The Mafia's Whore
#65: Make This Your Past, Jho
Jonathan closed the door of his study, clenching his hands tightly, until his nails were stuck in his skin and fresh blood just came out and clenched his teeth.
Slowly slumping down, he bent both knees, stared straight ahead and tears just flowed away.
You gonna feel what I feel? how painful
Jhonatan is sobbing, in the past he easily said, forget the past, it is not easy. Even his father had sacrificed everything for the sake of making him and his mother happy. What he wanted his father to always obey, but only when the mother cried did he understand and be bound by a covenant, but he denied it.
"sickness,"
Jhonatan patted his chest softly which was very tight, even he was very difficult to exhale. "What was this Daddy feeling at the time, his gaze ..."
Jonathan remembered the father's gaze, disappointed and deep sadness. Everything is more stretched when he received the Gladies in his life, when in the past, as much as his father's love for his past lover, but the man still did his mother well, only love that he could not give, but the father still appreciated his mother, although the cold attitude always adorned his face, but his heart was very good.
"I'm sorry, Dad. I understand, now I understand. I failed Dad, I'm scared ... "
Both of his shoulders trembled more and more crying, he wanted to shout and say that his heart was no longer strong. He calls Jack and will take a flight tomorrow morning, he can't wait to see his Daddy.
"Mom, myself, I want to see you. I'm afraid Mom,"
*Jho, love the one who loves you, lest you let him go, for it is very difficult to get the one who loves us.
Mommy, always accompany you, son. Forgive Mommy who can not make you happy, Mommy put your Daddy, happy him, follow what his orders and will, because he has sacrificed for us, never let him down, because we always disappoint him*.
Jonathan covered his ears, his heart shattered, the words of the Mommy added to the growing pain, the shadow of the smiling father and the shadow of the smiling Bella.
Geck! poke! poke!
Gladies knocked on the door of her husband's study, but there was no Jonathan. She went straight to her study, because she was sure her husband was in her study.
"Honey, are you inside?"
There was no reply, Gladies called the name of the husband, he turned the door handle. "Honey, are you inside?"
Gladies traced her husband's workspace, but did not see her husband or his shadow. "Where is he?" muttered Gladies. He turned and continued his search. Gladies also looked for her husband to be helped by aunt Su outside.
While Jhonatan, the man clasped under the floor, near the sofa. He intended to hide because he did not want to make the Gladies know that he was crying. What else he's not ready to say.
"Daddy, Mommy, I miss you."
And elsewhere.
"I tried to forget you, but I couldn't. If I were still given the chance to see you, I might not be this sorry. I left you without a word." Mr. Alexander fumbled at the photo of the smiling woman and he turned to the other photo.
"Thank you for being patient with me, I know your heart is strong. I'm sorry, I made Jhonatan sad, but I don't like his thoughts. This time I really respect their relationship, maybe Jhonatan is happy with the Gladies, so I won't interfere in their affairs anymore and sorry, I have to take care of Bella, my past sweetheart and my daughter-in-law, I don't know if this is true or not, but I'm following my heart's wishes."
"Well!"
"You'll soon have a grandchild, but that grandson is from my past son. I don't know, what game is this? but I'm just trying my best."
"Honatan, forgive Daddy, not that Daddy hates you, son. But Daddy's disappointed in you, not that you couldn't find him, Daddy was still patient, but when you defended the Gladies, it made me sick. I want you to be happy Jonathan, be happy and let Bella be happy, sorry I had to hide it."
Far from the bottom of Alexander's heart, he didn't want any of this, but this was the path he had to take and now, he was only going to focus on Bella and her grandchildren, but if Jhonatan intends to hurt Bella, he can't, enough his father hurt his mother in the past.
Drt
"Daddy,"
Mr. Alexander listened to the sobs across there. "Yes" replied Mr. Alexander. He tried to answer even though his lips were very hard to move.
"I'm sorry Dad,"
"A father always forgives his son, doesn't he?"
"I'm sorry for always being against Daddy,"
"Daddy forgave you, Jho."
Jhonatan wiped his tears. "I want to ask Daddy for help, please help me find Bella, she's pregnant with Dad. I know I was wrong, I easily underestimated Daddy's past, but now that I feel it, Dad, it's too painful. Please, help me Dad look for Bella."
"I'm sorry, Jho. I can't, it's best for you."
"Make this the past, achieve your happiness with the Gladies. I realize I'm not a good father, but know, everything I do is for your good, see you at the party."
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"Sister, when did Bella give birth?"
"This is still a bestie process, the groove must fit first. If boro-boro gives birth, there will be a groove that is too late." 😊😊🤭🙏