Me And You Under The Rain
Stories of the Past

"Certain about your past,"

The sentence made Sakura lift her face, looking at Dirga with a flat gaze, feeling puzzled by her speech. However, all Sakura saw from Dirga at the moment was a small laugh.

"Why all of a sudden?" tanyakanya.

"It's okay, rather than the atmosphere. Anyway, I also want to know all about you," said Dirga.

Sakura was still silent, she herself did not know where to start from about her past. However, the man in front of him actually helped him by asking something that made him interested in telling it.

"What do you like about yourself? From childhood to now,"

Sakura's gaze was sidetracked, trying to recall her beautiful things. His face slightly displayed a smile, as if feeling cool when recalling the past events. Slowly the shadow of his past had gathered, ready to be told to Dirga who was still waiting for that answer.

"Actually, compared to myself, I much prefer my family members. Nyokap, bokap, adek me," Sakura paused her sentence, her smile widened before returning to voice. "They're places where I can feel the world is beautiful. Where I don't feel lonely at all. I can also feel their warmth when I am in a position that hurts me," he said with a smile in his eyes.

Dirga smiled when she saw Sakura's happy face directed at her. In fact, he was still loyal to listen to the continuation story about the woman's family. Yes, he did deliberately do this to change Sakura's mood. He himself did not feel what he felt.

"Almost every day I always called bokap if again out the same temen. There is always a time limit on where I have to go home at that hour as well" Sakura said.

"That's obvious because you're a girl. Where there is a father who wants to lose his daughter" Dirga said.

The woman nodded her head, she indeed agreed with what Dirga said. He still smiles when he remembers his old story. Even though it was many years ago, Sakura was very difficult and would never even forget the events that made her feel happy and longed for that time.

"One day, I want my son to understand what I did when I was a kid. All of you continue that this nyokapnya ever feel happy is the same grandfather and grandmother," said Sakura who is hoping for happiness someday.

Dirga ntar was silent for a moment when he noticed the look on sakura's face that looked so happy in peace with both eyes closed. "One day, I want my wife's will" he said.

Right after that sentence was said, Sakura opened her eyes. He turned towards Dirga with a broken head movement. Suddenly the woman was embarrassed by Dirga's words just now. He blinked a few times before avoiding Dirga's gaze.

"Why is it so obvious to say?"

Sakura shamelessly heard Dirga's words. It is not mentioned clearly on whom the sentence is addressed, but Sakura herself who feels if Dirga is talking about her.

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"Gue is smart, because you can tell the slightest thing to me. In the future, do not hesitate to make stories of such things. Please tell me everything, even about the missing rubber hair pigtails," said Dirga.

"Yes. And I thank you very much, because you want to hear that story. I don't know why, it feels happy, fun because there are people who can and accept my story. Even if it doesn't matter to you," Sakura replied.

"important. All your stories are important to me" concluded Dirga.

Suddenly Sakura clucked, her gaze also looked so irritated with both eyebrows flexed together. The gaze was directed at Dirga, making the man a little surprised and confused by Sakura's impromptu behavior.

"Why wait, anyway? It was a long time ago, though," said the woman. "Can't we just formalize the relationship now? We don't know what's going to happen in the future" he said from the heart.

Dirga was surprised and laughed at Sakura's outpouring of heart. In her silence, Dirga also felt uneasy with the woman. However, the man still held himself back. He also explained his reasons for not wanting to have an official relationship with Sakura before their problems were resolved.

"Yes, because we do not know what will happen in the future, I beg you to wait. Because our problems can hurt us, and I can also be a wound for you. I don't want to, someday you will be hurt when nginget our past," he explained.

There was the sound of heavy breathing from the woman. His gaze was also caught off guard, he felt resigned to the man's speech. In fact, if Dirga could one day be a wound for him, why did he have to confess if he liked Sakura? Wouldn't it be just as painful?

While being silent, Sakura saw Dirga approaching her. The man immediately stretched out both hands to hug the woman. Without hesitation, Sakura accepted it, she tightly hugged the large body of the man. Inhaling the strong aroma of perfume that lurks into his sense of smell.

Indeed, Sakura also realized that the relationship between the two is still not official. But, he realized this relationship had far exceeded their original expectations just to help each other. And now even like each other, hoping for more than just friends. It felt like there was no way this would happen, but this was the fact, they needed each other.

"May I go tonight?" dirga asked in a soft voice right towards Sakura's dimwit.

Sakura was quite surprised to hear that, she refracted both eyes by blinking a few times. Suddenly her heart was pounding too, she felt Dirga's embrace so strong that it made it hard to get away from the man's body.

"M-want what?" sakura asked with a stammering voice.

Dirga still hugged Sakura's body firmly, she took a deep breath to answer the question. "Sleep together" he said in a heavy voice.

Sakura's mind also suddenly went blank. He could not think of anything after hearing the sentence—even, it was difficult to swallow his own saliva. I don't know, Sakura couldn't find any words to chim in Dirga's words.

"Can, huh? Tonight," asked Dirga one last time.