Being a Savings Wife
Why Is It Hard to Say Love?

He should have said love, expressing the uneasiness that had lodged in his heart. Anxious when mentioning Laura's name, agitated when remembering Laura all over the place. Yes, for several days his mind was haunted by a woman he had known for a long time and had officially become his wife. However, why the word love is difficult to get out of his lips. Diko did not intend to ignore Laura, he deliberately tried to be at peace with himself, recognize the contents of the heart and convince if the whole niche of this heart was filled Laura who from the beginning he rejected his presence.

What is this feeling? His eyes, ears, all his organs ached seeing that someone else was staring at Laura. Wh why? Could he be jealous? Jealous why? Maybe he has started to love? But why is it so hard to say? Again, he was cowardly and too afraid of losing for the umpteenth time. Diko had already grasped a rose but, her hand was pierced by thorns. What if this woman leaves too?

"Don't go, Laura. You said you wanted to help me love you?"

Laura dropped Diko's hand from her cheek, she wiped the remains of tears using the back of her hand. Why is it so hard to understand this man?

"Free .. no matter how hard I help and try. It will all end in vain because you have not been able to make peace with yourself. I don't want to try to be better just to draw your sympathy, if you love me then, say love. If not .. I stop here so throw away your unwarranted jealousy."

The first time Laura spoke softly, there was no smile, no hospitality on her face. No, is patience not the limit?

"I am not a woman who is endowed with abundant and limitless patience." These tears come out again. Let it! Let him express his heart. Laura exhaled a breath that felt tight in the chest. "Huh! Yes ... I am indeed a seductive woman, I managed to tease you until you were willing to marry me, you think I love you so much?"

Diko's jaw hardened, the small veins on his forehead had begun to look, he just silently listened to Laura's babble.

Laura was not afraid she forced a smile and held onto both of Diko's shoulders. Laura stood on her tiptoes and whispered. "This seductive woman is just doing her job of seducing you and turning your property to my papa. My father has even long branded me a seductress."

Laura returned to her original position, her palms playing on Diko's face, hitting and slapping small at will. "I'm used to hearing it but, today it hurts so much when it's spoken from your lips, I just realized that you've never thought about my feelings so, let me do the same."

Diko doesn't take it if Laura plans to stay away from him. "I'm sorry."

"No. .. Your apologies are only to restore the situation, not to recover my feelings." Laura ran until she found a large room that Diko might have prepared to be their restroom.

His cries grew, he sat on the floor and cursed this situation?

"Why? Why is it like this?" He hit his chest that felt tight.

***

Three hours had passed, Diko was still passing by in front of Laura's room, knocking, calling and waiting for the door that was still tightly closed. He repeatedly ruffled his hair. "A difficult-to-understand aura or am I overreaching?" Diko felt guilty for making Laura think of her father.

"Laura, open the door."

Silent.

"Laura, you don't want to eat?"

Silent.

"Huh! Ok be patient and try again." murmured Diko. "Laura .. mama's looking for you."

"Don't bring mom!" laura shouted from the room.

Diko gets a fresh breeze. "Don't be like a child, let's talk" he said.

"Go away, I want some rest!"

"Your stomach is empty, don't sleep. Daniel and Tiara just called, he invited us to dinner at his house instead of being rude about kit----

FLECKISH

The door opened from the inside, Laura had already stopped crying even, had already finished bathing. "You lied?" the accusation.

Laura was still angry and disappointed, she tried to ignore Diko. Learn to defend and prepare the heart if one day the distance between them widens, hopefully he is strong if the separation happens. Why wait for something uncertain? He loves Diko but he does not want to be blinded by love.

Diko shook her head for sure. "No, get ready." Diko grabbed Laura by the shoulder and invited her into the room.

"Deliver!"

"Don't get angry, get old soon." Diko opens the closet and chooses a dress for Laura. "Wear this." He handed her a beautiful blue dress that dangled to her ankles.

By nightfall, they arrived at the courtyard of Tiara's house. Laura still tightly locked her mouth, not asking as much as usual.

"Open the door!" ketus Laura, he was angry because Diko was still locking the car door.

"You're beautiful but when you're angry, your sleepiness can go away." Diko touched Laura's cheek. "When are you angry?"

Laura lazy talk.

"You want a present?"

"Whatever!"

Diko gives up persuading and does not want to make Laura's mood more chaotic, finally he let Laura out.

"Why women when it's hard to seduce? Already praised, do not want to melt, the answer is up." He followed Laura from behind.

***

The lump of flesh in the womb of Tiara has now begun to grow and God has given his life to his future son, the Lord, tiara's stomach grew bigger with the help of sophisticated medical devices they could hear the heartbeat and sex of her child.

Tiara is expected to give birth to a baby boy in a matter of a few months. Daniel could not wait to welcome her. He has also prepared a special room for baby boy favorite whiz, complete with toys and all the needs of the baby, what will his son be like?

"Mas, I'm getting fat. You still love me, right?" how many times did the question come from his lips. The face, body, hands, stomach and legs are getting bigger.

"No ... Pregnant women are beautiful, baby. Like you, your motherly aura is increasingly visible, your patience and maturity also increase, no longer angry yes .. although now often cringe and cry for no reason."

"You're complaining." Tiara pinched the thigh of Daniel who was sitting beside her. "That's why you don't work let me not sulk." He turned back to Daniel.

Daniel hugged and rubbed Tiata's stomach from behind. He rested his chin on Tiara's shoulder. "Mas bule papa candidate is not complaining, Mas just answer your question. You should know that, nothing can change this love even though we have undergone physical changes. The hair is gray, the skin is wrinkling, the body is beginning to bend, my love remains the same and intact for the Pearl" whispered Daniel.

Tiara is moved, the pregnancy hormones make her feel quickly changed, sad, angry and happy at the same time. Luckily Daniel was always patient with it. Tiara slid into Daniel's arms even though her stomach was stuck, but she still felt the warm embrace of her husband.

"I love you, husband," Tiara blushed.

"Love you to, my wife." Daniel kisses the Tiara.

Is it as easy as saying love? Daniel and Tiara did not realize that there had been a couple who were fighting standing not far from them.

'Why is it so hard to say love?' inner Diko.

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Women if it has been tugging, have been able to stand still for days😂

The visuals of Diko and Laura were uploaded on Violla536.