Between Sense and Wound

Between Sense and Wound
Daisy Flower


The flashback


"nae I'm home"


"i am in the bathroom"


"iyaaa" cried naera from inside the bathroom


Vin waits in front of the bathroom door, waits for naera with Daisy in his hand, the flower is naera's favorite flower.


"jeez Vin, you startled me, why are you standing there"


naera takes off the tie that stuck her husband's neck, Vin continues to smile with a hand that still hides the Daisy flower for Naera


"you want to take a shower first, if you want to eat first"


Vin did not answer he stole a kiss on naera's left cheek, his lips continued to show a charming smile there


"you're why Vin, the smile continued from earlier"


"guess what I brought you"


"emm, bring it" naera seemed to think but her hand just grabbed the flower that Vin was hiding


"well, you cheated, didn't I say guess first baby"


Vin clucked irritably as he sat on the edge of the bed, while Naera sipped in the Daisy flower that Vin had brought.


"Old Vin, I've been curious "Vin pulled naera to get closer to him, now Naera is in front of Vin, Vin stroked naera's distended stomach, naera,


"honey look at your mommy, so naughty" naera stroked Vin's hair,


"honey niyh story " Vin refused to chimed, he prefers to hug naera waist, naera,


"nae our son kicked "Vin raised his face enthusiastically, naera just nodded then smiled


"father, play ball in there"


"not pah, Ade again watch the tournament" naera replied with a voice made, Vin bertubi landed a kiss to his wife's stomach.


"thank you, baby "


"yes, you like it?"


"Like it, thank you dear"


" yes, here " Vin patted his thigh, asking Naera to sit on his lap, naera according


"Weight yaa" naera asked because Vin had gaping when Naera was already on his lap


"a little bit "


"yeah, there is already this, your son "naera pointed at his stomach, did not accept Vin call it heavy


"Look, yeah, I'm kidding


"you love me not Vin" a silly question arrived naera said, Vin raised one eyebrow confused


"loh ko nanya that, yes of course I love you very much nae "


"seriously, you have no intention to find a woman outside right, because now I'm pregnant "


Vin laughed softly, he grabbed his hair, and stole a kiss on naera's lips


"promise, nothing else "


"promise, and there will never be another "


flashback off


In the end Ali relented, he let Vin into his daughter's room, Vin replaced the withered flowers with Daisy's favorite naera flowers. Vin then sat down next to Naera who was still at home closing his eyes, one hand naera he held, one hand,


"nae, look I brought your favorite Daisy flower"


"you don't want to see the flowers, the flowers are less beautiful than you nae"


Vin rubbed Naera's head, the corner of his eyes again released fluid, guilt increasingly enveloped the recesses of his heart, seeing the state of naera that does not exist shows a sign of healing


"sorry I'm nae, sorry I've broken the promise I made, sorry I hurt you nae, do I still deserve your forgiveness, I still have a chance to fix everything"


"naee sorry, we shouldn't have come to the show in the first place, we should have stayed at home and I shouldn't have asked you to attend"


"you are so disappointed with me nae, until now you are reluctant to open your eyes, you are not kangen kai, you are not Kesian with our son nae, every day he cries longing for his mother's embrace, his mother's arms, his mother's arms, his mother's, you can be angry with me nae, but don't make kai feel the mistake I made nae"


Vin rubbed naera's flat stomach with his eyes inundated.


"if time can be reworked, I will take you away from here with kai nae, we will live happily without interference from anyone, but unfortunately everything has happened, our son even refuses to survive, he'd rather go than have a parent like me nae"


"quickly realize dear I really miss you, I miss everything about you, I will never ask for an explanation Why you prefer to be silent rather than explain everything, I'm aware of the deep wounds I've given you"


"you want to go to Korea, don't you want to watch a concert, ice?, I promise I'll take you to Korea, I promise "


Vin kissed Naera's head.


....


The day goes on but Naera is not also aware of his long sleep, every day Vin always comes to replace the Daisy flowers displayed in the room naera, Vin, exactly one month Naera lay in a hospital bed.


after Vin's office picked up his son, they were the same to the hospital to meet naera, when he arrived at the naera room, Vin helped kai replace Daisy naera flowers.


Naera's state is still the same as the day before, kai sat on Vin's lap, the little boy could not bear to hold his cry, kai cried to see his mother's condition, heard the sound of kai's cry, kai's cry , made Vin also shed his tears.


"don't cry dear, doa'in mamah to heal quickly, mamah ga like kao kai nangis rich gini"


"father, Kai wants to be in the hold of mamah, kai kangen mamah, kai wants MAMAHH pah"


"yes son, yes, we pray'in mamah well let it heal quickly"


"naera is a good woman, I've taken her like my own sister" Ken, who was bari, arrived to sit in front of Vin


"Naera wants to get well, every month naera does the dialysis, her kidneys are damaged, she needs a kidney that is suitable for her, naera is very eager to heal, naera is afraid to leave you, she said, naera wants to live longer with you, she wants to see kai grow into a grown man, she wants to be there for you"


Ken stared at the sky of the room, holding back his tears from coming out


"Naera loves her family so much, I don't know what makes you think that if naera played with your relationship, naera loved you so much, she came to beg me to donate her kidney for you at that time, every night naera prayed, she cried asking for your healing, so unfortunately naera on you, naera sincere woman, I can feel her sincerity on you"


Vin silenced, he listened to everything the doctor said, every sentence from Ken, was able to cut his heart, so that at this time he was considered a crybaby man, because his tears kept flowing, so that he could see that his eyes were still flowing, let him now be considered a weak man, for his shoulders are no longer able to be upright.


"Naera always said with me, she wanted to be healed, she didn't want to leave people she loved so much, she didn't want to hurt them with her disappearance, until the last few months, she said, naera rarely met me for treatment, no matter what happened to her, I did not ask her the reason when she came back to see me, her eyes were soft, there was no kink I used to see, his condition is declining, he just said, if the end of this is so missed you "


***while waiting for this story up you can stop by read my other story title (" SURROGATE MOTHER" AND NOT YOU I WANT")


it's not me I want "to be finished ya gess


if "substitute mother" is still running***