
Sound of wood cutter
roared. The birds fly uncouth, squirrels hilt
the crotch ran, the eggs were nested by his mother from far away waiting
death to fall or made human food. The roar of the wood cutter continues
roaring, the roar of tree-bearers who had caved for decades surrendered themselves only
for a few hours, the roar of destruction for a small universe, the lives of millions
creatures in each branch, the sound of wood cutters doomsday sound, sound
death, the destruction of oxygen factories for life.
Speaking of
oxygen, nature is filled with paradoxes, we know and
say that oxygen is the compound of our life but on the other hand oxygen
make our skin become aging wrinkles. It's life at once
the death. Or is this nature, it always has two sides
different, maybe for balance, for harmony. However this world
nothing is filled with eternity
except for the jellyfish .. I forgot his name, but he can live eternally, hiudpnya
it is like a cycle, from seed, then to grow old and to become seed again. Aw,
it is true that he is immortal if not preyed upon by predators. But
however these are signs of the existence of eternity in this world, with cycles and
the process indicated by the jellyfish that maybe we can imitate. And not that mansuia
thus, the great copycat creature. Not the plane and its wings
imitations of flying birds, and other things we can
say take from nature for us to transform for our benefit
by oneself. People say it is an inspiration.
I need a vacation, please,
serenung in a vast expanse of savanna attau at an altitude of thousands of feet from
sea level or in the middle of a dense forest filled with birds and
wind blows. I want to keep my eyes on the city from the right height
tall, looking at it with the limits of the eyes, silent myself, I want to feel
quiet, feeling lonely and lonely. I want to do it for myself, though,
really myself, to go far somewhere. Deserted origin, origin
by oneself. There will be things I might get, feelings, memories even
maybe the longing that has been hidden, maybe the mind that has been
sidelined. I want to go, alone. Get out of civilization to
provisional. I don't know, but that's what I like too. Today is for you to know
only, many things have sprung up in my mind, starting with one
the question and the unluckiest it doesn't end with just answers, answers
it started a new question, started its curiosity, again.
and again until everything is piled up into a mountain that must be climbed, must be
excavated, initial questions and essences engulfed the earth, crushed rocks and disappeared
for a while, and or even forever.
Several tens of days
I have passed, only this time throughout my life have I really meant it
the heart to finish it, or it may not be finished. During
my life will write all day, all my life maybe. Well, just
these are the kinds of writings I read myself. Let him have children
here, tucked away just for myself. How I don't know
must be flanked anyway I still have not thought to want to be flanked. I
write, just write as you please, cheerfully spill all tastes, no
let him be buried in the heart, grow in the heart, be killed by reality
then it rotted, decayed into a smell on it. Let me spill it here, to
growing up not in my body. Too much of it will be purified and this body
clouds, like flowing rivers, let the laws of nature take me
where and for what, in this world there is no coincidence. If there is any then all
occurrences add to the collection of coincidences.
say be like water, which always flows never stops, which always
looking for a space to keep flowing. That's why be patient, like water don't
stop flowing, do not stop being patient. stagnant water will not
can be forever saved from holiness.
Writing poetry. I like it, though,
but not very good at exploring. My book, ah it's just
word groups. Then someone asked me what his motivation was. Nonexistent
may it really!, but... My answer is probably just to let out the fidget inside
this body, I poured out the anxiety, the feelings, the emotions and everything in it.
I don't want him to stay inside me, so come out with a little
this word, you know, my plan is a thousand and one poems. I don't know I don't
understand between poetry and poetry, with a kind of style. Really me
unskillful. Must keep learning.well, let's just share about each other
but I wanted to write a thousand poems. The way, yeah, one
day one poem.I started it on. uh I forgot but I remember there.
between those days, I wrote more than one poem. And kala
all have reached a hundred more I look around there is an offer to
publish. Dah, well I just send these ugly poems and it turns out they are
accepts. Published by publisher A in city Y. Well, it's all flowing
like water, always looking for the smallest gap to continue to get megalir. Water that
the rest is not always holy. And again, the book can be said to be
pieces of travel, pieces of story into one. One
diction pieces intake. Started when
I found a pretty beautiful book, quite an ashstract. It's a group
short poems, words, but very absurd and enigmatic. I
forgot the book, but maybe it's still in the place where I am
encountered it. The stall C. That's the book that got me moving
followed him. Then there is also a book by B titled R.
every part of it is like this.well, that book is also what people say,
inspire.and then it. Every word I find in this book
everyday life, from pieces of travel, pieces of
experience, pieces of literature.well, many books are inspiring.
Among them are the book Spiens in this poem (..), the book Science of the State in this poem (..), the world book Shophie in.
this poem (.) and other books gave me an amazing experience.
I wrote one day
one poem. To drain the anxiety so that it is not inundated and changed
become toxic to the body.
Then, myself. During
for decades now, I have found myself who is not yet whole. Well, I found
the rhythm within me, the flow trail that became my inclination. Basically
my partisanship lies in the universe, in the environment and in the ecosystem. One
this part of the universe is another whole part, the term is
holistically. Well, of course I put my partisanship to nature, though still
not yet fully but this is the rhythm and flow of my life. And there's one
that's my interest for now...
Smart in placing
self