THE WHISPER OF LOVE
Missed Them

💌 Whisper of love 💌

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Joevanka stepped up to leave the kitchen, he went into his room and wept for himself there. Joevanka leaned his body on the door of the room and this sadness came back, he cried again. Land of his body slumped down.

Joevanka sat down and leaned his back against the door, he buried his face between his legs. His body trembled withstanding the shock of his body by the stifled sobs. Four months here, it's not easy for Joevanka. He keeps his grief from being seen by people. But reality? it turns out he's really the saddest in the world.

" I hope you don't shut up too much and make yourself look stupid. You're not the maid in this house. "

All that he did in order to cover up his sadness, so that he could forget the death of his parents. Really Joevanka doesn't want this. He will only repay the kindness of those who love him. Not wanting to look stupid and think of her as a maid. Her mom taught her to be able to return the favor if that person helped and helped us. We must have a way to repay them. Not because Joevanka wants to look stupid in front of them. Joevanka really doesn't want this. He returned to crying, since the death of his parents Joevanka does look crybaby. She is known as the most powerful and independent woman. But now that confidence just disappeared.

Joevanka looked up, staring at the picture of his parents who were deliberately hung on the wall of his room. All he could do was look at the picture, Joevanka's beautiful eyes crystallized back full of clear water that had fallen on his cheeks.

The tightness that squeezed his chest could not be hidden. Joevanka's a little sobbing.

Tightness and emptiness is what he felt. Joevanka's feeling right now is like yelling but not making a sound. He was ambushed by a painful longing. He wanted to hug his parents but it was impossible.

Joevanka walked to the table where he used to write. Yes, by removing the pen scratches, Joevanka can relieve his sadness. With tears joevanka began to write to release the longing that hit him. Sometimes he wipes his tears that slip down his diary.

*** When this longing comes crashing,

I can just sit here quietly.

Wish maybe you could come to hug me,

or just to say hello.

However,

The reality of this miss is not avenged

I can't hug right away

I can't speak directly

You have gone far away leaving me alone in this world.

Right now I can only wipe away the tears

and remember the remaining memories.

No effort and effort, though,

In addition to prayer.

For those of you I love who are gone....

Scratch by scratch ink creates meaningful rhymes

Trying to express but not using a voice.

Trying to tell a story but no longer wanting to tear up..

but this heart cannot

Miss ..indu..I can only miss ***

Joevanka could not continue writing. He closed the book violently. Joevanka's shoulders shook again, he kept his head down and closed his eyes. His gaze was weak, a few drops of tears fell onto the book.

His feelings are empty and painful. He really misses both his parents.

Suddenly I heard a knock on the door from outside.

Tok tok tok tok

" You why Joe? " samuel tilted his head and looked at Joevanka who lowered his head.

" Was it because of Ivannia's words, you cried ? " ask Samuel again.

Joevanka shook his head slowly, he hid his face more and he did not want to open his voice.

" Why are you crying? you can tell me Joe. I could be your confiding friend. Believe me, I'm not the kind of guy with a bucket mouth who gossiped about where. "samuel assured the joevanka with his words.

Hearing Samuel's words, Joevanka further buried his face, he restrained his smile from hearing Samuel's words. Seeing the behavior of Joevanka Samuel became a mistake. He scratched his head that was not itchy.

" Is there anything funny? I'm serious Joe! I wish you could think of me as your story friend ! " samuel said looking fixedly at Joevanka.

Looking at Samuel's gaze, Joevanka looked nervous. He threw his face away and looked the other way. Samuel took off his serious gaze and then he nodded in understanding.

" Hmmmm... won't answer yes? I seem to understand, you still doubt my sincerity, sorry if you don't want to tell me, I won't force it. "samuel said with a smile, but at the end of his sentence he was very disappointed. He understood, Joevanka did not want to share his story with him.

" No ! ummm.. I mean..." Joevanka hung up his sentence. He lowered his head again. Joevanka's eyes are back in glass. Samuel is still waiting for joevanka to speak.

" I miss my parents Samuel. " Joevanka finally told me. The sound of joevanka's voice quivered, it held a turbulent feeling in its chest. A feeling of longing for his parents that he could not describe. He looked up and saw Samuel now his face had turned sad.

" I cried because I missed them. To let go of my longing I couldn't Samuel, I couldn't visit their tomb. So all I did was cry and stare at their photos" said Joevanka in a voice that was stuck in her neck. She cried again and covered her face with both hands.

Samuel stepped slowly, and hugged Joevanka. His heart was so touched to hear the words of Joevanka. By reflex Joevanka returned Samuel's embrace.

He poured out all his sorrow in Samuel's chest. So that the tightness in his chest detaches all.

" I really miss them.." Isak Joevanka cried again, crying sounded bitter.

Samuel closed his eyes, and he felt the sadness of the joevanka. Of course he understood how the heart of this gentle girl was broken when both her parents died on the same day.

Samuel just kept quiet and let Joevanka cry. Samuel gently rubbed Joevanka's back. He did it repeatedly so that Joevanka felt calm.

While Ivander can only stand and stay glued to his place. He heard all the talk of Samuel and Joevanka. His feelings are currently mixed.

Ivander draws as much oxygen from his mouth and nose. He collects it in his lungs and exhales it all at once.

He caught his breath and walked back out of Joevanka's room.

At first Ivander only follows Samuel who has yet to appear when he is ordered by mommy to call Joevanka. Because it doesn't come. He went back up to see Samuel. Because dinner is time. Daddy can't wait long if it's about eating.

" Where's joevanka? " Said Anastasia was still busy arranging the table.

" A little while from mom! " said Ivander took a sitting position next to his Daddy. While Ivannia was busy replying to chats from her phone. Ivander looked at Samuel's arrival with Joevanka with an illegible look. Suddenly his face changed without expression.

" I'm sorry Aunty, we're late to get off. " Said Joevanka bowed her body and immediately took a sitting position beside Ivannia.

" It's okay baby, we haven't eaten yet." Anastasia smiled.

" Are you just Samuel's patrol team? " Ivander said raising half his eyebrows.

" Of course not, I want to quickly eat and enjoy the cuisine of Joevanka. " Samuel smiled smrik, he glanced at Joevanka and rolled one of his eyes. Seeing that Ivander was feeling off guard, he clucked in annoyance until heard by Joevanka.

Joevanka just kept quiet and lowered his head. He knew Ivander didn't like him very much. Seen from the attitude of Ivander who always keep a distance with him and always limiting if they talk.

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