
no likes, only a sense of care that is empty, and attention to comfort.This heart is still empty, often sounds loudly calling a name, but I do not know who he is who is able to make my heart bow and lure the flow of my pulse into your pulse.
I've been dating hannah for 3 months, I don't know what made her last so far.
"Niel" called hannah to me who was busy eating.
"Yes" my gaze turned to her, only to bribe, my mouth full of food.
"Didn't you like you a little bit to me? The power of everything you do is like everything else"
"Good dong" I said
"How good? Obviously I'm no different from the others" hannah in a calm tone.
"the most time I love you hannah" I answered looking at her.
"yes I get your attention, your concern, but not with your heart" he replied, I'm honestly tired of having to keep arguing like this in a few meetings.
"my heart you take, I don't have a heart anymore dong, continue.I can be sick, I can't go to college, I can't see you in a long time" I associate it with the liver in the digestive system.
"you can answer, you can always melt the atmosphere, but I'm the same you who don't like me one bit"
"Well, how should I go?". I am tired of talking to him, where am I always wrong.
"Hannah" a soft voice suddenly emerged from a woman with long brown hair, a body not too tall not thin and not fat, a face and graceful hair. She was very graceful and I see from her attitude maybe she was a bit shy. She was with two other women.the other two had long black hair, but the other one was broken, she was also beautiful, but I preferred the one who spoke this. the other one was tied in a ponytail, with his tomboyish style, I saw from the way he dressed. It seems like the three of them are close friends.
"This is your book that I borrowed, thank you" he said again, giving her a book.
"Yes, same sherly" replied Hannah
"You know, I'm saying goodbye" he said before leaving me and leaving.
"So who?" I looked at hannah.
"Why? You like her? Want to get him?" Hannah replied, she was prejudiced, but I had never pursued a woman.
"No" I answered briefly.
"He's sherly, my classmate, the other 2 close friends, my classmate too" hannah gave an answer and then sucked her drink.
"Ohh.." I nodded.
"Don't tell me you're interested... I know she's prettier than me, I know she's smart, I know her.."
"Sstt" I said as I placed my index finger in front of her lips, she instantly fell silent, I smiled.
"you spend the meal, you're old in a week, later if you are sick who bothers?.. Me too, you also have to learn before that, so don't hurt yourself with over thinking and other things you shouldn't think about.
"Yes". answered hannah briefly continuing her meal, so did I.
After eating I drove the hannah home, and rushed to the zayeen house to meet calvin and gabriel, they were my classmates.
"Where's calvin?" Ask me when I arrive.
"He wants to walk with girls" replied Gabriel.
"Yes, so don't date mulu lo niel, where replace the mulu chick again" said gabriel, I changed position to prone, I think that I am tired of many women.
""why a date? what connection?" ask me.
'you have to focus on niel, so you can pass the block exam, you want to repeat again anyway?" gabriel again.
"iya niel, in addition to hurting yourself, you also hurt other people especially women's hearts are easily fragile niel, and you even give deep wounds to those who cannot be handled by medical" support zayeen.
"yes, the cave understands guys, the cave is also confused about how, actually the cave lately thought to break up with all of them, but if they cave broke up simultaneously, really evil cave?"
"According to the cave gapapa anyway, for your good as well as them, before they fall deeper and make you more bound" gabriel answered while watching the tv sitting on the floor leaning against the bed and turning his back to me.
"How about zay?" Ask me again for the opinion of Zayeen who was beside me.
"Hmm. there's a point also said gabriel, but you also hurt women, before getting deeper, better now, if you don't like you also don't have to care"
"It's niel, so you have to find the woman you really like" gabriel said.
"Hmm, but for now no woman who likes cave how?" Ask me again.
"Guys" calvin's coming.
"There are abis ngedate nih guys" gabriel cetus.
"Lo don't ask Calvin's opinion nor niel" said zayeen.
"What opinion?" Calvin asked and sat down next to Gabriel. Gabriel told me everything.
"Oh, so you're going to one woman who you like?" Calvin is enthusiastic about his style of thinking "can, you first step should find a woman you like, second, break up all the girls you don't like, third live well" calvin counting the fingers.
I took a breath.
"But any of those girls you like niel?" Ask calvin.
"At best, lo clay caves are often very similar to him" zayeen said.
"No" I thought about what steps to take and what women I liked.
"So much as there's something you're interested in?" Ask calvin again.
"For now, not yet, but the rich cave will decide all the girls associated with the cave before the test block, tired cave, the cave will be single first" I said and stretched the body.
"it's a lo niel decision, but the cave supports it" said gabriel.
Looking at the ceiling of zayeen's room I thought of the woman named sherly who made me want to know her more, I went back on my stomach and told her the contents of my mind.
"But, that was a girl's cave psychology girl, her friend hannah, but the cave wanted to know her a little deeper, the cave saw she was a little different than the other women"
"Kalo lo want to know more closely please niel, but do not get that girl so victim play boy lo too" said zayeen.
"Yes zay".
And finally 3 days before the medical block exam, I decided all the girls who are currently still in contact with me one by one by phone, including hannah. initially hannah refused, hannah refused, but I convinced him that I wanted to be alone and he accepted.