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What's wrong with this Mr. Kades?
I'm a little confused now.
Is he suffering from some kind of illness that could make people depressed for a long time because of his past?
I don't want to think about this, Mas Ozan is still holding me in his silence, he's still crying, because sobbing, why does my heart say, not how much heart to him?
"M-Mas Ozan?"
Mas Ozan raised his face looking at me deeply, he grabbed my face and cupped it for a moment. "I'm sorry, Gea, you married a man of sin."
"M-I mean Ozan?" my question is to make Mas Ozan throw a moment's face
"Forget, deck!"
Mas Ozan got up about to go out, but I held him back, Mas Ozan glanced at me and took his hand off me, it felt like Mas Ozan didn't want to tell me now.
I don't want to think anymore, Mas Ozan is now being overshadowed by his past with Mr. Ratna and I'm sure my feelings are right.
I also walked out of the room, but not to catch up with Mas Ozan but to take my laptop, the night was getting late, I heard the sound of water gurgling from outside, I heard, maybe Mas Ozan is taking ablution water.
Given that now is the right time to pray in one third of the night, I myself have not slept so can not do it, as far as I am well this way.
While waiting for Mas Ozan to return, I pointed my laptop at the browser and started looking for the cause of the trauma myself, and I found out that Mas Ozan seemed to be suffering from the Guilt Complex, it is a kind of deep regret syndrome that is not conveyed.
I thought for a moment, that mental pain is more difficult to heal from the pain that exists, especially if the object of regret is gone, will Mas Ozan continue to live in deep regret?
"Dek, Mas wants to pray first well," Mas Ozan apparently has returned to the room.
I just nodded my head then continued looking at the article I was reading before closing my eyes and falling asleep.
In the phase of going to sleep, you know, between two realms, the subconscious and the real world, between you want to fall asleep but you can still feel around.
I felt Mas Ozan grab my hand and kiss my forehead, I didn't rebel it was so peaceful, I heard him mutter.
"Sorry, deck, Mas can't tell you yet."
At least that's what I heard before I actually fell asleep.
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Hm?
What time is it?
I immediately got up and adapted around, neither Gibran nor Mas Ozan, either, I deliberately peeked out and saw Gibran being carried by Mas Ozan and Mas Ozan not only both but with a man in uniform.
The camat?
I don't know.
"Look Mr. Ozan, you have served four years as the head of the village, a lot of buzz that you give, but we ask for a formality, can you?" ask the old man.
Evident from the white hair on his head while he was still staring at Mas Ozan sitting in front of him, Mas Ozan seemed silent for a while.
"Formality? How is it, sir?"
"Look, Mr. Ozan, you asked Mr. Ozan to compile an observation report from this village, we asked for it this Saturday, which means four more days, if Mr. Ozan fails to make the report, according to his decision, Mr. Ozan we're going to replace him with a vote back, to be democratic."
"If I succeed?"
"The government apparatus will appeal to still recommend Mr. Ozan as the village chief."
I eavesdropped on their conversation, Mas Ozan seemed silent for a moment then nodded his head at the man.
"God's Insha, Saturday everything will be ready soon."
The man smiled at Mas Ozan before saying goodbye, I who saw it immediately pretended to come out of the room with a towel.
"Dad?"
"Mass?" I turned to look at Mas Ozan he seemed to be walking towards me with Gibran in his arms.
"Wanna take a shower?"
"Yes, the Gibranya's fussy huh?" it was as if I had not heard the conversation just now.
"No, he was a good boy I took a shower with him, too" Mas Ozan replied to me.
Definitely ANTENN! the man he's your son Mazzeh!
I smiled like a fool and then waltzed off to go to the bathroom to take a shower, because now I was really late to do the counseling
In the bathroom I thought for a moment about Mas Ozan and the man, I seemed to have come up with an idea to avenge me.
YUP! I'LL THWART MAS OZAN'S REPORT!
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