Between Sense and Wound

Between Sense and Wound
Daffa's hug


Naera walks a little nervously because of the incident some time ago in her room, actually naera still does not want to meet Daffa because of the incident last night , but inevitably naera must immediately submit the files that he has completed to be signed by Daffa.


" get in" naera tried to neutralize her heartbeats that were no longer there.


"Here are the files" the man simply nodded without looking at Naera's face.


"that's how I got out first daf"


"sit"


"haa"


"sit down" Daffa repeated his command


"this is a monthly report that you have also recapped, right ?"


"yes, everything is already there daf, just sign you"


"ok"


Daffa flipped through the report, carefully examining one by one the writings that were there, while Naera became confused as to why Daffa asked her to sit down but was ignored.


"Daf's there again, if there's nothing I want to go back to the room" daffa finally raised his face, put down the pen he used, Daffa stared in a bead naera confused.


"why?"


"why?' naera frowned confused by the daffa statement


"why don't you ever say that you're still a wife "that question she always avoids.


again, Naera had trouble swallowing her saliva


"sorry daf, but on the CV I wrote that I am a married woman"


true, naera did write clearly his biodata there, but because of naera's recommendation from jehan, a friend of the daffa trust, the, so daffa without hesitation accepted him as a private secretary because daffa was sure Jehan would not just ask him to accept naera in his company.


naera could clearly hear a sigh of frustration from Daffa


"Yes it's all my fault, I should have never been in love with anyone's wife from the beginning"


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naera's eyes were perfectly patterned, she did not know what kind of response to Daffa.


"iya nae, yes, I love you nae, I have long felt this for you, I have long kept this taste for you, I hold it until I find the right time" daffa stopped, he looked down at the report that was still open before him, the corner of his lips raised creating a sliced smile on his face


" but it was the harsh reality that I got, you were still the wife of the person" Daffa raised his face, looking at the silent Naera hearing his confession.


Daffa grabbed Naera's fingers on the table, and held the cold hand, Without any rejection from Naera.


"may I be jealous of her, I'm honest if I don't like seeing her close to you"


Daffa stood up, moved to stand before Naera who also stood up. Daffa put Naera's hand in front of his chest,


"do you feel it nae"


"Hem, can you feel how crazy my heart beats when it's close to you"


Daffa eroded the distance between them, he could no longer bear the pain in his heart, after knowing that the woman he loved still belonged to the right person, daffa lost all hope of living happily with Naera.


as for Naera, the woman was in a daze, she did not know what to respond to everything, naera froze in place, raising her hand to push Daffa's body away.


Daffa stroked Naera's hair, without the woman knowing Daffa was crying in silence.


"d__daf" Daffa reduced his embrace, staring in Naera's face. Daffa tilted his head eroding the distance between their faces, but Naera quickly moved away from Daffa


"ma__sorry daf, I have to pick up kai" naera did not wait for an answer from Daffa, she came out of the Daffa room, leaving the man still in his place.


...


today Naera who arrived first to pick up kai, naera sat in the same place as last night, her mind confused, how she had to face Daffa after all Daffa confessions to her, it felt like naera wanted to resign from her job, it was too hard to be eye-to-eye with Daffa to be around her as usual.


naera looked down at her clutched hands, without her noticing Vin had been sitting next to her.


"nae" naera is shocked to hear Vin's call, but Vin is ordinary


"Gosh Vin, you almost got me a heart attack


Vin frowned, staring in Naera's face, Vin had known Naera for a long time, they lived as a couple for a long time, Vin knows there's really something the woman next to him is thinking, their marriage problem? it was obvious.


"you're why, there's a problem"


"huh"


"why?, there's a problem"


"don't do it, in the office a lot of work"


"emm"


Silent for a moment, then Vin spoke again


"we live together, one roof, sleep, eat, together, long enough nae, I can understand from your face alone, without you saying, I understand something is stuck in your mind"


"Vin, ti___" Naera's speech was cut off, Vin first refuted it, repeating what he was going to say.


"You shouldn't know everything about me Vin, our relationship now, is different" Vin memorized the sentence naera always said. Vin laughed blandly beside Naera who was astonished to see his behavior, had not finished his problem with the man in the office, now Naera must be faced with the husband who will soon become his ex.


"I won't ask Nae, you calm down, I just want you to change the look on your face, put a carefree face in front of our child, lest he could also sense something was wrong with his mother" Vin then stood up, leaving naera to approach the child who started walking out of his class.


"kai, here son" called Vin, and he ran to greet his father's hand


"son papah, must be tired yaa" kai nodded in Vin's arms, Vin did not pay attention to naera who was still sitting in the same chair, he just passed, only after naera tailed behind.


naera really went home first and went home with Vin, naera could not if she had to meet Daffa now.


Vin will not ask Naera anything, even though in his head he has been filled with questions for Naera, but Vin can stand as much as possible, vin just does not want naera to repeat the same word again.


Vin holds his exhausted son inside the house, while Naera carries a kai bag.


"Vin you've eaten" Vin shook his head preparing to return to the office.


"You want to eat at home, I'll cook if you want to wait a minute ?" Vin nodded and did not return to the office.


naera immediately put up her eproun, tying the origin of her hair up.


vin prefers to go into the room.