
π Whisper of love π
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The next morning the sun began to shine brightly and some of the warm light entered through the window gap covered with hospital curtains. The weather was clear to the body of Joevanka who fell asleep in a hospital bed.
Joevanka slowly opened his eyes. He adjusted his vision and circulated his vision, it was clear that this was a hospital wall. Joevanka saw that his hand had been stuck in an intravenous needle.
He squinted his eyes at Ivander sleeping on the sofa in the hospital room.
" Did Ivander wait for me all night? " Inner Joevanka looked at Ivander peacefully asleep. Suddenly his lips lifted a smile. Yes Joevanka is smiling to see the figure he loves is in one room with him. Joevanka knows that she loves him very much. All things Ivander, Joevanka likes. Ivander was his first love. He could only see it in silence, Joevanka was already happy.
Joevanka forgot the incident last night that made him almost want to die from fear.
Joevanka touched his chest, so clearly it was made from his heart. He enjoyed the pounding until he made him smile to himself.
" If you know I love you so much, I'm so happy Ivander, even if you only think of me as a sister. " Joevanka caught her breath. " It's enough that I have this feeling, it doesn't matter to me, I know that you only love Delia. " Joevanka spoke to herself, her face looked sad .
Ivander blinked his eyes and saw that Joevanka had woken up from her sleep. Ivander. He remembered the doctor who said, it could have been the reaction of Joevanka's body again experiencing hypothermia.
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Their gazes met, they looked at each other for a split second like Joevanka's body was stung by electricity. His heart was pumped faster, his breathing was not careless. He immediately shifted his eyes. Joevanka is like a thief caught stealing.
" Have you woken up, Joevanka? "
Ivander immediately woke up from his sleep, approaching the hospital bed to see the state of Joevanka.
" What do you feel right now? Are you cold? or feel something else? " Tanya Ivander stretched out her hand to touch Joevanka's forehead. " Your body temperature is normal, last night you had hypothermia." said Ivander, smiling briefly and then arranging Joevanka's pillow to be comfortable.
Ivander's breathing was so close to his face. Joevanka can barely breathe. He swallowed his Saliva and blinked rapidly. Just this time feeling this closeness, Ivander usually just keep his distance and be quiet with his face stiff with no expression. It turns out Ivander has a warm and caring side. Unknowingly, Joevanka bit her lower lip. Joevanka can clearly see Ivander's face is so handsome, he really admits it. His nose is sharp, his skin is not too white. His jawline looks firm. Ivander is perfect for him. Joevanka caught his breath, feeling his heartbeat beat faster as Ivander leaned closer to Joevanka.
" How do you feel now, Joevanka? " Tanya ivander, raised her eyebrows and looked at the silent Joevanka in her daydream.
" I-I'm fine." replied Joevanka nervously and averted his eyes.
Ivander shifted the chair and sat down near Joevanka. He stared fixedly at the girl lying in the hospital bed.
" I want to ask, but you have to answer honestly. " Ivander said looking at Joevanka seriously, he sat down and crossed his arms.
" You want to ask what ivander is? " Tanya Joevanka knitted her eyebrows together she looked at the serious-looking ivander. Joevanka again felt the delicate pounding created from his heart when Ivander's gaze locked him.
" On campus yesterday? did something happen to joevanka? Why did you leave campus and not wait for me to come home? " Ivander said looking at Joevanka as intimidating.
" What does that mean? I don't know what you mean Ivander? " Joevanka said as if she did not understand what Ivander was saying. There was no need for Joevanka to report what Delia had done to him.
Ivander was seen grunting roughly, He propped up his chin with his right hand while raising his eyebrows. How could Joevanka not know what he meant.
" Sir Alex said you left campus in tears. I want you to be honest, is there someone bothering you? Is he a man? So that I could give her the calculations ", Ivander said firmly with a serious look.
Hearing that joevanka was silent, indeed before he came out of the main gate of the campus, Mr. Alex did greet him. But he didn't expect Alex to see him cry. Joevanka remained calm, he took a breath and returned to answer ivander's questions.
" You sure? Don't you make me know for myself what happened joevanka, you better say it now! " Ivander squinted his eyes at Joevanka, he still wished Joevanka to be honest.
" What ivander! nothing happened! " joevanka replied trying to convince Ivander, but Joevanka had started to doubt his words.
Ivander leaned his body against the chair while holding his chin. He looked back at Joevanka with a serious look.
" So nothing happened? " returned ivander pulled the side of her lips up, she looked at Joevanka with an illegible expression.
Joevanka just nodded slowly. He squeezed his hand and started to get nervous with Ivander's expression as if intimidating.
Ivander smiled disappointedly, there was no honesty from Joevanka. Ivander took a heavy breath and his gaze stared straight at the hospital window.
" So my guess is right, did you accidentally walk out of college? " Ivander turned to Joevanka. " While you don't know the way home, Joevanka? " Ivander said with a cold face.
Hearing that word, Joevanka as if dead fleas. His facial expression changed. Ivander smiled wryly, noticing the change in face from the silent Joevanka unable to answer. Ivander was so sure something must have happened on campus yesterday. But Joevanka wasn't honest with him. The thing that ivander hates the most. Ivander let out his breath in annoyance.
Ivander kept waiting to look at Joevanka to be honest with him.
" Did you do it on purpose? To get attention, to have everyone worry about finding you joevanka, is that what you want? " Ivander said grinning sharply to the point that Ivander's lips were raised briefly. Ivander, however, did not like the lies. Moreover, it concerns the life that endangers joevanka.
The sound of lightning strikes as if ringing in the ear of joevanka, Joevanka's face stiffened. He was frozen in the hospital bed. He closed his mouth while squeezing his hands so tightly. That word seemed to hit his heart.
" I'm really disappointed Joevanka, I didn't think you'd intentionally do any of this, to the point of risking your own life.Just to get mommy's attention, who asks you every day and worries about you? I think there are still many other searches and it doesn't have to be like this" said ivander in a sullen tone, his gaze so cold.
Hearing that, it was like a slap that stuck without pain. Joevanka smeared his lips, he pressed on the upper and lower lips to cover his sadness. Those words had already torn his heart. He didn't expect Ivander to be able to judge him that far. He is unable to defend himself. His heart was so sick as it was being held by a large hand that it made him feel tight. Joevanka's eyes are already glazed. Her lips trembled, Joevanka exhaled her breath in a brick.
" I hope this is the last time, you're worrying me, Joevanka. I hope not to let daddy and mommy figure this out. " Ivander immediately got up from his seat. He clenched his hands out of the hospital room. Ivander is disappointed, Joevanka is not being honest with him. Brian immediately got up when he saw Ivander coming out.
" Don't forget to check out Brian today! " Said Ivander stepping towards the hospital canteen. He left Joevanka alone. To reflect on his mistake.
While Joevanka closed his mouth, his breathing began to irregular, his nose began to feel sore. The urge to shed tears cannot be denied. Tears from earlier in his seat just spilled.
The words Ivander spoke again in joevanka's ear. It hurts and leaves a heart-wrenching scar.
He cried even more, he tilted his body. Her tears continued to wash over the pillow. His shoulders closed his eyes, his gaze weak and he spoke.
" I don't care if you hurt my heart Ivander ! it's up to you to think of me as what. It doesn't matter to me, if you keep ignoring me. You don't have to look at me, I'm fine and I won't be disappointed. I know your love wasn't made for me. I would look at your back from a distance and always say in my heart that I love you, always love you. I will whisper this love at all times and say your name in my prayers. " Joevanka said as he pleased, back clear water dripping on the cheeks of joevanka.
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