
As if
a peaceful afternoon. The sun shines brightly in the west setting aside a trace
a warm light for the ball players on the field or dazzling
sea waves on the coast. Like all the other afternoons today
cycling through streets full of vehicles heading west right into the sun
being hot. With a simple bicycle stroke I greet a group
people on the sidewalk were chatting. Passing through a crowded market by
pedangan asongan, fresh fruits are still there in the afternoon today. Paddling
my bike is getting faster. I passed through the mosque and other places of worship
it turned out to be quiet and gloomy.
Tak
stop there and head to my favorite place. Beach. Hear the roar
the waves and the sound of sea gulls made my ears feel comfortable even when they were
it's engulfing my thoughts. I sat by the pier looking at the sun
the west end that began to set was also the fishermen who began to return from the
the sea to lift the net. A lot of fish were caught and then
on the beach there are many people waiting for the catch. An
simple economic process. But I enjoyed it. The afternoon was like the day
that's really beautiful. The fishermen get so many fish that fill
the boat after a few weeks of yesterday the fishermen complained about the disappearance
their fishes, probably because of the increasing number of barges carrying stones
that bara that stopped by. Apart from that catch this afternoon so much and
maybe the father of the fisherman was very happy because he came home later to buy
a roller skate that his son had long wanted. I hope that.
Think about
the fate of fishermen is increasingly difficult I also began to think about
the habits of modern society today. All the way there was a young man and so
a lot of people are preoccupied with going to the market to shop and also
groups of people sitting on the sidewalk talking about something
it doesn't really matter, maybe. But it is much different from places
quiet worship is even gloomy.well, it may be crowded when there are celebrations
to religions like Maulidan, Christmas
or the warning of Haul seoarang Kiai. But when the celebrations came, the,
who welcome it is not only the pilgrims or santri who want to go to study
and pilgrimages but there are also many traders and sellers of various types
goods on the roadside. There are even some cases that may come to
more events are not from the pilgrims or worshipers precisely the
traders who want to scavenge his sustenance. Of course, there are also intentions of many
pilgrims and worshippers come not for religious occasions but rather for
buy the goods available there. I don't know for sure, either, but I
less sure of pure intentions. Even when Christmas comes to the owners
the store put up a massive discount. What happens is during Christmas
so many people are rushing to shop instead of going to church
to ask for forgiveness. Shopping is one of the new methods
in the quest for forgiveness of sins by modern society.
Voices
gulls are getting quieter. The day is getting dark. The sun has also begun
be immersed. The fishermen who were in the middle of the sea had now transacted
with the besiegers and ready to rush home. I am too. I
take my bike and I'll ride home. Adzan maghrib's voice echoed
when I was riding my bike along the same road as I left earlier.
I met the markets and the sidewalks were getting quiet and saw the mosque there
it's starting to fill up with humans. Ah, it turns out that places of worship are not really
die. There are still a lot of people who care about him. As a muslim I am too
Afterward
all the rituals I did were done, I took back my bike and
I want to rush to the house but it appears at the gate of the mosque there is something
the thing that caught my attention. An elderly woman who was about 70 years old
or 80’an year is sitting leaning against the wall of the gate ssambil
raise his hand to the worshippers who come out of the mosque. Her face
pale, dry lips and very frail may he be very tired so
his body was so leaned against the wall of that gate. I looked at him
so many people just pass by like they don't care about mom
that's. Though the mother was very clear in plain sight and probably many of them
which shows that the gelagat does not want to see it. Maybe feel disgusted
seeing that Mother. But I who see from here feel disgusted at
those guys. How not even after worship there are many people who
still haughty.I rushed to see Mom asking her situation and doing
anything I can do to help him. Not just with prayer
may you always be well and healthy. Sure didn't.
Di
the road to the house is already late in the evening. These bright street lights are very
helped lead me home but also probably spent a lot of money
just to pay his electricity bill. Also this smooth road is very helpful
the wheels of my bike to run well even though it must also eat
it costs a lot to build it, stock it and even take care of it when there is one
perforated. So much money to fill the facility
people who have a mode of transportation. Bicycles are one of them. While in
on the other side there is also an old mother who had to ask for something
just to fill his meal for today. When many people ask
to God in your place of worship is just the opposite. Maybe he already is
resigned and tired.
Mostly
people go to worship with the belief that when he runs it all
his religious rituals obediently then all his desires in the world and
even in the hereafter, going to heaven will soon be fulfilled. Matters
this indicates that worship is no more just a mere gratifier of our ego. Whereas
there are so many people out there who need help from
we're. Instead we ignore it and again only attach importance to the ego. Lustfulness
and material desire. This phenomenon leads to judgment and
claims in the name of an unsubstantiated religion. When I feel the most
devoutly performing religious rituals. Most of us claim too
being close to God more than anyone. Which makes us more ego
and began to blame other groups with disbelief for assuming
he is the most obedient and righteous. No wonder when my mother was
begging even when the requested just finished worshiping was not
some ignore and just throw their faces away. Not intended for
helping him, the one who was there might even advise the Mother with fatwa and dalil
that asking is haram and must not be by past religious law
scaring with disbelief and hell. What Mother needs
that's not. All he needs is a helpline.
Within
this journey home. I thought back to my mind about my religion
by oneself. Is it true that my religion teaches what most people do.
Worship very obediently and then ignore social problems.
Poverty suppose.