Being late in love
Explain
I put my foot into the cafe, my feelings mixed. I sat in the back garden chair and told Lisa I didn't want to be disturbed.
For a long time I sat contemplating my fate, why is it always like this? Am I not worthy of being with Rizal?
Where is my fault, actually? I dropped my head on the table, tears rolled down my smooth cheeks, I closed my eyes, I was tired today, my mind was swirling.
"Why is Miss so moody?" Suddenly Rizal was beside me.
"Hi Mas," I lifted my head and cleaned my tears, "Let's sit."
"Yes imaksih. We are like children, there are problems not solved well but instead blurred. Why did you run away? and why are you turning this ring around?" He took out the green-eyed ring.
"Hana does not want to be the third person again Mas, Hana just want to retreat from the events that then repeated again. Hana no longer wants to love but hurt Mas, let God take care of Hana's heart so as not to hurt.hahaha" I laughed but my heart twitched.
"Before I apologize to you, I haven't called you this week, I've had a lot of business. So I'm gonna finish it one by one."
"Yes, Hana knows. Oh yeah, I was here on Monday?"
"Yes, but I left immediately after hearing your ex-husband ask for a referral."
"Mas just being there?
"Yes." Yeah."
"So what's the conclusion?"
"You want to talk to your ex-husband again and get married to another man? Sorry Hana, I can't afford to be just a stepping stone."
"Makanya Mas looking for another woman and ninggalin Hana that's it?" Collapsed defense...
"You misunderstood me, she's my cousin Rani, my mother's sister's son, she's having trouble with her husband. So he told me his problem to ask my opinion.
"Oh...." Reply origin.
"Just oh, yeah?" Rizal frowned his eyebrows.
I smiled bitterly at him. So what am I supposed to say? don't you understand how I feel right now?
"Is Miss Hana starting to get jealous of Mr Rizal?"
"Why not answer? Are you getting jealous?" she teased me
"What should be jealous of ma9s? If he's just your cousin.."
"Mas???" tanyanya's confused. "Since when?"
"Why? Doesn't the master like it? You're older than Hana, so you can call Hana Mas aja,"
"Can..malah nice.."
I smile as well as him. Long we were silent in each other's minds.
"Nobody you want to explain to me?"
"What?" I'm confused
"About your feelings and your plans with your ex-husband."
"Mas didn't want to ask and listen to Hana, why did Hana explain?" I asked back.
"But now I'm asking you.."
"Where did you want to hear it first?" I asked Rizal.
"How do you feel about me?"
"Hana was nervous when Mas did not love the news with Hana, Hana thought maybe Mas was just joking around with Hana, so well.as much as possible Hana neutralizes the feeling of confusion.
"So you're starting to have the same taste?"
"Maybe.."
Rizal smiled at me, ah.. I can't stand that smile, why is it so sweet? made my heart jump.
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