
It did not feel like seven days already Tendean enjoyed the days of being a widower, and of course with his little baby Anaya. By managed by his Father, the birth certificate for Anaya was already done. It felt so strange because the name for the little baby was really just Anaya. It consists of only one name. No other name added.
"Ean, I've arranged for Anaya's birth certificate. It's so. Try to check first" Mr. Ali said to his son.
Tendean also read the birth certificate with his daughter's name. Then Tendean nodded his head. "Thank you, you've helped Ean" he replied.
"Either. How many days are you on leave, Ean? When do you start going to the hospital again?" ask Father.
"Three more days, Ean's going into the Hospital again, sir. At that hospital, where Desy went home," he replied.
It is undeniable that the Hospital seems to be a place that makes Tendean feel traumatic in itself because that is where he lost the figure of his wife. So, when you want to go back to work to the Hospital it is undeniable that it feels so heavy. However, what else if the profession is a Doctor who requires him to go to the Hospital and check on patients who are there.
"But don't run away, Ean. The problem is not to be avoided, but to be faced. Even if our problem is as big as a mountain, but we have the courage to face it must be a small problem actually. Therefore, do not be afraid. Believe me, when you dare to face, God will add strength to you" he replied.
It was as if the Father was giving advice as well as motivation for his only son. Because, the Tendean profession itself is a Doctor who does have to go to the Hospital. If you have to run away from problems, you can replace Tendean must hang a stethoscope at a young age. Though being able to be the best Nervous Doctor is Tendean ideals.
"Can Ean, sir?" tanyanya.
"Can, I can. Now you doubt because you haven't tried it. However, once you have tried, adapting to the exact situation is easier" Pak Ali replied again.
Tendean nodded his head. "Alright, Mr ... Ean will try. Who would have thought at the age of more than 25 years, and Ean has become a widower" he said with a voice that sounded vibrating.
In the past, he suspected and his perfect plan he would live a long life, as well as his wife Desy. They will be full of cute and adorable children. However, as perfect as man's plan, it is God's only plan that is carried out. The line of destiny that God has established in his perfect sovereignty for man.
"Back again, Ean .. how the journey of human life is never known," replied the Father.
For a long time two men from different generations were chatting together in the living room. Until finally, there was Mother Mia who had just come out of the Tendean room.
"What are you doing here?" tanyakanya.
"Chat, Ma'am. All of you give the birth certificate of Aya who has been made," said Mr. Ali there.
"Oh, it's done. Very quickly," replied Mia.
"Yes, ma'am .. If the road itself takes care of it quickly. Different if you use touts, it is expensive, also long," Pak Ali replied again.
Then it was only a while that Bu Mia came out of Tendean's room and took care of Anaya. The little baby is crying again. Almost Bu Mia who will go back into the Tendean room again, but Tendean who rushed to stand and enter first.
Finally, it was Tendean who entered the room and saw the crying baby. Therefore, Tendean immediately cradled her baby and calmed her down, not forgetting to give a gentle swab around her baby's head and forehead.
"Cup cup ... Aya don't want to be left? This is Dad, Honey .. carried with me. Duh, cry until kayak gini," said Tendean by holding Anaya.
From outside the room, Ms. Mia who saw her son was very satisfied. Tendean, who is young and also works as a doctor must be a widower with one child. Until Mr. Ali, embrace his wife.
"Have not cried, ma'am .. In front of Ean, we must be strong. More powerful, otherwise Ean would constantly be slumped. Desy was calm with God. Now our job is to help Ean and also nurture Aya. We strengthen our son together" said Mr. Ali.
"Yes sir .. only sometimes Mother's heart is not powerful," said Ms. Mia.
The femininity side of a gentle mother sometimes makes Ms. Mia feel powerless, and easily touched. Especially if it has to do with your own child. It felt like his heart was being knocked on its own.
"Lumrah, Mom .. already, let Ean go first. By taking care of the child and also loving him, will slowly reconcile his own heart," replied Mr. Ali.
Following the advice of her husband, Ms. Mia then chose to watch television. After all, now is the time for soap opera drama that is quite booming in 1996. Therefore, Ms. Mia watched the soap opera drama.
Day change day
As if time would run
Pursue regrets in the heart
If only I could look at myself
Now I won't regret
I'm flattered ....
Sayup-sayup heard that voice and Tendean felt his heart rustle. It was a song that was often gloriously sung by his wife. When his wife is ironing clothes or cooking in the kitchen. Teriris perishes its taste.
However, the little Anaya who had listened to the voice was silent. His round, clear eyes rotated there and here as if looking around for where the sound was coming from.
"That was your Mother's favorite soap opera, son. The main character is named Beautiful. Too bad, the life of Mother and the three of us is far from beautiful."
Tendean said all that by fondling Anaya. It feels like to turn back time, what power can not. Want to taste all the beauty, but all that is left is just a bitter taste.