Mr. Kades' Secret Wife
CHAPTER 19. Condemned for Regret

The clock showed at two o'clock in the evening, I was still struggling with the laptop in front of me, it was sleepy but there were still two pages before I finished.

I glanced at the bed, the soft snoring of Mas Ozan who had fallen asleep, why his face was so peaceful.

I stood up and walked towards the bed, and saw that he was asleep with his peace, hugging Gibran, really like Father like Son.

I opted out of the room and left the laptop in the room towards the living room, calming my mind for a moment.

"Oh Allah, why do congregational prayers with Ozan really feel like me, facing a very dirty condition?"

I grabbed my phone, past this thought of revenge, I didn't forget it but I had to brush it off for a moment because I had to work on some things, even though my main goal was revenge.

I opened the WhatsApp app and was happy because my best friend besides Enjel was online, he was Vall.

This Vall is the most open-minded woman I have ever met, her bar-bar appearance is far from polite, but she is the closest woman to God among our circle of friends.

'Vall, online?'

I typed in a message to Vall that soon turned into a blue tick that turned into a typing status.

'Gone third of the night'

The message from Vall came in, right, she never left the obligation even though she was the most bar-bar women between me and Enjel that could be seen calm.

'I'm confused' I typed the message and sent it.

'What's up, about revenge on Ozan'

'You know?'

'Enjel, the story'

'Hm, I'm confused'

'Understand, you must be in a dilemma, revenge is not easy Gea, but try to make peace with the situation, revenge is nothing good'

'But he ruined my brother's life'

'Even, that's why you're looking for justification, do you want to be vengeful?'

Mak jleb, he can always check on me no matter what my condition and my resistance, he's really open minded.

'That most beautiful revenge is to change for the better'

'I know'

Well, this phrase is too market-wise actually, THE MOST BEAUTIFUL REVENGE IS TO CHANGE BETTER.

'Somehow, if you really want revenge, it is not easy to forget, just try, if you fail means God still loves you, because God does not want you to be vengeful'

'OK!'

I ended our chat, and put my phone on the table in the living room, for some reason you know, Mas Ozan as if he was the antidote to my sin that had been far from God.

While I was arguing with my mind, I heard Mas Ozan's voice that seemed to moan, strange what he was, I walked into the room.

"Mass?"

I found a Mr. Kades sitting on the bed in cold sweat, I approached him and tried to ask.

Eh?

Wh why?

She cried?

Ozan is like a depressed person I think, he seems frustrated maybe he is having nightmares.

"Mas Ozan why? How crying?"

Ozan looked down and did not want to answer, he immediately hugged me as if a child who was afraid of losing his mother.

"Sir, I'm a deck sinner! The shadow always demands responsibility, I am a sinner!"

She's she?

So all this time?

Ozan has always been overshadowed by an unresolved sense of regret.

What am I supposed to do now, and I'm also confused as to what to react to.

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