My Ex
Chapter 12
SILENT......
“ekhem, so.... you want a story... what??” asked Arka carefully, she knew Nadine was really upset with her. But to be honest, seeing Nadine's performance tonight makes Arka thump. Nadine looks very beautiful and elegant, different from usual.
“hmm, undaunted, I was confused where to start,” Nadine looked far ahead, I was confused,
“oke, relax, slow story,”
“so... but you don't get angry, promise, maybe I'll blaspheme you a little later, and ..yahh”.
“gapapa, I'll hear everything, that's what Nadine wants?” said soft arka.
“oke I started from after we broke up aja yes,” Arka nodded.
“so when I break up with you malem it feels like a very sick oath until numb, so sick I'm just a rich man bego bengong but can not cry. I didn't sleep like a malem and kept thinking why why is that so.Why am I so hurt so much as you. And I started to think it was karma for me because I used to make my ex really hurt because I broke up. And well maybe it's karmanya kegue,” nadine was silent for quite a while.
“but I am very grateful for being able to break up from you even though my heart is very broken,” he continued.
“ya? Why?” ask Arka.
“because..to be honest, you bring a lot of bad influences for me, in fact. Since I deket same you, I so never pray, never read qur’an and I also so more ‘nakal’ because I ..possibly adjust to you, and yes... ghenya..but after I broke up with you, I realized.”
Silent....
“not that time also I had a recurring dream, have I ever told the same story you?”
“whose dream means farewell is not it?” obviously Arka made sure.
“iya, from there I really want to surrender with you, I want to give up all my feelings for you, and I want to be serious with you, I do not care about your relationship and Clarissa, he said, at risk, I will be very hurt. And I take that risk, because I really want to be with you, I've never been this kind of guy, You're the only one who became my opium.”
Stunned arcs, his tongue cackled.
“but apparently even though I forced myself, even though you yourself have said that you still love Clarissa. And I don't want to back off. Finally God Himself intervened to separate us. Because of that time...”.
“why did you say break up so Nad,” Arka's speech sounds like a desperate person, making Nadine's heart melt.
“because... because.. I'm not , I feel I have no place anymore, I feel Just a barrier between you and Clarissa. And that makes me really hurt,” nadine throw away face.
Silent....
“but I'm just as grateful, because as long as I'm just like you, I'm actually losing control. Because I like you too much, I like the remote control of myself as you, you actually-hold control over me, I'm seneng because you, I'm sad because you, I'm sad because of you, I'm kel, I'm *happy*, everyone,,, *that is so bad... I lost my mind cause of you*,”
Arka just shook her head to hear Nadine's explanation,
“that's bad anyway, blind love his name, you can't be rich like Nad. What the hell is good about me? I'm not rich, I'm not cool, I'm not handsome, either. While lu? You have a lot of talent, you are sweet, there will be many men who want to be like you, and you also pinter a lot of know, and your character is also answer Arka.
“because I know so much?” Arka nodded in agreement.
Nadine breathed a frustrated sigh.
“gue itself does not understand why, I can be crazy rich gini, even though you are ordinary, yes standard. Our relationship was not long either. As if you came to life I just came as ‘leson’ not as a person who ‘menetap’,” said Nadine sadly.
“but honestly anyway, I'm also just as you so hard to focus.” I'm Arka then.
“means?”
“gue hard to focus on my goals, because so always prioritize you,”
“so we are not destined to make both yes,” slice Nadine.
“that I don't know, maybe a mate might not,”
“plis lah don't talk rich that, as if you give me hope, sick tau ga, dikasi hope rich that when in reality you are the same other,” furious Nadine.
“not what I mean,”
Silent.....
“asal you know Nad, pas lu mutuin me, I'm really sad, only you don't know. I don't even ladenin Clarissa,”
“but the end of your fiancee is also right,” cut Nadine.
“iya, because I re-love her,” reply Arka really makes Nadine fed up,
“ck...sampah” cerca Nadine very slowly.
“but I honestly can't choose, I love you but love him too,”
“*stop it, don’t be silly*, can you? I hurt her heart,”
Arka was silent
“asal you know yes, fitting I hurt this heart I actually pray with God to avenge my pain the same you two, and not long you understand the pain?”
“iya I feel very much, I can not control my speech to Clarissa without bringing your name.”
“fuck jerky, I can't banyangin how it feels to be Clarissa, okay I'm still just a boyfriend, sick you talk about other girls in front of me yes just that. Lah this is your fiancee, and you still talk me to her. Ck, where's your brain??” Nadine Maki.
“gue also doesn't know Nad,”
“please if you love him, never mention my name in front of him, you are free to tell Clarissa to me, but you can't carelessly tell me to her,”
Arka nodded in agreement.
“and during your break up it was excruciating to know not for me, every time I see you it hurts his heart again, his wounds hurt again, and I hate it so much I see lu.” I'm Nadine.
“iya I know ko, look so you hate me right the beginning of the break up, I also try to avoid because not feeling good with you,”
“oh pantes you don't check my place a week what 2 weeks if again in the afternoon,”
“hhehe, abis lu serem really see me, but thought that if that continues also not good, so I am ordinary again,”
“gue hates to see you know?? It feels good if you or I go,”
“gue deliberately even always back and forth let you see me, and it became usual,”
“fucking bet...” umpat Nadine.
Long they discussed, until the night was getting late, the mall almost closed about 15 minutes more, finally they decided to go down to *lobby*. While walking towards the escalator Arka opened her voice.
“sorry yes I'm late,”
“iya gapapa relax aja,”
“ilang?” nadine asked a little disappointed.
“later I search again,” replied Arka quickly.
“when I still have, if you are yaudah gapapa, it is not important too,” replied Nadine.
“eh is important, the most important item,”
“oh yes??”
“it's what, whatever Nadine's packing, it's important for Arka,”
“fffhhh a liar, if important will not be missing, if important must be kept right,” Nadine's lips make Arka dead tick.
Arriving at the lobby
“live back?” ask Arka
“ialah, tomorrow work, I've pesen taxi,”
“ohh nice deh,” greeting Arka riled.
“why?? Still something??”
“ini, I want to watch this,” Arka gives a gift in the form of *smartwatch*.
“ini...this is serious for me??”
“iya serious, *sorry* I do not wrap, abis want to be wrapped feel ngado same girlfriend,” said Arka clumsy. Nadine smiled happily.
“thank you, thank you very much..sorry I did not say anything,” he said sincerely.
“ah do not, consider a gift per.pi..sahan...” Nadine was filled to hear the word ‘parting’ from Arka.
Before long taxi orders Nadine arrived.
“gue back yes, once again thanks. I'll give you another gift, byee”
“bye..chat me if you're home,”.
Nadine simply replied to him with a short nod.
All the way home his heart felt lighter because what he had saved had been conveyed. The burden of his mind seemed to be gone. He could breathe a little lighter. A tad.
Arcs
Is it home??
^^^Nadine^^
^^^New to room,^^^
^^^You are home yourself?^^^
Belly
Stop by the dining place
^^^Tadi said he had eaten^^^
Ehehe laper again
^^^Right reason...-___-^^^.
Oh yeah that clock must be set first, he can connect to the phone
If I can't, I'll teach tomorrow
^^^ Yes sir thank you,^^^
^^^ Again thank you very much^^^
Yes, ma'am the same
^^^Lu know I don't know anyway I feel plong so much already story all^^^^
Yes nice dong. Hehe
Why also be detained
^^^Gue is afraid of you tangent,^^^
^^^And doubt also whether you should know what not^^^
But I'm also grateful you want a story
I know your feelings
^^^Yes,^^^
I want to know something, though,
^^^What??^^^
I really love you the same
So I don't want you to hurt anymore
Got it?
^^^meaning??^^^
Nadine actually did not really understand what Arka meant. It feels a little ambiguous, what does he mean he does not want Nadine to keep hope again extinguished so that he does not hurt anymore?? But why Arka's attitude seemed to give a little hope to Nadine. This confused Nadine.
Arcs
But betewe yes, you were very pretty wearing an orange veil, you know,
You're beautiful if you wear rich clothes,
Compared to before, ugly
But cute anyway
But it was not just sweet but beautiful to cool the heart
^^^Nadine^^
^^^Brisik lu^^^
^^^ By the way there is the same wall^^
Dih kaga believes in jaudah...
I'm honest
Boodo very yaaaa....^^^
^^^Eh I want to give you a gift of my painting??^^^
^^^(image table)^^^
^^^Gue is very stingy kasi result karga I free^^^
That serious for me??
Look at that picture, my heart feels so bad
^^^Gue this image because inget same lu,^^^
^^^And this is very important in me, ^^^
^^^So I made this picture is special for you, ^^^
Not my strong
^^^What?^^^
Plis Nad.don't make me go back.
^^^Huh? How's how?^^^
Don't make me go back
^^^Lu baper??^^^
Ja
“si copy jfisgfuewfuehrgiehgiornegerig.” Arka's answer successfully made Nadine not careless, damn it.
In the end they continued chatting until 2 am, resulting in Nadine getting up late and leaving for work, while Arka was even worse he was allowed to enter half a day. Ckckck is a bad example.