
I calm my mind in my prayers and ask Rob for guidance. Before making a decision I do Istikharoh prayer so that I do not go wrong. For a week I prayed Istikharoh after being steadfast in my decision, I met my parents for his approval and advice.
"Sir, sir, said something, there is an important thing I want to say "my polite words that have been sitting in front of the two of them.
"So, what's Fah ?" ask my mother to wonder.
"About my household problems, this is ma'am, sir, it looks like my household is the same mas Ringgo already can not be repaired one year already I tried to fix but nil mas Ringgo increasingly become so, so, I can't accept the treatment of Ringgo mas who disobey, I'm not able to Buk, sir, I want to take care of our divorce to the court as soon as possible "my word is still filled with the fire of anger.
"If it has been your decision Fah, the same father I am blessed, soul mate, death, fortune, all have been arranged by Allah SWT. We should ask pak modin how to file for divorce, pakasa pak modin better understand, ojo lali kandanono mas mu Jamal "message father.
"Yes, sir "I replied.
Both of my parents immediately agreed without much consideration, my parents also knew about the behavior of Ringgo. Since dropping talak a year ago, my family tried to invite good talk, but Ringgo always avoids us all, about living do not ask the Ringgo also no care, yes I've been steady to file a divorce lawsuit against Kinggo. I do not want to waste time, I immediately started my motor matic to the Jamal mass residence which is about 45 minutes from my home. I deliberately did not invite Afriana, in addition to Afriana still in school I also did not want Afriana to hear the talk about our divorce plan.
Mas Jamal and mbak Yah welcome me with pleasure, they are guarding the shop in front of his house.
"Assalamu'alaikum, Mas, mbak" I said directly salaman.
"Wa'alaikum greetings, come in, Fah "answered the two of them.
Until at home directly I told him my intentions and goals came, I also told him about the attitude and behavior of the Ringgo mas a week ago. Jamal and Yah were furious when they heard my story.
"When are you going to court ?" ask Jamal
"I see my work schedule first, Mas, but later tonight I will go to the house of mr. Modin, ask for any information that I have to prepare, because I myself do not understand" I explained
"Take it, Afifah, Mas !" mbak Yah's orders.
"Surely, Fah, you must be careful, against Ringgo, I heard he was looking for a shaman, but what purpose I do not know, multiply your tirakat, do not empty your soul, but, I will continue to monitor Ringgo's movements" Jamal's mass advice.
"Yes, Mas, I must have run, where did I know that Ringgo mas looking for shamans?" much
"The victory of your mass is a lot, Fah, do not be surprised if you know "typical mbak Well "How do you work Fah?" ask Mbak Well.
"Alhamdulillah, get busy even more often mbak overtime" I replied.
"Yes, so Fah, sorone golek upo, the important thing is your boss is good, Saturday week you can take off to " said mass Jamal.
"Yes, that's it, "my answer
I drive my motorcycle matic back to my house, akir week I usually spend to clean up - clean up the house with Afriana. Arriving at home I saw Afriana was already inside the house at Nafisa's friend my sister-in-law was playing.
"Assalamu'alaikum "my broom when entering the house.
"Wa'alaikum greetings," answered the two of them" Where did you come from?" ask Afriana.
"Hum, from his house, Jamal, I took jackfruit from his house" I said while showing the ripe jackfruit that I tenten in a plastic bag.
"Assyikkk... Make kolak buk, here I help you " said Afriana girang while looking at the jackfruit I brought.
"Your bus is still tired, Af, later, anyways at home there are no coconuts" said Nafisa.
"I bought her sheep in a bude shop, well "afriana woo.
"Why do you do what, Af ?" ask my mother who arrived - came into the house.
"That, you buk, Afriana asked to make a compote, oh yes buk this jackfruit from Jamal mass, just mateng on the tree was "my word.
"Yo wes, Af, buy o coconut one fruit in bude Well, yes, this money "command my mother
Afriana happily ran directly to the stall bude Nah. My mother immediately opened the jackfruit at Nafisa, because I have not prayed dzuhur then I pray dzuhur first. The four of us struggled in my parents' kitchen to cook jackfruit compotes, and green beans.
The sun began to sink in the western horizon, we were all busy with our respective activities. After the magrib prayer I accompanied the father to the house of Mr. Modin to ask about the requirements of divorce suit.
Mr. Modin welcomed us warmly, clearly also pak modin explained the procedure for filing divorce in an independent court without a lawyer. Mr. Modin also gave me a lot of advice, in the face of the divorce trial later, because I came alone without a lawyer then a little waste of time. I prefer to face my own divorce trial later, because I do not have enough money to hire a lawyer, because there are many costs that I need to renovate my house later.
After home pak modin my heart and feelings are relieved, just prepare the documents in need right, and find the right time, because jsm work I have to ask permission for a while or take a leave.
I checked my agenda to see when I was loose and could ask permission to take care of the divorce registration. With a feeling of anger I immediately searched for the documents I needed. In just a moment the document was ready.
"Wait for a summons from the court, this is what you want "my mumble in heart. With a sense of anger that gouges in the chest, as well as hatred that has reached the sweet potato.
"I will not allow you to destroy me, Mr. Ringgo, you who start a war then I will not remain silent, I will fight, and I will not let you dwell at all, wait and see my vengeance, mas "grunts inwardly while arranging the divorce documents.
The night crept with its dim peace the moon adorned the beauty of the horizon up there, not making my heart soften.
"When the softness of a woman's heart is scarred a lot, then she will turn out to be as strong as steel "