The Story of the Buyer

The Story of the Buyer
Religituitile


As if


a peaceful afternoon. The sun shines brightly in the west setting aside a trace


a warm light for the ball players on the field or dazzling


sea waves on the coast. Like all the other afternoons today


cycling through streets full of vehicles heading west right into the sun


being hot. With a simple bicycle stroke I greet a group


people on the sidewalk were chatting. Passing through a crowded market by


pedangan asongan, fresh fruits are still there in the afternoon today. Paddling


my bike is getting faster. I passed through the mosque and other places of worship


it turned out to be quiet and gloomy.


Tak


stop there and head to my favorite place. Beach. Hear the roar


the waves and the sound of sea gulls made my ears feel comfortable even when they were


it's engulfing my thoughts. I sat by the pier looking at the sun


the west end that began to set was also the fishermen who began to return from the


the sea to lift the net. A lot of fish were caught and then


on the beach there are many people waiting for the catch. An


simple economic process. But I enjoyed it. The afternoon was like the day


that's really beautiful. The fishermen get so many fish that fill


the boat after a few weeks of yesterday the fishermen complained about the disappearance


their fishes, probably because of the increasing number of barges carrying stones


that bara that stopped by. Apart from that catch this afternoon so much and


maybe the father of the fisherman was very happy because he came home later to buy


a roller skate that his son had long wanted. I hope that.


Think about


the fate of fishermen is increasingly difficult I also began to think about


the habits of modern society today. All the way there was a young man and so


a lot of people are preoccupied with going to the market to shop and also


groups of people sitting on the sidewalk talking about something


it doesn't really matter, maybe. But it is much different from places


quiet worship is even gloomy.well, it may be crowded when there are celebrations


to religions like Maulidan, Christmas


or the warning of Haul seoarang Kiai. But when the celebrations came, the,


who welcome it is not only the pilgrims or santri who want to go to study


and pilgrimages but there are also many traders and sellers of various types


goods on the roadside. There are even some cases that may come to


more events are not from the pilgrims or worshipers precisely the


traders who want to scavenge his sustenance. Of course, there are also intentions of many


pilgrims and worshippers come not for religious occasions but rather for


buy the goods available there. I don't know for sure, either, but I


less sure of pure intentions. Even when Christmas comes to the owners


the store put up a massive discount. What happens is during Christmas


so many people are rushing to shop instead of going to church


to ask for forgiveness. Shopping is one of the new methods


in the quest for forgiveness of sins by modern society.


Voices


gulls are getting quieter. The day is getting dark. The sun has also begun


be immersed. The fishermen who were in the middle of the sea had now transacted


with the besiegers and ready to rush home. I am too. I


take my bike and I'll ride home. Adzan maghrib's voice echoed


when I was riding my bike along the same road as I left earlier.


I met the markets and the sidewalks were getting quiet and saw the mosque there


it's starting to fill up with humans. Ah, it turns out that places of worship are not really


die. There are still a lot of people who care about him. As a muslim I am too


Afterward


all the rituals I did were done, I took back my bike and


I want to rush to the house but it appears at the gate of the mosque there is something


the thing that caught my attention. An elderly woman who was about 70 years old


or 80’an year is sitting leaning against the wall of the gate ssambil


raise his hand to the worshippers who come out of the mosque. Her face


pale, dry lips and very frail may he be very tired so


his body was so leaned against the wall of that gate. I looked at him


so many people just pass by like they don't care about mom


that's. Though the mother was very clear in plain sight and probably many of them


which shows that the gelagat does not want to see it. Maybe feel disgusted


seeing that Mother. But I who see from here feel disgusted at


those guys. How not even after worship there are many people who


still haughty.I rushed to see Mom asking her situation and doing


anything I can do to help him. Not just with prayer


may you always be well and healthy. Sure didn't.


Di


the road to the house is already late in the evening. These bright street lights are very


helped lead me home but also probably spent a lot of money


just to pay his electricity bill. Also this smooth road is very helpful


the wheels of my bike to run well even though it must also eat


it costs a lot to build it, stock it and even take care of it when there is one


perforated. So much money to fill the facility


people who have a mode of transportation. Bicycles are one of them. While in


on the other side there is also an old mother who had to ask for something


just to fill his meal for today. When many people ask


to God in your place of worship is just the opposite. Maybe he already is


resigned and tired.


Mostly


people go to worship with the belief that when he runs it all


his religious rituals obediently then all his desires in the world and


even in the hereafter, going to heaven will soon be fulfilled. Matters


this indicates that worship is no more just a mere gratifier of our ego. Whereas


there are so many people out there who need help from


we're. Instead we ignore it and again only attach importance to the ego. Lustfulness


and material desire. This phenomenon leads to judgment and


claims in the name of an unsubstantiated religion. When I feel the most


devoutly performing religious rituals. Most of us claim too


being close to God more than anyone. Which makes us more ego


and began to blame other groups with disbelief for assuming


he is the most obedient and righteous. No wonder when my mother was


begging even when the requested just finished worshiping was not


some ignore and just throw their faces away. Not intended for


helping him, the one who was there might even advise the Mother with fatwa and dalil


that asking is haram and must not be by past religious law


scaring with disbelief and hell. What Mother needs


that's not. All he needs is a helpline.


Within


this journey home. I thought back to my mind about my religion


by oneself. Is it true that my religion teaches what most people do.


Worship very obediently and then ignore social problems.


Poverty suppose.