
Erika approached Ayunda who was still sitting limp on the floor, she was devastated to hear Rakha's anger.
Rakha's threats make him not know what to do.
Currently Ayunda is confused in facing Rakha, because she herself does not know with her feelings for Rakha, nor does she know Rakha's feelings for her.
"Yuna, what's going on?" ask Erika to Ayunda.
Erika approached Ayunda, and she invited Ayunda to sit on the bed.
"Rika, I don't know what to do, hicks." Ayunda hugged Erika tightly.
The young girl also vented a feeling of tightness in her chest to the friend.
Erika returned Ayunda's embrace.
"Rika, what do you think I should do? Right now my status is indeed a wife to bang Rakha, but she never considered myself to be in her life." Ayunda began to express what she felt at this moment.
"He curbed me from doing things he did not want, while he himself never asked what exactly I wanted" Ayunda said again.
"I'm confused, what does he think of me as? Does he love me? Does he really want to make me his wife? If it was him I wanted to be his wife I might be able to take care of my heart just for him, but if later I've fallen in love with him and it turns out he doesn't love me? I will definitely be disappointed" said Ayunda again.
Ayunda continued to complain to Erika, while Rakha listened to what Ayunda said through a cctv that Rakha had installed in her room, she connected the cctv to her phone.
Rakha was silent at what Ayunda said.
"Oh my God, I was wrong with him. I was holding back her life but I couldn't give her any certainty" Rakha muttered as well.
"Should I just let go of her, then how was her life after this?" murmured Rakha again.
Rakha also could not bear to divorce Ayunda, but he himself could not love Ayunda.
What Rakha has in mind right now is just saving Ayunda's life until she finishes High School.
Rakha has not thought about what he will do to Ayunda after the young girl finishes High School.
For Rakha, Ayunda's school is more important for now, he does not want Ayunda's status as his wife exposed in the school so he is afraid Ayunda is expelled from the school.
"Dear, I think, now you better focus on your school, forget about the things that will disturb your mind about school. If I could, I would tell the young master not to be too hard on you" Erika advised Ayunda.
Erika felt sorry for her best friend, she could not imagine if she was in the position of Ayunda, maybe Erika herself would not be able to.
"If you have a problem with young master, you can tell me the same story," Erika told Ayunda.
"Yes, Rica. I'll tell you the same story, but I can only tell the story right in school," said Ayunda.
"Lho's? Where's your phone?" erika asked with a frown.
At that time Ayunda already had a mobile phone that Mr. Adhitama bought at that time.
"Mhm, i-it's." Ayunda told me what had happened to her phone.
For almost a month Ayunda never again used the flat object.
"Geez, why is that evil young master? Is it okay young master is jealous?" mumbling Erika.
Ayunda heard what Erika said.
"He's not jealous, just that he doesn't want me to be close to anyone whose name is male" Ayunda said honestly.
"That Rakha only knows my anger, if I'm wrong he always clings to my head, he never thinks that his prank makes my head hurt," Ayunda told Erika again.
"really? I didn't expect such a young master, I hope the young master changes. Hopefully you and the young master can be a lasting couple," said Erika trying to comfort Ayunda.
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At nightfall, Ayunda laid her body on the bed.
Ayunda tilted her back to Rakha. He didn't want to see a cold man like that polar bear.
Ayunda was still saddened by what Rakha said this afternoon.
He still remembered Rakha's words.
Do you want me to do something to make you aware of your current status?
Once again you do the same, I will not hesitate to teach you a lesson.
Ayunda had not been able to remove those words from her mind.
"What would the polar bear do if I made the same mistake" Ayunda murmured inwardly.
Rakha had just entered the room, she saw his wife lying on her back.
Rakha looks confused as to how, because he now feels guilty to his wife.
Rakha stared deeply at the woman who was now lying on the bed.
Ayunda started crying, she couldn't hold back her tears.
The young girl began to lament the difficult path of her life.
Rakha who was lying next to Ayunda could hear his wife's sobbing, she saw clearly the wife's body shaking with her sobs.
Rakha also brought his body closer to the wife's body, then he pulled the tiny body of the wife into his arms, Ayunda initially refused, and she refused, but somehow she finally collapsed and she let her husband cling tightly to her body.
"Hiks, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." That is all that Ayunda can say.
Rakha gently rubbed Ayunda's back, she did not say a word.
Rakha only wants to calm down his wife who may now be shaken by herself.
Ayunda also felt the warmth given by her husband.
"God, could I be a perfect wife to a man like Bang Rakha? I'm just a country girl who comes from a poor and broken family, there's nothing to be proud of in this. Do I deserve to be in the life of a perfect man like Bang Rakha?" ayunda muttered inwardly after she felt her heart calm down a little.
Ayunda felt less inclined to give her heart to a cold man like a polar bear like Rakha.
After a few minutes he was in Rakha's arms, Ayunda stretched her body, and she got up and changed her lying position to sit right in front of Rakha.
Rakha knitted her eyebrows together in wonder at what Ayunda was doing.
"What's wrong?" ask Rakha astonished.
"Don't I ask you something?" tanya Ayunda ventured to question her current position in the life of the handsome man who had legitimately become his wife.
"What do you want to ask?" ask Rakha.
Rakha got up and took a sitting position right in front of Ayunda.
"Don't I know how I'm in your life? Will I be the only woman in your life?" ask Ayunda to Rakha.
Seriate...