura's courtyard, the woman goes down after thanking her lover. There was not much conversation going on between the two, instead Sakura immediately waved her hand, allowing her lover to stop by. It's nothing, because Dirga's only destination is to drive Sakura.
"Be careful on the road" he said, accompanied by a wave of hands.
The woman entered her home after seeing her lover's car leave her house. He did not immediately enter the room, instead put himself on the living room sofa with a body that he deliberately slammed. Both of his hands took off his shoes quite roughly, as if to depict his current unfounded mood. Since then Sakura can only hold it back, because there is no commotion there. Apparently it's so hard to hold back to keep calm—even if that's what he used to do.
His body was leaning with both beads closed. He slightly grabbed his hair that felt quite dizzy, his two jaws stiffened because he could only hold his emotions. It was only a few seconds before Sakura's eyes opened wide. There was no drowsiness attacking him, only annoyed and confused being mixed into one.
"Actually, what the hell does that woman want?! Why come in the middle of my relationship with Dirga who wants to be serious?!" he said full of annoyance.
Both of his eyebrows were bent, his face was flushed red with annoyance. The irregular roar of breath also showed his slightly forgotten anger. Only in her own home did Sakura let go of all her emotions, she could not do so while in front of Dirga or Dirga's mother.
"So I don't know what to do?! What if he is getting upset about my relationship with Dirga? In fact, just in spite of the heavy problems," he said full of frustration.