She's My Husband Not My Father
Dilemmas

After arriving home, Ms. Ari asked about what Rangga said to Ella.

"Ella, what exactly was Rangga saying? sorry, I want to know. But if you mind telling her, I won't force it" asked Bu Ari hesitated, anxious if Ella was offended by her question.

"Mas Rangga, just wanted to always be by my side. The point is to want to be a husband on standby for me. That's all, ma'am," Ella said briefly.

"Lantas, do you allow it? by means of which he will stay here or will you stay back with him?" come back, Ms. Ari

asked because of his high curiosity.

"He won't stay here, nor will I stay there. But if he wants to see the condition of his son he will often come here, and he will also accompany me to undergo my pregnancy examination in the future," said Ella.

After knowing about what Rangga said to Ella, Bu Ari did not ask again. He was not curious anymore, even though in his heart he did not agree if Ella was close to Rangga again. But she also could not force Ella to stay away from her husband, because after all Rangga and Ella were still legally husband and wife.

All the talk between Ella and Bu Ari was heard by Bayu's father. Because he was currently relaxing on the porch of the house occupied by Ella. In his heart, he disagreed if Ella returned close to Rangga.

"How stupid would Ella be, if she gave Rangga a chance to get close to him again, after what he did to her," said Bayu's father.

Somehow Bayu's father was eager to express his opinion until he entered the house when Ella and Bu Ari were chatting in the living room.

"Ella, you shouldn't have allowed Rangga to approach you again, after what he did to you. Have you forgotten your heartache?" said Dad Bayu unconsciously.

"Why did you suddenly say that and interfere in my household affairs? should you look up, reflect on yourself correcting your personal behavior is it right or not?"

"I think my husband is better than, you! she realized her mistake when I was pregnant like this and immediately wanted to correct her mistake."

"It's not like you actually left my mother when I was pregnant. When compared to my husband you are more cruel and inhuman."

" You were willing to leave my mother, for the sake of another woman. My husband never had contact with another woman. He was loyal, only because of the incitement of his son until he had the heart of me. But at this moment he was already aware of all his mistakes."

Ella unconsciously said that she was defending Rangga. To make Daddy Bayu and Bu Ari wonder.

After hearing all the words Ella said, Bayu's father could not speak anymore. He was bowed lethargic, his tongue felt faint, suddenly sadness came back. Bu Ari felt sorry to see her ex-husband look very sad.

"Ella, you mustn't be insolent. Anyway this Bayu Father is your real father, don't you say such a rude thing to him, son."

Ella was a little upset when she heard her mother's advice, "why do you always defend her anyway? did you forget about her treatment in the past? by his actions he has abandoned us, even making me suffer from childhood to adulthood."

"Astaghfirullah aladzim, Ela-Ela. You are pregnant, you must not harbor hatred towards others. Especially that of your own biological father. Let the past let it pass, how many times Mother said it will," said Bu Ari look sad.

"Easy, Mom. What Ella said is true, I am not a good father or husband. It's appropriate that I get a punishment like this from my own biological child," said Bayu's father with teary eyes.

"Well, look at Mom! he was self-aware of his mistakes, but unfortunately he was too late to improve, because in my heart he was used to living without a father. What has happened to me, is actually one of his karma, so don't blame Mas Rangga entirely. Never mind Mom, I don't want to argue and make Mom sad. I'm tired and I want to rest."

"Mas Bayu, I'm sorry yes until this moment can not make Ella want to accept you as her real father and forgive all your mistakes in the past," said Bu Ari sad.

"Mom, you're innocent. Because the arena is all pure fault of mine. But I will never get tired of waiting, until that time comes. Where my son will forgive me and accept me as his real father. Even if I don't know when that time will come?"

After saying that, Bayu's father stepped out of the house. He decided to return to his own home with teary eyes.

While Ella was in her room suddenly pensive and thought about what she had just said to her biological father.

"Why did I say so many things as if defending Mas Rangga huh? I didn't realize I was saying all that. Bodo very, my mind is struggling not to think about myself. I myself also do not know what the future of my household will be."

"I surrender fully to God, that God may give me the best way for my future and that of my son."

As Ella grumbled in her heart, she herself was currently in a dilemma in her heart.

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Two weeks later the rations for Ella's examination returned because during pregnancy it was already seen a big doctor suggested for two weeks once the control of the womb.

"Today, I'll control the content. But I hesitated to contact Mas Rangga. But I have also promised to allow her to accompany me whenever I do a gynecological examination."

Ella is upset, wants to call Rangga but she is proud. Not calling her, she'll feel guilty for breaking the promise.

As he was in a dilemma to decide what step he would take, his phone suddenly rang.

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One phone call came into his phone which turned out to be from Rangga.

With a sense of laziness Ella also picked up the phone call.

📱" Sorry baby, I'm bothering you. Just wanted to ask when your schedule is for contract."

A moment Ella was silent, not directly answering Rangga's question. Until Rangga had to ask back.

📱" Ella, why are you quiet? please answer my question, dear."

📱" Today Mas, the control schedule."

📱" Alright, then you wait at home. I'll come pick you up to accompany you to the obstetrician, baby."

📱" Yes Mas."