My Boss, My (Ex) Boyfriend
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"They're sorry... Anggi didn't mean to lie to you. Anggi..." He raised his head so that both his parents could see Anggi's wet face from crying too much.

"The numbers just can't afford, Mom, Dad... Anggi isn't that strong..." The connection sounds sad.

What's he supposed to do? God knows your father's been afraid of his heart all this time. It takes a lot of time to convince yourself that it's over, if it's all just a deliberate accident, and if he's just a victim here. He needs many episodes of doubt to confront himself, convince himself that he is still worthy and can still dream of true love. To get to this stage, there were many trials that struck him. For example, as happened a few months ago when the servants gossiped about the old wounds in his heart. Just then how low his confidence was to the point that he concluded in his heart that what the servants were saying was indeed true, he was not that worthy and he was also that dirty. He didn't have the courage to deny it until Adit came and forced me. Adit presses him, saying he must be strong and bring glory from Rein, Demian's mistress. At that time Anggi was very hit. He's really hit hard. How deep he felt for Adit and how troubled his heart was for Adit.

Because Adit he was willing to take another footing, daring to go far even though he knew that this had to break his limits and even though he knew that this feeling might not be avenged.

All his courage came from Adit and grew because of Adit. Therefore Anggi did not show his disgust at all to Adit, he also did not fight when Adit touched him even though there were times when he felt tense but deep in his subconscious, there is a whisper that always reminds Anggi that Adit is a different person, a person who deserves to feel his love.

From there, his confidence slowly grew. He is afraid of losing Adit and starts to fight hard to get Adit's attention.

Klise. But this is what happened actually. Adit was a force capable of making it last up to this second. Adit helps her to deal with this pain and promises to always be with her. God knows how happy his heart is.

"What makes you unable to say it, son? Do you not know us? Do you not believe that we will always accept you and embrace you in times of sorrow?" Mom asked angry.

He was angry and sad because he was too late to know the suffering of his daughter out there. She thought her daughter had been living happily and enjoying a happy life because she smiled every time she came home. Unexpectedly, behind all that his daughter turned out to be very suffering. He suffered alone and did not have the great courage to say it. Which parent's heart would not hurt if this happened to his child or daughter?

"Mom, please understand Anggi's position. He had a major trauma as a result of this problem. Because of this problem he often doubted himself and did not have high confidence. And having no high self-confidence she chose to keep all these matters alone." Adit immediately answered Mom's question patiently understanding that I must be very depressed today.

He could understand what Mother was feeling but it felt a bit wrong to see her keep pressing Anggi. She didn't mean anything, but she was just uncomfortable because her lover was treated in such a way by Mother even though she was both her lover's parents.

"I'm.I'm sorry." Mother rubbed her wet face, smiled shyly, after finishing wiping her face she switched to start rubbing her daughter's wet face. Removing any tears that would not stop coming out of his eye.

It was so heartbreaking to see her parents crying because of her. Crying not because of happiness but because of the guilty tone, why they are not there beside Anggi when going through it all.

"Mom, Dad.I'm sorry about that. That incident was very deep in my heart. As Mas Adit said earlier, I need a lot of time to examine everything that happened. I need a lot of time to accept it and have a lot of doubts when I want to talk about it with you guys. Rather than tell you all this pain, I would rather keep everything alone and hope that you will not know this matter because it is too much...this matter made me feel disgusted so many times it felt so I would rather bury it alone. If it wasn't for Doni, if it wasn't for that bad guy, then you probably wouldn't have known in life if there was a dark period in my life that could never be wiped out. I'm really sorry and scared, Mom. I almost went crazy over this. Do Mom and Dad know? At that moment I almost ended my life. I find it hard to believe that my husband would do that to me. I couldn't believe that the man would sell me for less money. I'm so devastated, Mom. I felt like I couldn't trust anyone at the time and I was also afraid to tell you this matter. Fortunately, there is Mrs Rein, Mr. Davin, and the Adit mas who are always with me. If there's no one by my side then maybe...." Anggi could not finish his words but his miserable sobs made everyone depressed.

Adit was silent on the other side. He looked at the wounded lover now crying in the arms of Mom and Dad. It's been a long time since her boyfriend has missed this warm embrace. Maybe no one knows but Adit knows him well what kind of person Anggi is. He said no, but he really wanted it. He was lonely and tired of holding everything by himself but unfortunately could not express what he was feeling. He was honestly extremely tormented but once again could only endure everything by himself.

Adit honestly did not want to act cruel to him. He did not want to ignore Anggi but also did not want to see her hurt by that, by forcing her to become a strong and assertive woman, Anggi was at least not as weak as it used to be. By pressuring her into a cleaning lady, people would think twice about hurting her. Adit had thought about it for a long time and tried to act normally as if he did not see the restlessness of Anggi's heart. Because he wants Anggi to live happily in his own way.