The Story About Us
Deteriorated

Like the song lyrics..

The more I love you, the more,

the more I have to

take you out of my life

Don't want to hurt your heart

more than this, we can't stay together..

That's how Seno feels right now. Whether this decision was real or wrong, he knew he would not hurt his mother by continuing to keep Indah by his side. She also wished Beautiful could accept all of this with a airy heart.

Night began to envelop the village of Wekaweka, a night of gray Sunday, break up with Indah makes Seno ignore his health. From yesterday, no food or drink passed through his throat.

Remembering the beautiful cry this morning made Seno have no interest in doing anything. He was on the porch of his house, staring blankly at the yard of his house that deliberately did not light the lights. Dark, only the sound of crickets and some fireflies that occasionally fly shows the beauty of the light.

"Beautiful..." Call Seno, even though he knows the girl he calls his name can't hear his call he still voices the name of the owner of his heart.

His phone rang, he was lazy to just see who was contacting him. Several times his phone rang, he kept letting the calls go to his number. Eventually, the phone died because it ran out of power.

Intentionally raining last night made her fever, pain all over her body. But, that's not what he's showing. Even more torturing themselves by not giving nutrients to his body. His eyes were closed, his mind drifting to a few months ago when he promised to propose to Indah and make her his own Beautiful completely. But now those memories are painful.. A promise he couldn't keep, made him feel like a real loser.

Seno holds his chest, what a pain this is also that you feel Ndah.. If so, I'd like to take all this pain for myself.. Without burdening you with the taste left behind. If there were any other words higher than apology, I'd say it to you a million times..

"Nda.. Sorry..." Seno stood up with a stagger. Taking the key of the motor that is still attached to its place, when he will enter the house, the sound of Beni's motorbike is getting closer.

"Sen, you're home, right? Why is this house so dark? You haven't bought any electricity tokens yet? That's why the electricity is equal to PLTU!" Beni approached Seno who was again sitting on the terrace.

"DWL!" Exclamation of Seru justifies Beni's speech.

"Eh yes.. hahaha I forgot Sen, Oiya Sen.. Have you eaten?" Beni brought Seno fried rice and martabak that he bought before visiting Seno's house.

"Udah." Seno held his head. His head is turning more and more now.

"Sen, I turn on the lights.. Dark gini, I'm afraid of being made to eat kuntilanak, you know ,"

Seno did not answer. Beni went into Seno's house to turn on all the lights that were there. Making the house bright, it looks Seno who is currently sitting closed his eyes.

"Sen, what's wrong with you?" Ask Beni worried.

"What?" Still closing my eyes.

Beni touched Seno's hand to make sure his friend was all right, Beni was a bit surprised because of Seno's above average body temperature!

"Sen. I have also been in your position, heartbroken, crushed all the sense of offal. let alone to eat, drink if I do not force will not ketelen.. I'd love to, I still have a mother and sister Lulu who needs me! There's you and Parto who always make me. You must rise Sen.. What's the point of you disbanding just as beautiful if only for you to get crazy like this? You're torturing yourself you know! Does your mother also like that if you're down like this?" Beni tries to make Seno aware that self-torture is not the solution! Broken hearts will not heal by making the stomach scream or dry throat like the Sahara desert!

"I'm sleepy Ben.." Seno is like a fool very much with the words of Beni.

"Sleep! But eat first!" Beni's orders.

"Yes later," Seno closed his eyes again, still on the terrace. Makes Beni upset himself because his friend is so stubborn.

"You want to sleep here?" Beni asked, knowing that actually Seno is lazy to talk at this time.

Seno tried to get up from her seat, walking towards the house even though her steps felt heavy. His eyes were hot when they opened, but he did not want to fall in front of Beni. After arriving at the long wooden chair that was in the living room, he immediately laid his body there.

Beni came into the house to see Seno who is like now, like not Seno who he knows. It's smirking!

"You're sick Sen, take your medicine first! Guys are weak!" Beni called someone's number. When the phone connection is connected, Beni to do point conveys what it means to call this person.

"You can come here, can't you? Seno is suicidal! I'll just pick you up! Okay!"

Hearing Beni mention the name Beautiful, Seno immediately opened his eyes.

"Ben.. Don't macem, what suicide? Don't have to nag.. It's the night Ben, you sent Beautiful here and made me sick to know not.." Seno staggered, picking up his dead phone from running out of power!

"Si_alan!" Maki Seno, when she found out her phone can't turn on.

"Hpmu pinjem!" Seno approached Beni who was sitting relaxed while eating fried rice that he had brought.

"Feed it first!" Beni's orders.

"Where's your phone?" Seno slightly snapped.

"Why?" Beni cuek aja's.

"It's been the night, Ben.. Don't ask for Beautiful here.. He's so sick," Seno lowered her voice. It feels like his strength is abis at the moment.

"I'll pick him up, I'll also anterin he nyampe his house! I asked him to come over here let him see, how weak is the guy he loves!"

"OK lah I pick up Indah first, you want to do it here please!" Beni threw away the already empty pack of fried rice with no leftovers!

"If you can still think sanely, eat first! Or do you want to show how weak you are right now? It's up to you alone Sen.."

Seno tries to hold Beni, but Beni first opens the door to Seno's house.

Sorry brother. I lied about picking up Indah. I have no other way for you to eat and fill your stomach!