The Story About Us
Broken Again
Feeling that he knew the answer to his question, Beni went home. While bidding farewell to Wanda's parents, Beni almost shed tears. It was as if that night was the last night for Beni to visit in their residence.
"The gene yo le.. Ojo sad, ojo hard. selumrahe wae, pancen nek Wanda kui garise dadi jadmu, pesti pentuk dalane kowe karo dekne nyanding." (Gini ya le. don't be sad, don't be hard. naturally, if emang Wanjda it is outlined to be your soul mate, pesti meet your way and he together.).
The words from Wanda's mother were like just passing through Beni's hearing. In fact, he only responded to her words with a forced smile.
Encompassed by the raging feeling in his chest, Beni propelled the bike as fast as he could. He wanted to leave Wanda's house immediately, he wanted to stay away and leave. Beni is indeed a man who often bergonta-turned boyfriend but, still heartbreak is something that hurts.
He used the phone ring that he heard many times. He could guess who was calling him. Why must it be like this? When he set his heart to be serious to Wanda, why even Wanda who made his tiny heart like a kite. Free to be pulled at will.
Beni is certainly disappointed, but he is self-aware.he also can not nahan Wanda to achieve his wishes. He wanted to ban it when Wanda expressed her intention to return to work in the city but, who is she? Fiancee no, husband no, just boyfriend. My girlfriend was just a few months old too. When his heart wants to hold Wanda's departure, but the logic goes, holding Wanda without clarity of status is also useless. There Beni feels there is an inner upheaval that is able to make a Beni down.
Until at the mbok Yuni stall, there is still Seno who looks busy playing his cellphone. You can guess who is behind the scenes that makes Seno so busy.
Seno was a bit surprised by the way Beni carried the bike, something was not okay. That's Seno's thinking.
"Ben, did you not want the Wanda?" Seno asked as Beni was already sitting on the long chair nearby.
"Uwes" replied Beni briefly.
Seno put her phone in her pants pocket. Observing Beni, who though his phone rang constantly but he did not care.
"Kowe kenophobe?" (Why you?)
And at that time, Beni told the end of the story with Wanda. The girl who twice decided it was for the reason of wanting to work in the city. Beni occasionally breathed out her heavy breath. By tucking a cigarette in his lips, he seemed to be encouraging himself.
Hearing Beni's story, Seno felt bad as well. They were indeed ridiculous and solemn but, their sympathy for each other was high.
"Sen. Pick up the phone, say I'm home. I don't want to change my mind and keep him here if I hear his voice" Beni handed him his phone.
Seno nodded in agreement.
Wanda: Beben... Oh God why just pick up my phone? You're nothing, right? Ben.. Ben-pick
Seno: Wanda, this is Seno, Beni is home.
Wanda: (Diem for a moment) Mas Seno, Beben is nothing, right?
Seno: He's nice, it looks..
Hearing Seno's words, Wanda decided to end the call.
Seno gave the phone back to the owner. Without saying, Beni re-inserted the thin object into the pocket of her pants.
"Kowe muleho. I'm sik pingin nek kene," (You're home. I still want to be here).
Seno certainly did not let his friend dissolve in sadness alone, he persuaded Beni to want to go home with him. Previously Seno had sent a message to Mbak Lulu to not worry about finding Beni, he said that Beni would stay at his home.
It was usual for Beni to do, so Mbak Lulu was not so worried when Seno told him that his younger brother was with Seno.
"Ni drank first," Seno threw a can of carbonated drink at Beni, when the two had reached Seno's house.
"Call your mind, you know your heart, what pain it hurts, how it heals, only you. I don't want to hunt you because I'm not a teacher." Seno added his words.
"Your model teacher can be SNI-certified jerky." Say Beni origin.
Seno ngakak, Beni opened the lid of the drink can earlier and gulped it down.
"Ben.. for example Wanda will come back here again, ngajak you refer, you will revert again not the same him?"
"Iki ati Sen, WC dudu common sing sak penake dewe wonge iso plebu methu." (It's Sen's heart, not the general WC that he'd at will be able to get in and out of.)
Hearing that, it is certain that the name Wanda will be shifted and lost forever from Beni's heart. Just how and how it is that Beni himself does not know.
"Tomorrow doesn't work, right? Go to Parto's house, help out there." Take Seno to Beni.
"Yes." Yeah." Beni positioned herself on the sofa, her eyes closed. Wanda's shadow even appeared and made himself more unsettled. With a pillow on her left side she moved to cover her face. Hope Wanda's shadow leaves immediately in such a way. But, futile. He sat back down, Seno who saw that just shook her head.
"My head is dizzy Sen, I'm out looking for a cure!"
"No. Arep mletre kowe's? (Do you want your mabok?). What medicine do you want? A carbole? A baaygon? What's cyanida? I'm looking, you're not going anywhere!"
Beni ruffled his hair, his head as if he could not be invited to think sanely at this time. A broken heart made him a little crazy. Or maybe it's crazy.
Fortunately Beni has a friend who cares and cares when he falls like this, the time shows at 02:00, because of fatigue and sleepy effects also Seno sleeps with a sitting position in the living room chair. As for Beni, he could not sleep to close his eyes was difficult. Because when the eyes were closed, Wanda with her distinctive smile always appeared in the eye.
Beni walked out of Seno's house, by guiding his motorcycle so that when it was turned on it did not disturb the owner of the house. After feeling the distance between him take a swing to turn the motor and Seno's house far enough, he finally decided to go from there.
I don't know where he's going, which must just be silent can't make him reduce the pain.
Arriving on the highway, which was quite far from his village, Beni's eyes caught a figure walking alone with limping feet.
When slowing down the speed of the bike, Beni felt familiar with the figure.
Who does she think she is, Gaess?