Between Sense and Wound
Fearfulness

Vin returned to his room, bringing the food he had bought,

But there was no Naera in the kai room only a kai lying on the bed.

"sir papah, not sleeping" he shook his head, Vin put the paper bag containing the food on the table, sitting to the left of his son. Vin rubbed his head slowly.

"moment mana, na"

"Good in the bathroom"

Vin be oh ria

"Have eaten"

Kai nodded in response

The sound of the door squealing signifies that Naera is done with her business

The couple's gaze met but Naera quickly lowered her gaze, walking closer to kai with a smile so sincere on her face

"Why haven't you slept yet" asked Naera

"Not drowsy mah"

"You mamah bacain fairy tale"

Kai nodded enthusiastically

Naera joined the bed, unwilling to talk to Vin who had been watching him since, as well as Vin.

5 Minutes after the story, Kai finally went to sleep, in Naera's arms. The atmosphere became awkward between the two.

Naera gets off the bed, picks up a jacket with a car key in the closet, intending to get out for food

"Where are you going" asked Vin

"You're looking for a little meal"

"I've bought the food we ate together"

Naera put back her car keys, opened the paper bag containing the food inside her

They ate together, without any warm talk like before. Only spoons and forks clashed with each other, sometimes also clearly heard the sound of a wall clock in the room kai

"Nae"

"Hem"

"Sorry I yelled at you"

"No problem forget it"

"I was really emotional when Dr. Clara said she was crying alone in her room"

No Answer Naera was still focused with her food reluctantly staring at Vin

"Nae"

"What Vin, you want me to be rich"

"Nae I'm sorry for yelling at you I didn't mean, I was just too emotional"

"Yes Vin, no papa, now finish your food"

Vin caught Naera drowning his face on his wife's shoulders

"Click don't be like this, don't be silly, I'm sorry"

There was a clear breath from Naera

Naera turned her body to Vin, replied to Vin's embrace,

..............

Because the patient's bed is not too big, Vin sleeps on the sofa, Fortunately Sofanya is quite large so Vin can sleep comfortably, while Naera sleeps in the bed with kai

At 2 am Naera woke up feeling her throat dry.

Naera approaches Vin confirming the blanket that only covers the legs of Vin, Naera also rubs Vin's hair slowly, Vin said,

When he wanted to return Naera was surprised by Vin who suddenly held his hand.

"Vin, why"

Vin patted the empty Sisi next to him, asking Naera to join him

"Here" said Vin

"Where to load Vin"

"Make baby, here"

Finally Naera obeyed Vin's words, joined on the couch,

Vin hugged Naera tightly in his arms, his legs locking Narea's legs, their positions now facing each other, Naera seeking warmth in the chest of Vin's field. Sometimes Vin put a kiss on Naera's head.

"Vin"

"Hem"

"What a darling"

"Don't snap me again yeah, honestly my heart hurts, I'm used to your mom's snaps but if you're the one who snapped honestly I'm not strong Vin"

"I'm sorry" Vin said, filled with guilt

...........

Today Naera's parents who came to visit kai, the atmosphere of the room clearly felt warm laughter kai even heard clearly in Naera's hearing.

Kai joked with his grandfather. Their sense of humor was the same, Naera and Vin smiled from afar looking at those who were cool at joking from a distance.

"Nae, I went to the office yes, there was a meeting because, actually I want to be here, but the meeting also can not be delayed again, I need to go home quickly today"

Naera nodded, as usual their ritual before Vin left for work, Vin always gave a kiss on Naera's forehead.

Vin also said goodbye to his in-laws, after his exit.

"Nae"

"Yes mah"

"You told Vin about your pain"

"Yet mah"

"Why, he's your husband, he loves you, he needs to know"

"nae's afraid of mah"

"Fearful?"

"Fear Vin will go after a sick woman's nae"

"Vin loves you nae, Vin is sincere"

Naera looked down at her two hands that were fused together.

"Either mah, Naera was confused"

"Donor yesterday why" this time his father asked.

"His family suddenly refused"

"mah"

"Why son"

"So I can't get a donor if I can still survive"

"Just keep your words nae, don't just talk carelessly"

"Finally, I feel the pain I'm getting worse mah"

The mother hugged her youngest daughter.

"i'm just afraid I can't see you grow up to be a grown man"

"Naera was afraid she could not bring happiness to Vin mah"

Naera sobbed in the mother's arms. Destiny played her.

"Naera was afraid that one day Naera would never see you again"

"Naera was afraid she couldn't get up again from Naera's fainting"

"You'll heal, baby, you're sure"

"mamah is sure you can see your son growing up, mamah is sure you will live happily as a family"

Whether what will happen in the future, no one knows we as humans can only surrender to the destiny that already exists

Either her life destiny ended happily, or it ended the other way around.

Naera suffers kidney damage, now Naera only survives with one kidney in her body, Naera donates one kidney to the person she loves Siyapa again if not Kevin areksa her own husband.

Whether fate has been prepared for him , a few months after marriage, Vin fell ill, unconscious , Naera only knew that her husband was sick with kidney failure, she needed a kidney donor right then and there, without a doubt Naera donated one kidney to Vin, without the knowledge of Vin or her husband's family, except for Hana, Jevan, and her parents.

When Vin fell ill, his brother was on vacation in Paris.

Naera pleads with the three of them not to tell Vin and his in-laws about this, but Naera is afraid that her in-laws will ask Vin to leave her after learning that Naera is only living with one kidney in her body.

After that day Naera survives with the one kidney that she has, but things get worse for Naera, her body can't if it only lives with one kidney, but,

His health declined, his weight decreased drastically, headaches because of the effects of pain can come when Naera felt exhausted.

Only one hope Naera gets a kidney donor for herself.

It has been repeatedly actually Naera almost in surgery but there are problems, such as a few weeks ago the donor suddenly refused to donate his child's kidney

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