The Unperfect Marriage
I miss you without shame

"Aren't you allergic to rings?" tanya Dimas looked at Luna's finger.

"And, that's .. doesn't that belong to Aldo?" added again.

Luna simply showed a smile, glancing towards Aldo. Dimas knew it was a ring that often adorned the necklace around Aldo's neck, he saw several times when the man was not wearing a shirt while at home and found himself. Dimas did come, but no one knew but Aldo and God.

"What do you want to say?" ask Luna to Rena.

"I don't think it's necessary, I've seen it all. May you be happy" replied Rena for the first time smiling at Luna.

"Thank you" Luna said.

"I ate ya? it's a pity that it was in the message as well" he added dragging a plate closer towards him.

Perhaps there is no meaningful discussion, the ring has shown everything and the words of Dimas who seemed to tell about the circular ring. Luna ate what was served, no matter what the gaze towards her.

So greedy he enjoyed, that he could leave soon. It felt so strange to be at a table with two people in front of him, uncomfortable for longer to sit together. Dimas stared at Aldo, the man showing a look at the ring without changing though. "Can we talk up front, Do?" ask Dimas.

Aldo shook his head. "No, by the way here." Casualness.

Dimas takes in a breath, swallowing the salivary that hurts the throat. Perih, but no more pain than his heart at this time. "You seriously want to marry Luna? didn't you say that you'd never marry her, and that's enough of a relationship?" dimas asked, his lips trembling as if he was holding back anger and in excruciating pain.

"Yes" in short without explanation.

"Aldo!" yelled Dimas, inviting everyone's attention.

"Mas, we're in a public place again. Take care of your emotions," said Rena rubbing gently on Dimas's arm.

"okay! if you want to get married, kids are like me! that's her choice!" firmly Dimas held back furious.

"And you, Luna! please choose the children or Aldo! but obviously, you'll never get it all!" add Dimas.

Looking towards Aldo, smiling with his mouth filled with food. Luna devoured what was left on the plate, but she broke down the tears and continued to put food in. Aldo silently watched, letting for Luna to cry and relieving her heart. 

Outside, Dimas was about to head to his car but Rena prevented. He does not give permission for her to drive in a state of anger, Rena restraining Dimas steps. "Surge!" his firmness rounded both eyes perfectly, appearing red in bated rage.

"No! I don't want you to take the vehicle as angry!" no less resolute Rena.

"You want to hurt yourself? you think Luna will care if there's anything with you? no! he doesn't care about you, and you have to be aware of that! he chose Aldo, and everything I'm talking about is really about them, right?! you have to accept the reality!" back to Rena.

"I'm tired, Rena! help u! I beg of you, please, Rena! please don't interrupt my life again, whatever I'll give you, but please let me calm down my life! please, I beg you!" said Dimas put together a pleading palm.

Dimas shifted Rena's body, he opened the car door and entered. Tired, even very tired of the same problem. Again and again, the same woman and the same end. Until when does this have to continue? when does everything have to be like this? Dimas went to drive his vehicle, the driver approached Rena to drive him back.

As for what he said came out of his lips, he once again called Dimas nothing more than a foolish man who looked like there was no other woman in the world but Luna. Yes, women are many, but Dimas did not expect to have a relationship with anyone other than the mother of his children, a woman who had succeeded in teasing his heart for the first time.

"sickness, God. It really hurts" said Dimas tearfully, holding his chest with his right hand and still driving the vehicle.

It hurts, it hurts more to see loved ones want to be with others. The world seemed to collapse overhead, millions of blades raining down without forgiveness, the circumstances slammed him so strongly no matter how crumbling he had been all along.

Yes, he was already foolish to assume that letting go of Luna back then was the right decision. She was so stupid, for letting Luna get pregnant without her presence and preferring to be with Rena for the sake of peace and everyone. She was so stupid, had ignored Luna even Aulia was also her family.

Dimas knew all his stupidity, he received all the punishment during this time. But it seems that it is not enough, God seems to want to see him fight again and again. Not yet, not yet the time to be happy like the story of the existing romantic novel. No, God has not allowed that to happen.

Life is indeed not a novel story that is only filled with sweetness, where the conflict will be resolved in just one or two chapters. Nah! life is not like that. Many problems in reality cannot be solved so easily.

If life is likened to a novel, then everything will be more beautiful. But unlike that, there is a God who writes everything and man goes through with patience and sincerity. But apparently, it is very difficult to be applied in life. Dimas has tried, but he has failed repeatedly to work out his relationship with Luna.

Dimas paused on the side of the road, calming himself down before continuing on. It would not be good for him to drive under these circumstances, I don't know what will happen later if he has to impose. Regulating his breathing repeatedly, Dimas pressed his chest very strongly.