The Estuary of Zalina Love
Chapter 36. The Heart of God

After the call ended, Zalina pranced in her room.

"What was that? god sir said next time connect again? does he want to call again?oh .. heart, calm down" Zalina told herself.

Another Zalina, another God. After the call ended he smiled to himself sitting in his chair. Somehow she felt happy after hearing Zalina's voice.

Yes, the Lord admitted he was getting interested in the girl. After going back and forth to confirm her feelings, yesterday she intended to meet Zalina at the store and wanted to see her condition because two weeks she did not meet Zalina. But, arriving at the store said the Zalina store employee was not there, at first God thought Zalina was in the branch store, finally there. It turns out that there he only met Miss, from Miss it he got the story about Zalina being in Jakarta.

The god was afraid to continue his feelings for Zalina, he always tried to throw away the shadows and feelings that appeared to Zalina, because he thought it was impossible for the young girl to be his taste and would match him, he said, but the more he wanted to cast away Zalina's shadow, the more it appeared. The god is always imagined to his cheerfulness, his smile, sometimes he looks sweet, sometimes looks mature from his age, he said, many things that make God amazed also with Zalina in addition to Zalina smart girl she is also an independent and persistent girl.

"For a long time I can go crazy myself if gini," said the god scratched his head.

God like getting an idea, he smiled happily and rushed up from his chair and did not forget to snatch his car keys. He immediately drove his car and left the office.

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Two days after the Gods contacted Zalina, she never contacted Zalina back. Zalina was a little careless, wanted to be on the phone behind fear of the PD-an, anyway do not know what to say. Not a phone call but wanting to hear his voice. Such was the turmoil of Zalina's feelings these two days, fortunately today the patient did not rame so it did not affect her work too much because she was less focused.

When the afternoon finished praying Zhuhur Zalina still folded the face she was wearing, Hpnya also felt vibrating in her pocket. Zalina stared in disbelief, the name of the God plastered on her phone screen.

Zalina gulped her saliva roughly, inhaling as much oxygen as possible after which she raised the call.

📞"Assalamu'alaikum, China."

📞"Waalaikum greetings, Mr. Dewa,"

📞"Do I bother you who works?"

📞"No sir, I just finished praying, by chance," said Zalina shaking her head, but God did not see it.

📞"You've eaten?"

Zalina shook her head again.

📞"Pas if so, lunch yuk," asked Dewa.

📞"Huh? what do you mean by God?" Zalina asked back because she failed to understand the invitation of God.

📞"Yes, I invited you to lunch, would you like to?"

📞"But right-"

📞"Zalina, you just say what you want?"

Zalina like a bewitch instantly nodded her head.

📞"You sir," he said softly.

The God smiled with satisfaction at hearing that.

📞"In that case, let's have lunch together! I'm waiting for you in front now."

The gods immediately ended their call.

'Tuutt ... '

'Tuutt ... '

"HUH??? what the hell does that mean? god sir is ahead?" zalina Mumbles

Zalina immediately exited the prayer room and ran to look at the front of the clinic. Turns out to be true, God was in the clinic parking lot, leaning against the body of the car with his legs crossed, and his hands into his pants pocket. The God who realized there was looking at him, turned towards Zalina and waved his hand towards Zalina.

Zalina smiled and went back inside, taking her wallet and cell phone and having lunch with her three other friends.

Zalina immediately approached the God, for some reason her feet and palms were so cold. Walking towards the God's car made her nervous as it was not her first time with the Gods, they had often passed time together, even though there used to be Elea in their midst. But this time Zalina was nervous.

"Hi, how are you?"

"Okay sir, Lord, how are you?"

"As you can see, I'm good. Yuk, we go eat now," asked the Lord.

God opened the car door for Zalina, Zalina was getting nervous about being treated like that. Zalina sat down while squeezing her own hands. The god sat behind the wheel, and drove his vehicle.

"Where do you eat?" ask God.

"As for the Lord, I have not been too familiar with the area here, let alone the famous dining place here" said Zalina.

"Okay, then I take it to one of the eateries that I have been to, yes, it happens to be in the area here as well."

Zalina nodded her head.

Ten minutes passed they arrived at a restaurant serving Nusantara food. The two of them entered and the God chose a slightly back table.

"What do you want to eat?"

"Whatever it is, sir."

God ordered food and drinks for both of them. While waiting for the food to come, the two of them exchanged stories.

"You feel at home here?"

The god smiled head-dagger hearing Zalina throw a lot of questions at him.

"Someone is curious apparently, the question is in the middle of it."

Zalina was wrong to hear the words of God.

"I have a very important job" said Dewa.

Zalina was just O-Ria hearing the God's answer.

"Zalina, I want to say something."

Zalina who heard the words of the God like she wanted to speak seriously was immediately speechless.

While the God had already swallowed spit repeatedly to start talking to Zalina. The god paused his words to coincide with the arrival of the maids delivering their food and drinks.

"Zalina, I know maybe what I say later will make you surprised or even uncomfortable. But, regardless of what the result will be I feel relieved if I have conveyed it. I know I may not know myself, not know the age, but everything I want to say is just present. If you are disappointed with me, please. But, please don't break our cord, it's not good.

Zalina who heard the God talking who thought it was convoluted even more curious, what exactly will the God say? Why not just say it directly? you don't have to wear a face like this speech. Such was the inner Zalina who was as curious as what the Gods would say.

"Zalina, I like you, I like you more than we know before, I like you with a different taste, a sense of belonging, a sense of wanting to always be around you, and a sense of wanting to stay together."

The god exhaled after holding his breath while saying that long sentence.

While Zalina was dumbstruck, shocked, shocked, pleased all the flavors of being one, hearing those words directly from her mouth and person, who was now right in front of her.

"Zalina, I love you."

'Uhhuuukkk ... '

'Uhhuuukk ... '

Zalina coughed at the confession of God's love. God swiftly gave Zalina water, and she drank it immediately.

"Sorry, sir," said Zalina nervously. "Did I hear wrong, sir?"

The god just shook his head. "You don't have to respond to it, for me the most important thing is that I have expressed what I feel."

Zalina squinted her eyes at the God who said that. He smiled cynically at the words of the God.

"Then according to you, you were talking to a sculpture display? was talking to a model that's in a clothing store, right? Then, if you don't want me to give you a response, why come to see me, and tell me? what was ... you say you love me? and you also say I don't need to respond? You're funny, Mr. God. I'm not hungry, I want to go back to the clinic, excuse me."

Zalina was so emotional, hearing the words of God. Zalina who had initially soared high with the expression of the feeling of God suddenly upset instead of playing to hear the god say that he did not need to give any response, then what was his presence, then what was his presence, why does God say his feelings, what does God think God's answers and God's responses are unimportant? Zalina was really upset and wanted to leave the restaurant immediately.

God swallowed his saliva heavily, not expecting the reaction of this beautiful girl he loved would be like this, God realized wrongly said, thus provoking Zalina's annoyance, but he did not expect that Zalina would be this sorry.

"I'm sorry, that's not what I mean" said the god holding Zalina's hand that was about to leave the table. "Sit down first, it's not good to go in this state of anger."

Zalina sat back down, but she turned her face to the side, leaving the nervous God out of her mistake.

"I mean that my words were not like that, not that I do not need your response, Zalina. I mean, I want you to think first of my words, I want it when I say back my heart and maybe with a different question, he said, you are confident and understand your heart. I sincerely love you Zalina, I am not a young man who wants to mess around, so I do not want to rashly ask questions that will make you surprised and will even stay away from me. Therefore, I let you know first with my feelings. I'm sorry, if that remark offended you," said the Lord touching the back of Zalina's hand.

Zalina looked at the God, could be seen on the face of the man who was full of tension and regret. Zalina took a slow breath, neutralizing her emotions.

"Let's eat" said Zalina, who took a spoon and began feeding the food, not caring about the gods.

The god who felt that Zalina was still upset with him continued to persuade Zalina.

"Please, forgive me," said the Lord touching Zalina's hand.

Zalina put down her spoon, and looked into the eyes of God.

"Luckily handsome," Inner Zalina. "Ehm ... Yes I'm sorry, then can we eat now? I'm hungry,"

The god pulled the corner of his lips. "Sure, let's eat."

They both ate quietly and quietly.

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Are you upset about Zalina??? how about Zalina's answer?????????????????