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I always felt like there was something strange about Barata's sudden change, he suddenly got really good at making me waver, he suddenly made me his top priority and said things I didn't understand.
I did not want to, his eyes as he took my chastity still I remember clearly, his eyes deep and terrible, I do not want him to forget some dark days that make me unable to forget.
She behaves like I am a silly woman that she can seduce and throw away if she gets bored.
She said I was a surrogate woman and said I shouldn't go, what am I really?
I don't care either, she must be nice and warm as if protecting me because she feels guilty.
I'm sure without any evidence he'd have realized I wasn't the one who killed Freya. In this way, doesn't that mean I can go?
All of those expressions filled Alina's head until she realized she had stirred up the anger of a man she shouldn't have disturbed.
"What's the big reason you've always wanted to go and get divorced? this morning didn't I warn you?" Barata with his cold demeanor and suppressive tone made Alina frightened again.
"Tell me, the reason you married me is because you wanted to make me suffer for killing Freya, right?"
Alina stepped back, her trembling body as if screaming to escape, she could see if the anger in Barata's eyes this time was the same as the first time she was forcefully married by him.
"For that reason you're not wrong, but I told you to forget it, I've not pressured you, not even bothering you to run away with another man just now, not to mention you, shouldn't we be even?" Barata asked again, he stood up and stepped closer to Alina.
"No! the beginning of the marriage was wrong, I know you must have realized that I didn't commit any crime, so my words were right, when you knew I wasn't Freya's killer, the relationship between us should have ended, I should have been able to leave and be free, right?"
"I don't need your pity and guilt for hurting me, I know you're acting this way out of pity, I just need you to let go of me, we end it and forget everything, that's the best way we can forgive each other!"
The pain she felt for just a few days had made Alina realize how important it is for us to defend ourselves when we are slandered and framed.
Unknowingly Alina was already stuck on the wall of the room, she was already unable to step back anymore, at a glance she saw the door and wanted to escape but Barata had already first stopped her movement.
"I don't think you'll understand if it's explained in words, this morning I gave you my answer, what I believe to be true then it will always be true, I'm sure you'll be mine forever, and that's what's gonna happen,"
"There must be no parting and leaving let alone the words that come out of your mouth, I've warned you,"
"Darling, you're conscious too, right? your body only reacts when I touch you, which is why you're scared and angry" whispered Barata pulling Alina's hand against the wall, she peeked at Alina so strongly that Alina had a little trouble breathing.
Barata's words are true, although Alina refused but her body is not, that's what makes her angry, Barata touch makes her forget herself.
"It shouldn't be like this, my body should have refused, why am I so cheap, can you easily play? I hate myself!" Alina was crying, she didn't like herself.
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Hello, pops,
All problems and conflicts will be explained all, the title of this novel was originally not an arrogant master bride but 30 days bride, which means 30 days to be a bride, so the plot is not skipped, those 30 days should tell day by day the life of Alina as a bride, so it is not skipped directly one week or one month.
Therefore the plot is not rushed and dense like my previous novel, because there are some scenes that I add and subtract to adjust the content to the title.
Patience yes everyone, forgive also if it does not match what you want or less good.The name I also still learn hehe, but still love advice yes, let me be better for the novel.
Maaciw, I'm so sorry for the message.