She's My Husband Not My Father
Baffled

Ms. Ari felt bad to see Ella just walk away. Not as friendly as usual to Bu Berta and Rama.

"Bu Berta-Mas Rama, forgive my son's attitude just now." Bu Ari cupped his hands together on his chest

"Mom, there's no need to apologize. I can understand, the cycle of pregnant women is erratic. Hormones change. Most pregnant women are overly sensitive and irritable. Although not all pregnant women like I said above," said Bu Berta.

"Mom, how's Ella's content check? we came here because we wanted to know the condition of Ella and her fetus," asked Bu Berta deliberately diverted their conversation.

"Alhamdulillah, fine ma'am. The mother and fetus are healthy" said Bu Ari.

They continued to chat until thirty minutes later. Bu Berta and Rama said goodbye. In the hearts of Rama and Bu Berta there is a sense of disappointment because Ella's welcome is not as usual.

While Ella in her heart was also daydreaming by herself, there were always words from Rama and also words from Rangga.

"What's wrong with me? why was I upset when Mas Rama asked about my household with Mas Rangga?"

"I shouldn't have acted like that. It's the same way I hurt my heart, Ms. Berta. Why the hell am I God?"

While devastated, her mother came and sat by the bed beside Ella. Not even Ms. Ari said anything, Ella already said, "I know what you want to say. About my disrespectful attitude towards Mas Rama and Bu Berta right?"

"Yes, Ella. Why are you acting like that? what's wrong with you?" ask Bu Ari to investigate.

"Come, Mom. I myself do not know what is wrong with me, Ella said, sighing deeply.

"Ella, I see it looks like you have started to be able to accept Rangga again. Are you going to undo your intention to divorce her?" suddenly Bu Ari asked that.

"Come, Ma. I don't know it myself either. Because there are so many considerations that I have to think about if I am really divorced from Mas Rangga."

"I repeatedly imagined my miserable childhood would happen to my son if I were truly divorced from Mas Rangga."

"Come, Ma. Only God knows what my destiny will be. If indeed I was destined to remain together with Mas Rangga, I would not refuse."

"But if it turns out that I'm going to get divorced from him, how else."

Ms. Ari smiled wryly in response to Ella's words, "the decision is not in God, but it is in your own hands. You alone will determine your destiny, widow or survival."

Suddenly Ella fell silent, but in her heart confirmed the words of her mother just now, "it's true what you said just now."

"Ella, I won't interfere in your household affairs. I'm sure you can act wisely for your own life, especially for your future and your future. Whatever you decide, you won't be angry or disappointed.. Because the one who's going through all that is you're not a mother."

Ella was moved to hear what her mother had just said. Suddenly he felt guilty for his mother because he interfered with the personal affairs of his mother and father.

"Mom, am I sorry?" Ella hugged her mother with teary eyes.

This astonished his mother," apologize for what yes, Ella? because I feel like you don't have anything wrong with me."

"I am guilty of motherhood, for interfering with the personal affairs of mother and father. I should have freed you to choose your way of life, but I forced my will so you wouldn't refer to me."

"I'm sorry, Mom. I should've let you be happy, not let you be what you are today. Ma'am, if you want to talk to my dad, I won't mind it anymore, please."

Ms. Ari still feels astonished by Ella's attitude like that," is there any wind are you saying this Ella? the main thing is your happiness. If I refer you to me, but you're unhappy and depressed, you won't either."

"Mom, I won't be depressed. I sincerely allow you to refer me to my father. I realized my actions had been wrong, too selfish, not thinking about my mother's feelings. Though all this time my mother always thought about my feelings, even my happiness. But I don't think at all about Mom's happiness, again I'm sorry, Mom."

Ms. Ari took a deep breath hearing Ella's words, "we're talking about you, about your household. Why did you turn the conversation to Mom's persona, Ella?"

Ella was silent to hear the reprimand from her mother. Because at this time he was really upset thinking about his household with Rangga.

Different thoughts with Rama who has now reached home with his mother. He was suddenly gloomy with Ella's attitude that changed drastically.

"Well, I thought about Ella's attitude. Looks like my hopes of getting Ella extinct have been dech, mah."

"When I saw Ella with her husband, they looked very familiar like nothing had happened all along. Even I saw Ella's face no longer moody."

"Even Ella seemed to dislike me when I asked her about her intention to divorce from her husband."

Bu Berta was well aware of what Rama was feeling right now. He also tried to give comfort and understanding to his son.

"Rama, life is not to be guessed. Maybe Ella thought again if she had to part with her husband. Especially among them there is a child who binds their hearts, because the separation of parents if there is a child in it will greatly affect the growth and development of children. Maybe it was the thought for Ella not to part from her husband."

"You must not be too hopeful of Ella, try to open your heart to other women. Here we're wrong, because we have full hopes for Ella. Though the position of Elal is still legitimate wife of people. So you can't blame, Ella."

"I'm sorry, Rama, because it was Mama who pushed you too much to get closer to Ella."

Rama tried to smile," Mama don't feel guilty like that. Nothing is wrong here. It's just that life is so complicated."