One Night With Your Wife
Not giving you permission

“ Just enjoy, like that night.” said Zavian .

Nayara shook weakly . He remembers what he did that night, even the smallest details Nayara remembers. 

“ Aahhh Nayara could not resist his era when the top of his forehead was violently tempted. Remassan Zavian in his chest made Nayara's body squirm slowly.

Zavian's lips moved down from the lips to the chin directly to the neck and set kisses and small bites there. After that Zavian played his tongue on the surface of the chewy hill Nayara now plastered in front of him. Zavian's tongue moved slowly around the top of his forehead before stumbling upon the tiny, hardened pebble.

Nayara felt her blood chasing mercilessly in each of her bearers, draining wild desires along with her culmination accompanied by powerful suction. Nayara felt Zavian's teeth bite at the tip of his boulder and pulled it slowly, making Nayara almost scream.

“ Ooh, Za...” Nayara could only murmur desperately. He found Zavian's eyes peeking to see his facial reaction. Then a slanted smile was etched silently on the man's lips. 

Zavian really likes Nayara's shy attitude but wants this. The look of the woman made him more excited. Desperate Eraangan make Zavian's desire to chase with urgency.

As Zavian's hand slipped into Nayara's shorts, the woman immediately restrained her wrist. Nayara shook her head slowly with eyes full of pleading. “ You can't continue this, Vian. I didn't give you permission.” Nayara said.

“ Just a minute.” pinta Zavian no less beg.” Just a minute, Nay.”

Nayara shook quickly . He is not ready if he has to repeat the sins he once committed like last night. 

Zavian seemed to think for a moment, considering the steps he would take after this. Nayara then released her grip on Zavian's hand, turning to touch his jaw. The soft fingers were warm as they greeted Zavian's facial skin. 

“ I feel guilty for this betrayal .” whispered Nayara with almost wet eyes.” I was too afraid to drift back in the same sin.” 

Zavian groaned in frustration. He could not ignore the pleading gaze now fixed on Nayara's face. The woman was clearly not wanting it, very different from a few nights ago, where Nayara surrendered herself willingly. 

“ Okay, I quit.” said Zavian made his decision. He moved up and away from the beautiful body of his sister-in-law. 

Nayara fixed her clothes quickly, covered back her exposed chest and moved in haste . He was afraid that Zavian would change his mind in a few seconds if he saw that he was still in a state of challenging desire.

“ Thank you for appreciating me.” said Nayara who was replied to a small snort by Zavian.

Now they are silent to each other. Nayara grabbed a blanket to cover her thighs. While Zavian sat on the edge of the bed turned his back to Nayara . His desire is still stirring, but must be immediately muted. 

“ I still remember when you said you wanted to be a different figure from Nayara who had been known well.” said Zavian with a cynical tone.

“ Yes.” Nayara nodded confirming.” But that doesn't mean you can be presumptuous to check on me without asking for permission. What do you think, when I say so then I suddenly turned into a ja*lang that you can touch anytime, so?” reply Nayara fiercely.

Zavian stared intently at Nayara, scrutinizing every inch of her face to find a compelling reason for her rejection this time. “ Oh, so this is the new Nayara?” zavian's words sounded like they were mocking him.

“ Don't think that the events of that night will make you touch me at will.” ketus Nayara. 

“ Cih!” Zavian only briefly clucked back Nayara's words and walked towards the door. A moment later he turned around and looked at Nayara.” You know that I want you, Nay. And I accepted your refusal this time. But if you ever come back to need an escape from your heartache, I don't mind being your outlet.” 

Nayara could only shake her head slowly.” You say so as if I am evil, Za.” 

“ Indeed the reality is so.” reply Zavian while looking into the eyes of Nayara .” You're a labile, wicked and reckless woman, but no problem for me. My bed is ready to accept your presence, whatever your attitude towards me.” 

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Nayara's married life changed completely since there was another woman by her husband's side . Nayara is forced to accept the fact that she is no longer Fabian's only wife. Nayara has to live a life she absolutely does not want, Now Nayara has no more wishes after her dreams are shattered. He just lives life without excessive desire.

“ You hate Sarah?” Mama Widya asked Nayara, trying to see her daughter-in-law's attitude that turned cold from day to day.

“ Henggak.” replied Nayara with a clean slit. “ There's no point in me putting hatred towards him.” 

“ Sounds good , but mama is still worried.” said her in-laws again.

“ Nothing to worry about , Ma.” Nayara said. He smiled to form a false belief. 

Mama Widya nodded while commenting on the thin smile. He patted Nayara's shoulder slowly.” Good then.” 

Nayara bit her lips, holding back the tightness inside her chest alone. All this time did not show an attitude of rejecting or hostile to the existence of Sarah. But there are times when Nayara does not assume the existence of the honey when they are in the same room.

Lie if Nayara is not hurt, but she does not want to hurt herself by inviting Sarak to be hostile. On the other hand, Nayara and Fabian's relationship is getting bland. As if there was an invisible distance separating the two. Fabian's warm attitude evaporated out of nowhere, he even felt at home ignoring Nayara without an inner living.

The man prefers to be with Sarah, his new wife who is getting more and more spoiled because the content is growing day by day. Often Nayara curled up alone in her bed feeling cold. Fabian will only go into his room to change clothes because the room occupied by Sarah does not have a walk in closet. And all Fabian's clothes were stored in Nayara's room.

“ Why not move your clothes to Sarah's room?” Nayara asked after being content to endure the pain of seeing her husband's attitude.

“ Let's just be here, Nay. The next room is too small and will get narrower if you have to add more cabinets.” replied Fabian casually. He could not catch the cynical tone of his wife's sentence.

“ Mas, sleep here tonight, yes?” pinta Nayara is hopeful . 

“ Just look later , yes if I can try.” replied Fabian without feeling. 

“ Why is that?” Nayara suddenly frowned and began to ask this is the fair concept that Fabian said ? “Mas has not slept in this room for a long time .” 

“ Listen, Nay. Sarah is pregnant and she sometimes fears sleeping alone.” Fabian said.

“ Is he a child?” sergeant Nayara did not accept Fabian's reasoning, which he thought was only Sarah's wits.

“ He is not a child, but in his womb there is my son, our son will also be. You who are patient first yes.” 

“ Whatever!” 

The man approached grabbed Nayara's nape and landed a kiss on her lips .” I love you, Nay.” 

After saying the word love, Fabian left Nayara just like that. Letting him breathe in endless gloom . As usual, Fabian would spend time with Sarah all day.

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