The Unperfect Marriage
(continued) it turned out to be this sick

~several minutes before Esa found Ola on Muaya~ beach

️ini pov from Esa's side

crying over regrets is pointless. You have to take action no matter the risk. He has to go to Makassar, if necessary he will prostrate at the foot of Andi Baso, even if his neck will be directly trampled by his father-in-law Esa will face it to prove that he really has repented and has loved Ola all his body soul.

determined to be unanimous, Esa beristighfar hundreds of times to maintain her sanity that almost floated a moment ago due to the tremendous pain attacking her soul so imagine her marriage can no longer be saved.

Esa stepped about to take her suitcase, in the next second a glimmer of hope filled the heart when she saw Ola's suitcase was still there beside her suitcase.his wife was still in Bali

his brain instantly twisted all the memories, trying to guess the place Ola might have visited.

Bali is a city that has many memories among them.accounted for in 11 months of marriage, Esa and Ola often spend free time on the island of the Gods. either with the initiative of the two of them or get a free vacation ticket from the Queen.in the second month of their marriage, the Queen, so Esa is tempted to give an inner living to the wife but even she is addicted when she knows the pleasure of making love with a halal partner, so Esa never complained when the Queen gave him a vacation ticket with Ola even though he previously had a promise to the Goddess.Esa even had fun because he could enjoy the new atmosphere when making love to his wife.

"wait, baby" Esa rushed out of the room once the one place with the highest percentage became Ola's current destination

Luckily Han has moved the same hotel as the one booked in Ola, Esa so young to use Han services during this emergency.

after a journey of about 20 minutes, the black Alphard car leased parked on the beach Muaya.

"don't get far from the car, just be careful if I want to turn you back is not here" the order in the form of a warning Esa catapulted before he got off the car

although visitors are not dense, but Esa was in trouble to find the existence of the wife. Ola is not in the usual place, nor is it visible in the shops. His legs were then led to the beach, and he was led to the beach, there are some couples who are seen sitting on the sand enjoying the dim light that emanates from the crescent moon.There are also some who look alone and then Esa came, maybe one of them is the wife

"sorry, sorry mbak, I was wrong" the fourth time he had approached a woman

"astaga, Ola was wearing purple clothes easily right.how can I approach people who wear black" his grunts cursed his beauty while continuing the steps along the beach

"didn't you come here, baby?" asked Esa so realized the possibility of Ola will not come to a place that has carved sweet memories between the two of them

Esa let out a long sigh, began to give up when her legs had very far stepped to the end, she ruffled her waist facing the beach with a look up towards the sky

"mas miss you, La. Where are you, baby?"

"mas will find you dear" his monologue again.he was preparing to shift from the beach Muaya to look for the wife in other locations.but, before turning his body, he was ready to move, the net caught far ahead there like there was a person, thoughtlessly with wide open eyes Esa stepped closer.

when the distance was only three steps away, Esa who initially wanted to immediately embrace the wife broke her intention when she heard his wife's babble on the sidelines of Isak crying

yeah, her Ola was crying so much, all alone.

"Lord, this is. really sick. can I give up. I don't think. want to die..."

The sentence successfully tore apart Esa's conscience.The fact that came out of the wife's mouth really proves that the cheating that Esa and Dewi played behind Ola made such a deep wound on the wife

"i'm sincere God, I'm sincere, but why does it feel so sick? people say that the pain will be less sincere, but why in me the pain is still the same?"

Esa squeezed his left chest to stimulate the performance of his heart to continue beating, his chest suddenly hot accompanied by a feeling of being gripped firmly in there. His ears even buzzed as soon as he heard the sentence after sentence the wife who turned out to be so badly injured as a result of his actions.

"i'm sincere, isn't God? the proof is that I did not ask you to avenge my pain on him. I did not ask karma to come down on them. I just ask for help to heal my pain only"

if only there was a proper retaliation for the male breng-sek like him, Esa would have relieved all the pain felt by the wife.as long as it was not a farewell. Esa will not be able to. could not bear it anymore Esa called the wife with her choked voice

"La?"

Esa did not expect Ola would hear it because the senses of the listener Esa himself did not hear too much sound coming out of his mouth, but unexpectedly, he said, the beautiful woman turned her head with a successful question that made Esa's defense collapse instantly

"you..find me?"

"so far, you will continue to find you dear, you are the place where you go home. How could you not find your own home, hm?" said Esa with a soulful belief that has been bathed with both knees in the sand in front of Ola

he plays the role of a criminal but why he also feels tremendous pain when his black net captures the face of his lover as messy as this due to tears.

how would the wife feel if she could be this sick?

"Bang-sat food! what have you done to this beautiful woman" In that instant Esa Ridho was once muted by Ola's uncle some time ago, even Esa will be pleased if Andi Baso really want to step on his neck

Seriate...