We Start From the Beginning
Kevin's Feelings .

The sun rose beautifully in the sky, the dark night changed with the bright sun, the face confused Monik for having to leave Gavin with a bad state , while he had to go out of town for a photo shoot that did not know until when .

" Flo "call the moniker when Flo just came in, Gavin's eyes looked at the little girl standing up with a squishy face .

Without any answer, Flo sits at the dinner table picking up a plate of rice and side dishes, he acts as if nothing will happen .

" flo" calls the moniker again, which only gets a look from Flo with a mouth full of food .

" flo actually I want to ask you something, but the time is not enough so flo auntie tidip om gavin ya, aunty must go because of the photo shoot "monik said .

While Flo was still sitting while devouring his food and staring at Monik as if hearing all his explanations, he looked very adorable, but behind that face was a cut wound .

" flo did you hear it "ask the Monik who answered a nod this time .

" thank you dear "the moniker that immediately embraced kissing Flo and turned to say goodbye to Gavin in the same way the difference between the kiss was not on the cheek alone but also on the lips Gavin , ' he said , after that he left in a hurry.hunt .

Without any conversation in the dining room it was just the sound of the clangs of spoons and dishes from Flo who was eating , the girl seemed to be so hungry that she continued to grow and did not know how many times this might be the fourth time , Gavin only saw what the girl was doing without any curiosity to ask or just a stale .

After the meal was over, Flo cleaned the table and washed the tableware, then he went to the room, not long after he came out with a flask and a bag that was on his chest .

" o've been drinking obatkan earlier, if Flo has left for college maybe flo will go home tonight because flo must visit aunt rose do not forget to eat and take medicine, ' he said , oh yes the ointment do not forget to wear so that his face back handsome " said Flo after that he left without waiting for an answer from Gavin first .

How could he behave like that while inside, after coming out and closing the door he felt only wounds and tears were soaking his cheeks .

After quite wiping his tears he walked away and arranged a smile .

Under Kevin was waiting for him, without talking Flo directly into the car .

" sister I don't want to go to college" said Flo when the car was running, there was no answer from the driver, Kevin continued to focus on the road .

Hospital

Honestly Ken doesn't want Rose to know he's afraid that it's going to hurt his health, but not with Rose who keeps asking questions and wants to know , it's not Rose's name if she doesn't get what she wants .

With Ken forced to tell everything Flo has told him, he surprised Rose when he found out what happened .

" god" said Rose with tears in her eyes .

" so cruel is this life" said Ken .

A beautiful sight seen from above , Flo sat down with Kevin beside her there was no sound of the two wanting to speak , only a gust of wind that felt a little tight , ' he said , making long hair Flo fly .

They were sitting where the kites were, both sitting on the green grass that was swaying - swaying by the wind, the sky filled with the kites that were flying there .

" brother kevin doesn't work "

" i don't let me come to the office, there's still Felix there "

" hem if I'm having a problem" Kevin replied with his eyes still staring straight .

Hearing that answer Flo turned her head and looked towards Kevin .

" what problem "

" i don't know but I'm not sure about this "

" means "

" i'm still confused by my feelings , do I really love her , I think it's her answer if I really love her but I don't dare say it even to have it "

" why "

" he belongs to someone else, at first I will take it but .. he loves the owner, even he will fight to get it it it makes me collapse because I will just love him in silence " kevin looked back at the girl who was staring at him at this moment .

" doesn't you want to fight to get it "

" how 'bout, with him who fights for others "

" if you really love her, get her "

" i'm afraid that if I've tried then the harsh reality that comes to me with him has got what he wants "

" hemm .. surely it was very painful" said Flo again looking ahead .

Silence again enveloped him who thought about the problems of his own life - alone .

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after helping Gavin, Kevin comes out to follow Flo and Ken and his wife, somehow seeing Flo come out like that makes Kevin anxious for him .

He went and caught up with them at an above-average pace, at first he did not know where to go but he started with the nearest hospital .

Fortunately when he got there he saw a new Ken car coming in .

After parking his authority he walks after Ken and Flo who are walking into the hospital, but his steps are stopped because of the nurses who block his way due to carrying a seriously injured patient, epertina he had an accident, as a result he was left behind Flo Ken who disappeared somewhere .

Now he is confused to walk down the aisle of the hospital looking for the whereabouts of Flo , continue to walk with eyes that continue to search until he sees the figure he is looking for sitting together with his uncle .

He was quite relieved and walked about to get closer but his steps stopped when he heard Ken and Flo talk, somehow his heart hurt .

His steps no longer go forward he turns and leaves just like that .

I thought I had a loophole to get it after I realized I was starting to love her but after what you said I wanted to keep all my desires either better or not .