The True Love of Kania
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Nature opened the box that had been in her room for a month. The box given by Mbak Tuti at that time. It was not that Nature had no intention of opening up her memories with Kania. But Nature is afraid to find the reality that makes her even more guilty of Kania.
The Land of Nature takes one by one the goods in the box. Various items that Nature bought for Kania, no!! More precisely Kania who wanted Nature to buy him. Although not expensive items, but Kania really likes it.
Nature remembers how happy Kania was when Nature gave her a small, white teddy bear. The girl had always hugged him throughout a very boring date for Nature.
Now the doll has returned to the hands of Nature, because Kania has thrown it away. Then Nature took a light blue notebook with a photo of herself and Kania on the cover.
Nature stared at the picture, there Kania seemed to smile happily with a spoiled wiggle on her arm. But Nature only shows her face. Especially at that time Dania who took their photos, of course Nature is very guarding the feelings of Dania.
Nature opens the first page, just an expression of Kania's heart to the man she has loved since the girl entered high school.
Arriving on the second page, it began to be clear who the man Kania loved. She loves her best friend who often comes home. Until at the end of the sentence is written the name of Alam syahputra which further clarifies everything.
The next sheet is only filled with photographs of Nature that he took candidly. Until getting to the page happy expression Kania after her love received by the man in love.
Nature's eyes began to heat up after reading the writing for the sake of writing that only contained a picture of her love for Nature. Moreover, the spirit he wrote for himself as it faced the cold attitude of Nature.
Nature opens the next page. A photo that only shows the back of Nature because Kania took it from behind, with a sentence that makes the heart of nature sliced.
February 12th 20th..
The day when Kak Alam first held my hand after 2 months we were together, albeit accidentally because I wanted to fall.
🌻🌻🌻
Nature opens the next sheet. Another photo was placed there. Just a shadow of a yeng woman leaning on the shoulder of the man next to her.
09 June 20..
This is the first time we dated only two after always being three with Kak Dania.
Just a writing but able to make the heart of Nature like tearful. Didn't think he could hurt a woman this deep.
Then the next page is the story of Kania who learned to cook and the rejection-rejection in doing Nature all written there. Up to one sheet of writing that makes Nature increasingly cursed him.
23 December 20..
Let's just say I'm blind and deaf because I don't want to see and hear what other people are saying.
Though my eyes justify what they say, and my ears support what they say.
I realized that I had never gotten a smile like Brother Dania.
I also know that I will never get the same attention as her attention to Brother Dania.
But here I am his lover, I accept for myself his invitation to live a relationship even though I have never heard the word love from his lips.
All I know is, he's my brother's best friend even though I heard from all of you if they were more than that.
But keep believing in them, before they tell me themselves.
You say I'm stupid for not being aware of their feelings.
Am I that stupid?
You're wrong!!
I could also see for myself how they shared their love with each other through the look in his eyes.
I can also feel the love in every little attention they give each other.
You can also say I'm selfish for staying afloat despite all of that.
But it wasn't me who forced her to start this relationship, nor did I ensnare her with incitement.
I don't know what made him choose me over my brother who he obviously loved.
But it was also because of my brother's stupidity that just let go of his love.
If I were Dania's sister, I would never let go of my love no matter what.
I will fight for two hearts that clearly love each other no matter the obstacles in front of him.
Because Brother Dania herself has handed him over to me, then I will continue to shower him with the sincere love that I have.
I love you Syahputra Realm, though I still look forward to your love🌹
🌻🌻🌻
Nature was sitting limply on the floor, her face hidden between her knees. Weeping bitter tears, crying that is too late to do.
Nature does not expect that Kania has realized her feelings for Dania. But what makes Nature pinch is, Kania can pretend not to know and act ordinary in front of him.
"I'm sorry Kania. I love you!! You've managed to take my love away Kania!! Come back please!!" A voice that could hardly come out due to its neck being choked by reality.
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A few days after that, full of confidence and accepting all the risks that he would get, Nature now sat in front of Kania's father. He explained everything without anyone being covered up again.
"That's actually happening Well, Nature's sorry. Nature is a coward!!" Nature approaches Father and rests at his feet.
The man was crying in silence. Crying to his two favorite daughters who are now feeling heartache because of the same love.
"Why is Dania doing this. I cared for her from childhood with selfless affection and without demanding her return. But because of the sense of indebtedness, now it hurts his sister" The man who was over the age of five heads was still looking fresh fit with his sturdy and muscular body.
"And you're Nature, if you really love Dania. Why are you willing to let go of him and prefer to obey his wishes? Now see the consequences of your selfishness? I had to let my daughter go far to heal her wounds" The roaring cries of the two men were put to each other in a room filled with only the two of them.
"Nature is sorry Well, Nature is aware that what Nature really loves is Kania. Sorry if Nature is presumptuous and does not know themselves because they still dare to say love after hurting Kania. But Nature promises Well, Nature will prove to Dad if Nature really loves Kania. Nature will wait until whenever Kania returns"
I just kept silent and did not answer the words of Nature. He was also very disappointed in the bachelor in front of him.
"At this time Kania could not be reached. Even since his departure he had never given any news. Now I'm asking what would you do if it was like this?" Father looked at Nature who was still resting before him.
"Nature is leaving for Australia. Nature will be looking for Kania there!!" Answer Nature confidently, hoping Dad will see her sincerity.
"Then let's look together. But I ask you to keep this matter hidden from Mother. And also don't tell Dania if you know everything. I don't want to make it awkward with Dad!!" Father's message was so wise, without anger that stirred even though Nature had hurt her two daughters.
"Okay Dad, Nature understands!!"
From that day on, Alam and his two cania parents flew back and forth to Australia in search of Kania. But it has been almost 2 years to no avail. Until the time my health was very unlikely to travel. Finally Dad gave up, although Alam still tried to find Kania alone.
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Although already closed his eyes but in fact Nature can not sleep until the morning.
Nature chose to run her car towards her house. If it was this morning Alam sure his mother would not suspect if in fact he did not stay at Kania's house.
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Yesterday was the three days of Dad's departure, during which time Kania was still confined in the room. Nature who always comes after coming home from the office was never able to see him. Only Mother Kania allowed to enter her room.
But today was the first day Kania entered the office. Nature is happy to be able to see Kania with a thin smile even if only from a distance. Nature didn't want to ruin Kania's mood this morning.
"Hay Kania!" The voice of a man greeted Kania from a distance. Nature saw the man approaching Kania, Nature clenched her hand that was behind her pants pocket, her chest felt hot from seeing the cania smile for the man.
"Now I know what you used to feel Deck" Inner Nature with her wistful gaze. The man who was the husband finally preferred to walk away.
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What team are you on? The Nature Team that will get Kania back or the Farel Team that will win Kania's heart?
Leave a trace in the comments column, right?
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