
After weeping, Kinara fell asleep again. Tama fixed the blanket that covered his wife's body. There is a feeling of tightness to see the face of his wife who is usually always cheerful now looks so miserable.
"Rest, Honey. I'm sure you can get through this. Just as you are trying to help me out of the guilt of Kiara's passing, I will also always accompany you to get out of that feeling because you are not wrong." Tama kissed his wife's forehead with affection.
After that she came out of her room to comfort her two children who were frightened by Kinara's hysterical screams. Tama did not want her two children to fear or hate Kinara because of what happened earlier.
"Bik Sumi, now Bik Sumi can rest! Let me talk to the kids!" tell Tama to the middle-aged woman who has been accompanying her twin sons since.
"Well, sir," replied Bik Sumi. The woman Tama had considered her second parent stepped out of the room to leave the twins. However, his steps stopped as his hand held the door handle. The woman turned her body back and faced Tama.
"What's up, Bik? Looks like someone wants Bik Sumi to ask?" ask Tama.
"Sir... Has Miss Kinara improved? If I may know why Lady Kinara was like that? Hasn't she been okay all this time? He always looks happy? I'm really worried about Mrs Kinara, sir," replied Bik Sumi. He conveyed the unrest in his heart to the Master. However, he considers Tama and her family like his own family.
"Kinara has a sad story right on her birthday, Bik. Both of her parents died on a day that was supposed to be a happy day for her. And that's what traumatized him," Tama replied.
"Oh Allah, pity Lady Nara. Every year he passes his birthday very hard. I hope she will recover from her trauma soon. I am concerned, Sir," replied Bik Sumi who also felt sad to hear the condition of the wife of the Master.
"Thank you, Bik Sumi," said Tama. "What about Taki and Maki? They're not scared or sad anymore, are they?"
"So I've been trying to understand. Hopefully, they are not afraid of Lady Kinara because they were scared when Madam suddenly threw the birthday cake and then shouted hysterically," terang Bik Sumi explained the state of the child of his employer before falling asleep. "I'm sorry, sir." Bik Sumi exited Taki and Maki's room.
Tama rubbed the heads of her two sons. "Papa hope you don't hate mama Kinara because of the incident just now" said Tama. She was afraid that her two sons would hate Kinara because of the incident.
"Pa, Mama's okay, right?" taki Tanya who had already opened her eyes.
"Darling, are you awake?"
Taki nodded.
"Mama is okay. He just needs a break" Tama replied. "People aren't afraid or hate mama, are they?"
Taki. "Taki was scared, but not hated. But, after hearing Papa's chat with Bibik Sumi, I knew that mom was so sick. Just like papa used to be," replied Taki.
Tama flabbergasted. He did not expect that his son would know of his condition first. "So, Taki used to know that papa was sick?"
Again. Taki nodded. "Taki knows, because there used to be a doctor coming home every day. And when I asked my mom why any doctor came to the house, they said she was a psychologist. I asked the teacher at the school what the psychologist was. Teacher says, psychologists are people who help us treat mental illness. Taki did not know what reason made papa sick like that. But, the presence of Mama Nara made papa recover. So, Taki also wants Mama to heal like Papa. Taki and Maki will always be by Mama's side and won't hate Mama. Because Mama needs us" Taki replied.
Tama rubbed his son's head again. "Thank you, honey. Because you want to understand your mother's situation. Mom needs our sport as her family. Hm?"
"Maki also wants to help mama get well." Maki who just opened her eyes also replied.
"Well..have you woken up, too, dear?"
Maki wakes up from her position, she hugs her papa and her twin sister. "The three of us are mama's family, we love mama, so we will help mama to heal. The spirit!"
"Gee, papa's kids are great. Mama must be happy to have such a great child like you," Tama said. He hugged his two sons.
Not long ago Bik Sumi came back to see Tama in the twin's room.
"What's up, Bik?" ask Tama.
"That, Sir. Om and his aunt Mrs Nara are outside. They said they wanted to meet with the Lord. They said they wanted to talk about something important about Mrs Nara and Mr." Bik Sumi told me.
"Yes already, Bik. Get them in. I'll see them soon" replied Tama.
"Good, Sir." Bik Sumi left the room again.
"Taki, Maki, papa come out first huh. You can play first or continue sleeping!"
"In school there is an assignment?" maki asked with a confused face.
"There was. Didn't you hear what Miss Linda said before you came home?" ask Taki to his twin, Maki.
Maki shakes. "What is his job?" ask Maki.
"We were told to take a picture. The theme is free and tomorrow must be collected" Taki replied. "And I am more content when given the task of counting."
"Well, the task is to draw. I like drawing the most" Maki said excitedly. He jumped out of bed and directly took out a drawing tool from inside the bag.
"Be careful, honey!" tegur Tama's.
"So Maki can't wait to get a picture, Pa" replied Maki. While Taki just let out a long breath. He looks lazy to do his job even though he remembers first that there is a task at school.
Taki and Maki have things that they love. Taki prefers something that sharpens the brain with logic, such as counting and other definite lessons. While Maki prefers lessons that smell of art. Like drawing for example. He has even been involved in painting at the national level even though he has never won.
"Yes already. Papa stay yes. You guys do your job well." After saying that, Tama came out of her son's second room.
Tama let out a long sigh as she looked at om and aunt Kinara who were already waiting for her in the living room. He did not know what brought the two men to his house.
"What reason did you come to this house?" tama asked as she walked down the stairs from the second floor.
Reni and Susanto immediately stood up when they heard Tama's voice. He looked up at the husband of his nephew.
"I know, our arrival was definitely not expected by you. We're here to ask Kinara. Isn't today her birthday, we're worried that Kinara's trauma is coming back" Reni replied.
Tama's eyes are squeaking. He stood right in front of the two. "You knew Kinara had a trauma, but why didn't you tell me? At least if I knew Kinara had a trauma, I could help her to heal that trauma, although it wouldn't be easy."
"Sorry, Tama. I thought Kinara told me that's why we kept quiet. Isn't that right, Ren?" answer Susanto.
Tama just smiled cynically. "That's not the reason. From the beginning you never considered Kinara as your family. Especially nephews. You just think of it as your money field. That's why you guys don't care about her feelings and always treat Kinara like a dairy cow."
I don't know. Today Tama was fed up with the two people standing in front of her. The man who said the family should be his wife's sport system when he fell. It was even the party that blamed Kinara for the deaths of the two Kinara parents. Though they know that Kinara is the most lost and injured party for the incident that befell his parents.
"You're wrong, Tama. We're not like that. We love the same Kinara," Susanto still trying to evade.
"Here you go, I'm lazy to hear your babbling. Now just tell me, what is your intention of coming here!" exclamation Tama. He was very worried about the behavior of both.
"You're right, Tama. We have never treated Kinara as a family. And I'm sorry," Reni said suddenly. Even her cheeks were flooded with tears.
Tama frowned again.
"I'm guilty of this. I continue to blame Nara for my brother's death and hold him responsible. Though I knew their deaths were not Nara's fault. I just need people to be scapegoats for their deaths. I'm really sorry. Nara must have suffered because all this time had to face the trauma alone without anyone giving her a hug. I'm sorry." Reni came to rest, sitting on the floor. Seeing that, Tama would retreat. He did not know, aunt Kinara was really sorry or just pretending. Clearly, he couldn't just trust her.
"Stand, Tan. I have no right to apologize to you. Lose the right to it. But, right now he is being undisturbed. He needed a break because he had a moment of hysterics and tremors" Tama replied.
"Can I see it?" asked Reni with a look of contempt.
"Tomorrow you'll come here again. Now let Kinara rest. I'm sorry, I have to leave you guys" Tama said. She went back upstairs and left the husband and wife in the living room.
"What the Tama. Not very polite!" omel Susanto's.
"He's not wrong, Mom. It's only natural that he behaves that way because we've hurt his wife. Never mind. We go home first, we come back tomorrow to apologize. I will also show the agenda of Mbak Kasih. Who knows by looking at that agenda, Kinara no longer felt guilty," Reni replied.
"Agenda? What agenda? How do I not know?" ask Susanto curiously. Reni hasn't said anything about the agenda.
Reni did not answer. The woman chose to leave Tama's house. Susanto followed him in the back.