Tahajjud
Guilt

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I feel this is the right time to immediately change the typical clothes of the country equipped with tarha nyapun immediately open the door.

!! Kreeek the sound of the door rang,, my eyeballs spinning irregularly looking right and left to make sure if anyone sees me, again and again luck sided with me, it turns out that everything is in one room that is still closed to the door that is heard is just a boisterous sound because it is cool with a game.

There are only 1 more door that I have to go through, namely, a fence made of iron that can make a sound if someone opens it, but not this time, the gate that was still a little open maybe earlier when my employer came out forgot to close it or what was important this time luck was on my side..

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When I opened the iron gate I saw the white car I knew had entered the parking lot in front of my employer's house, my heart was beating quickly for fear of hearing.

* O Allah, protect your servant from your sight and my mistress *

Immediately I hid behind a neighbor's car that was parked in front of the road near the fence of my employer's house.

it turned out to be true, the white car belonged to my master, I had my master open the door for my nonyyaku, and so did the turnstile..

I saw a lot of groceries in the tent in the hands of my master, I don't care if they look for me that important I have to leave their house.

Not that I can't take the job I've been given, but I'm afraid I won't be afraid, because what I know is that the law in that country is very cruel, where lives have to be paid for..

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with the entry of my master into my house, I quickly came out of hiding and as soon as possible put my feet towards the place that was promised to the person who picked me up.

A car stopped in front of me and told me to come in..

*alhamdulillah O Allah, you have granted my prayer.

Not waiting for me to immediately ride a car that will take me to the city (J ) where there I will find a job without any pressure..

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In town (J )....

from week to week, up to a month he has been working for the employer and has earned his first salary, he intends to buy a new cellphone, which he wants, and do not forget to contact the mother who has not been told for a long time..

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Alfi who had bought a pulse immediately pressed the number he was headed, the feeling of longing for his mother was no longer unstoppable..

* Ratna

📞 hello, who's there??

* alfi*

📞 it's me, alfi..

* Ratna

📞 ya'Allah alfi, you go anywhere, your mother is very worried about you until she is sick because she thinks about you..

I who heard Ratna's notice also spilled a tightness in my chest, I cried as I was..

Ratna who heard me crying immediately calmed me down, you wait a minute I will call your mother first, kebetan tonight, your mother sleeps in my house, because she just got out of the hospital..

Not waiting long, my mother also called my name through Ratna's mobile phone.

📞 Alfi, my son, why don't you tell my mother, son,

apq you know mom, very worried about you, while the sound of her crying..

Even I who feel sinful just keep quiet while holding back the cry..

📞 alfi did not tell mama because Alfi did not want mama to worry about my condition that was not good at my employer's house, I explained to the mama..

Long we talked until finally my pulsation sound beep sign of the pulse will soon run out, then I say goodbye to my mother, and promise that I will never forget to give even a day just ,then I hung up on me..