
Zee is still busy with his plates and rice. He filled the rice and side dishes to the plate. Then he gave it to his two in-laws. Who was now looking at him with a difficult gaze to understand. But Zee doesn't care.
"Sorry Ziara.. Maafka Brother.. Sorry.." lirih Zidan again still heard on his body.
Zidan. Zee knows that. But now Zidan has to eat and take medicine. He took rice in jumbo portions.
After her he brought the rice and drank it to Zidan's stool. Zidan followed him.
Arriving on the bench, Zee put the rice down. Zidan, who could not stand it because his heart was pinched because the Zee residence hugged him from behind and sobbed there.
Zee sighed. He broke Zidan's embrace and passed somewhere. Zidan. He almost fell if Zee didn't hold his arm.
"Darling.."
"Sit. We eat!" he was determined that only Zidan could handle with a face soaked in tears.
Zidan shook his head, Zee immediately hugged her husband and gently stroked his clean head wrapped in bandages.
"forgive Brother Zee.. Brother wrong.. Brother is wrong.." he said in Zee's arms.
"We eat first. Continue with that matter again." Strictly again that can not be denied again by Zidan.
He was forced to nod even though he had no appetite for food because of his guilt towards Zee.
Zee sat down before Zidan after sitting Zidan on his stool. Still sobbing, he received a bribe directly from Zee's hand.
"Don't cry.. You want me to cry too??" said Zee in the end because it could not stand to see Zidan continues to sob because his apology has not been answered by Zee.
"Did you know? Hix.. I'm not angry with you brother. I'm just upset. How many times do I have to say if I choose Brother not because of the advantages and disadvantages that exist in you. What if we have no children? That's not a problem. What matters is that we are together. About children, we can take orphans from orphanages and we take good care of them. Wouldn't we look after orphans any better??"
Zidan's getting sobbing.
"It doesn't matter if we don't have any offspring. After all, Muhammad Muhammad SAW did not have children with Sayyidah Aisyah?"
Again, Zidan is getting sobbing. The taste of the food that Zee was feeding continuously had no taste at this moment in his mouth.
"Children are not the standard in our household. If God gives it to us, it means that God believes in us if we are both able to bring that trust into God's way. But if not, God has a thousand ways to be entrusted to us. For example both our parents, orphans, elderly people, and also abandoned street children."
"we can take care of them to get the same reward as we take care of our own children. But.. It is more beautiful if you have anka from the womb sendii. However, if we can't. We should what? Should we be angry and envious of the man in possession of the deposit??"
"Remember Bang. Everything that is entrusted to us will have its responsibility to us later. I thought, Brother won't forget about this. We are both Bang. You and I are not perfect. The perfect is God. So then.. There is no reason for me to be disappointed with the flaws you have. After all, I also have the same flaws as you. If my uterus has been in trouble since the abuse happened!"
Zee sighed.
"Astaghfirullah O Allah.. Sorry dear.. Brother doesn't know. I'm sorry.." lirih Zidan again very surprised and increasingly feel guilty.
The four old men remained silent. They were busy chewing the rice that Zee had given them earlier.
"Don't think yng no-no algi. I accept you as my husband. Now I ask. After Brother finds out if I also have the same flaws as you, do you intend to leave me??" zee asks Zidan, who is called in by Zidan.
Zee smiled, "This is what I do. I accept you for what bang Zidan is. It doesn't matter if we don't have children. That means God has another way for us to get his trust. Already, Brother ate again. After this take the medicine."
Zidan nodded. He was very happy and happy to get a wife like this Ziara.