CANDRAMAYA STORY
Part 15: The Ghost of Gendhis

From that moment on I strengthened my faith, I strengthened my heart and asked the creator for forgiveness. What I never thought happened was that Gendhis was present in my dream, but he showed me his beautiful form. But behind her beautiful face I can see a deep sadness. I tried to get him to communicate.

“I'm sorry, my presence makes you uncomfortable. I just want to ask for help so I can go quietly”

“What can I do for mbak Gendhis?”

“Please convey to Anggoro my apology”

“Can't Genthis deliver it himself?”

“I'm afraid that if Anggoro won't forgive me, I've betrayed him”

“I'm sure bu Anggoro will forgive mbak Gendhis, not only that mbak, mbak Gendhis also have to apologize to father mbak Gendhis” After hearing my speech, mbak, I could see Gendhis shedding his tears. Regrets that keep him stuck in a world he shouldn't be in.

I woke up from my sleep, and realized that what I had just experienced was just a dream, a dream that was really real. I glanced at the clock located on Desi's makeup desk, the clock already showing at three in the morning. I intend to take ablution and perform two rakaats. I walk towards the well, draw water for the cold water of the well water does not fade my intentions.

I finished taking my leave back to Desi's room, but when I got to Desi's doorstep I was like hearing Desi's grandfather talking to someone. Ahhh may be Desi's mother, I tried to ignore her but somehow I felt curious. I opened the door to Desi's grandfather's room a little, just to make sure that the one inside was really Desi's mother. But I was surprised when what I saw was not Desi's mother but rather Gendhis's mother who was resting under the feet of Desi kekek while saying sorry many times. It would be inappropriate for me to eavesdrop, I closed the door and returned to Desi's room to fulfill my intentions.

The next morning I and Desi prepared to meet uncle to Aryo and Bima's contract. I feel ready to convey all this to Ms. Anggoro.

“May, are you sure you're ready?”

“Insyaallah Des” Suddenly Desi grabbed my body

“May, I'm sorry yes you shouldn't be involved with my family problem” Desi said withstanding her tears

“Des, this is all fate. Perhaps I have been instructed to be a helper of Gendhis. After all, Gendhis good man inshaallah bu Anggoro can forgive all the mistakes that Gendhis mbak did” Now I can see the presence of mbak Gendhis, of course with the paper given by Mang Iduy. Ma'am Gendhis smiled at me, I'm sure that last night's conversation with his father made him a little stronger.

“Amin, yaudah yuk depart”

Not to forget me and Desi parted to Desi's parents and also Desi's grandfather. Desi proposes his bike to Aryo's contract. It only took us an hour to get to Aryo's contract. Uncle and the others are ready because last night we made plans. Because the problem this time can not be solved with muscles but with feelings.

Do not want to linger we continue our journey to the house of Anggoro ma'am.

Again we were greeted with friendly by mbok Sari and immediately let us sit down. But there is something strange about the eyes of Mbok Sari who continues to look at me.

“Sorry mbok”

“Ehhh ndak monggo pinarak”(Ehhhh enggak please sit)

If I don't hear wrong I heard Sari mbok mention the name of Gendhis, is it possible that Sari mbok can see the spirit of Gendhis that my uncle has put into my body. I was still able to fully master my consciousness until the arrival of Anggoro ma'am made Gendhis completely take over my body as well as my consciousness. I ran towards Anggoro's mother and rested under her feet.

“Ndok cah ayu, pangapura I kang wis dadi traitor lan ngancurake your family, I actually ngrasa guilty” (forgive me who has become a traitor and destroy your family, I really feel guilty).

“aku wis ngerti sakabehe even kowe njalin as a connection karo my husband dhuwur dhasar remen padha-padha remen. I did not sake your fault mas wijaya uga wrong jero bab iki. I ora tau thought of mengawa kowe kabeh arep saadoh iki press your foetus iku ana sajroning weteng. nanging rupane tresna mas wijaya luwih gedhe ning I dibandhingake doktiaane”( I already know everything even you are in a relationship with my husband on the basis of likes to like each other. I'm not entirely your fault wijaya also wrong in this matter. I never thought if you'd come this far until the fetus was in your belly. But apparently the love of wijaya mas greater to me than his loyalty)

“manungsa diwenehi hawa nepsu dadi ordeal, test and enjoyment.live endi kang selected, dene kowe lan mas wijaya milih iku dadi pleasures kang completed dadi exam lan ordeal. nanging I ora nyana menawa mas wijaya tega mateni getih bacone dhewe” (Human given the lust as a trial, test and pleasure. Stay where chosen, while you and wijaya choose it as a pleasure that ends up being a test and a trial. But I did not expect that mas wijaya would kill his own flesh and blood).

“My list mendhem raos ailsku dhewe, nambani saben jerone tattoo kang kowe kabeh toreh kan. nanging I mung manungsa kulina anakalane I nesu karo pegawean kang kowe kabeh doleh followake”

(For years I have harbored my own pain, healed every wound you have inflicted. But I'm just a normal human being sometimes I get angry at what you do)

“apa kang kudu I dokake deck, ben kowe can make me , ben I can be calm in my life karo terusane njalai ukuman dhuwur kabehing salahku” (What should I do deck, duhwur, so that you can forgive me, so that I can rest easy in my next life by serving the punishment for all my mistakes). Only tears and apologies were spoken by Gendhis.

“wake up mbak gendhis ora pantes mawa kowe ngasorake your crew as low as iku ing ngarep ku. sejurue I wis ngapura kowe, dhuwuring pardon saka ku muga-muga kowe calm ing kana” (Wake up mbak Gendhis is inappropriate if you lower yourself that low in front of me. To be honest I have forgiven you, for my forgiveness I hope you calm down there. A long tear from Anggoro's pendam finally spilled along with that, the spirit of Gendhis came out of my body and I lost my consciousness.

I woke up in a room and there was Desi and Mbok Sari beside me, mbok Sari sprinkled massage oil on my body. While telling a little story about the childhood of Anggoro and mbak Gendhis.

“dhisik wayah stuffing cilik ndoro roro (anggoro) lan gendhis ndi-ndi tansah together, yen disahake mesthi dheweke kabeh nangis. ndoro roro kang kang kang buhur, dheweke tansah share what wae kang dhewe nduwe marang gendhis. simbok uga ndak nyana yen gendhis tega milara ndoro roro, nanging saiki simbok relieved amarga issues iki wis finished. wis enakan wake?”( In the past when I was a child, Roro (Anggoro) and Gendhis were always together, if separated they must cry. Ndoro Roro is a good boy who is virtuous, he always shares whatever he has with Gendhis. Simbok also did not think that Gendhis could hurt ndoro Roro, but now the symbok relieved because this problem is finished. Did he get his body?).

“Sampun mbok matursuwun”(Already mbok Thanks)

“Sami-sami cah ayu”

The next day me and the others and the Desi family came to a tomb. And it turns out there already bu Anggoro and mbok Sari. Apparently the body of mbak Gendhis had been properly buried and beside him there was also the tomb of Mr. Wijaya. We send prayers to those who have already left and at that moment Desi's grandfather breathed his last. But everyone was sincere about his departure because all the problems were finished and Anggoro's mother had sincerely forgiven Gendhis. According to Desi's grandfather's wishes he was buried next to the tomb of Gendhis.

Life is a lot of choices depending on which path you will choose, choose which will bring you into goodness later.