The True Love of Kania
13
Nature stopped her car on the side of the road that looked lonely. Tonight he could not go home because Yesi knew Alam was staying at Kania's house. While Nature paid home to Mother because she wanted to give Kania a chance to be alone first.
So this is where Nature is now at the edge of the city park road. Stay in the car, lean his head back and close his eyes.
His mind drifted away at the mistake that made him now have to fight for the love that Nature once wasted.
FLASHBACKS
"Kania loves Brother Alam very much" The last sentence that Nature heard before the girl entered her room with tears that had just trickled down after saying her love.
Nature still froze without chasing Kania into her room. He was also confused about what to do. What Kania hears is true if Nature does not love her lover's sister. What else does nature have to explain. Nature would rather be silent than have to persuade Kania with lies again.
"Nature, you saw for yourself, right? Now everything is destroyed. What would I say if Mom and Dad knew? Can I face Kania after this?" Dania hysterically rattled her hair.
"It's Dania, it's time she knew the truth. And this is also the result of your g*la request. Did you ever think that your intention to return the favor would hurt me and Kania? What do you think I'm feeling is that you're easily playing with Dania!!"
"I have to always pretend to love her even if it's just you in my mind. Have you never thought about my tormented feelings?? You are the most selfish woman of Dania!! Nature just left after venting her feelings all along.
Dania cried innocently without preventing the departure of Nature. This time Dania only realized if the consequences of the decision to make her sister happy actually hurt the two most meaningful people in her life.
Not only was Kania heartbroken, but Nature also felt the same way. Dania as if toying with her love, threw her heart at another woman. Nature recognizes herself as a loser after seeing Kania destroyed by her actions.
Nature does not know what to do. Nature is angry and disappointed in herself. Angered by being an evil man who destroys Kania's sincere love, she is disappointed in herself for easily accepting Dania's request. If he had been more resolute to refuse, surely nothing like this would have happened.
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More than a week later that morning, today Alam intends to meet Kania to apologize from him. Actually Alam had also wanted to meet Kania since yesterday, but some days Nature was busy with the resignation of her office.
But Alam was late, Kania had already left the country since two days ago.
"What?? Why didn't you tell me Dania?" Nature feels Kania's departure is because of her.
"I've called you dozens of times but you didn't pick it up. Not even a message from me is there anything you read Nature!! You still want to blame me?" Nature remembers that from that morning she ignored Dania. Including calls and messages from him was never natural hubris.
Nature shuffles her hair in frustration. His hands clenched tightly, he began to blame himself.
"Then what about Mom and Dad? Do they know?"
"Kania has already said that you two have broken off your engagement. But Kania didn't tell me the real reason, she just said that you guys don't fit anymore. Kania also threatened me if I dared to tell Dad, then Kania will go away from our lives" Dania cried again considering her sister who had now moved away from her.
Nature is too late, even to just apologize, Nature has not been given a chance by Kania. The girl had completely left Nature in her immense guilt.
Nature walks gontai leaving the grounds of Kania's house. He has not dared to go inside to see Father and Mother. But one day Nature promised to explain the cause of their daughter's departure.
"Mas Nature!!" Call Mbak Tuti, the housekeeper at Kania's house.
"Yes Ma'am?"
"This is Mas, I think this has Mbak Kania deh. But Mbak Kania has left so bring Mas Alam, huh? You see here are also many photos of Mas Alam" Mbak Tuti gave one medium-sized box containing Kania goods to Alam.
"Where can Tuti come from?"
"In Mas's trash can, fortunately the outs are carried by the garbage bone, it has been almost two days because" explained Tuti.
"Yes already, thank you Ma'am. I go first" Nature stared pushyly at the items she knew so well. It turned out that Kania really intended to leave without bringing any of her memories.
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The day changed that felt so heavy through Nature. Now that it had been a month after Kania's departure, it had been a month since Nature felt empty in her heart. Life that should have gone smoothly without the girl who always trespassed it, now it just feels strange because it feels there is less.
"Yes Ma?" Degan Lazy Nature approached Yesi who was sitting on the sofa with a magazine in her hand.
"Why are you so lethargic, are you sick?"
"No Ma" answered Nature, He leaned against the sofa facing Jesse.
"Oh yeah Lam, how long hasn't Kania been here? I promise to learn to make your favorite cake. You guys are okay, right?"
Nature held her body up hearing Jesse's question. As Alam recalled, he only invited Kania once when he wanted to be engaged to Kania.
"Are Kania here a lot, Ma?" Asked the surprised Eagle.
"Well how are you!! He said Kania had told you that he wanted to learn to cook with Mama. Almost every day, Kania is here. He said he wanted to learn how to cook your favorite food"
"Kania always cooks for your lunch here with Mama. It tastes good, doesn't it? Mama has also tried, it does not feel much less the same made by Mama"
Deggs..
The Heart of Nature throbbed at the story of Yesi. Alam vividly remembers when he refused the lunch Kania brought to his office. For various reasons Nature refused the invitation to lunch. Even not infrequently Nature ignores Kania who has been waiting in his office lobby.
"Ma, Actually Nature and Kania have broken up"
"What Lang? You kidding??" Yesi closed the magazine she read. Asking for an explanation from his only son.
Flowing all the stories from the lips of Nature, accompanied by tears of regret that Nature first issued to Kania.
"Astaghfirullah Alam's. Why are you so bad, son? Did this Mama ever teach you to be this kind of guy? If you love her sister why did you hurt her sister?" Jesse wept for his son's attitude.
"Nature's sorry Ma" Nature rested at Yesi's feet. His head rested on the mother's knees.
"What's wrong with that girl, son? She's a good girl, she's beautiful and smart. And most importantly she sincerely loves you Lam!!"
"Nature knows Ma, Nature is sorry!!" Nature begins to sob at the feet of Yesi.
"Now Mama asks you, is there not the slightest love in your heart for Kania Lam?" Yesi lifted Nature's shoulders to look at her.
"Nature does not know Ma, which is clear after the departure of Kania one month, the heart of Nature feels empty, there is nothing that makes Nature excited as before. Nature longs for the attention that Nature once hated, Nature longs for her childlike behavior. Even Nature longs for a very unimportant babble to hear Ma"
"Now convince your heart first Lam, Mama also hesitates to call it love. Mama is afraid that what you feel is just guilt. Set your heart, son, if you really love Dania, then apologize from Kania for taking the guilt away. If you love Kania, then let go of Dania. Decide on one between the two Lam!!" Nature nodded, following the advice of her mother.
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Flasback continues in the next episode!! Sorry for the extension Flasback, but this will explain why Nature suddenly changed to choose Kania.
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Don't forget to leave your traces ya😘