
Happy Reading's...
Zahra Pov's.
White clouds hang beautifully over the horizon.blowing dry season winds carry the message of the fall of dry leaves.critical sound when falling swept to earth.
The car that took us sped quickly through the heat of the city streets that never stretched.
I ignored the little voice of Rain chattering cheerfully because I myself was at war with my heart.
I don't know, I lost my spirit even though I can't deny that I've been looking forward to this moment for the past 23 years.
He, that man, who I will meet for a while longer, can still my mouth mumbles the word father while my heart still feels torn every time I remember the pain he inched. not to me but to my mother.
And here I am now.in front of a magnificent five-star hotel.the place chosen for our first meeting.
I chuckled in my heart, whether we should meet in a fancy restaurant with VIP class.Why not in a small cafe or even a tent stall. who am I to get special treatment like this.
I'm just a wasted child because of poor country girls who can't even afford a quarter million worth of hells.
Even though I now live like a cinderella but it doesn't change anything. I'm still zahra. zahra the ordinary girl.
I even wanted to laugh out loud and ask "what do we want here?" or maybe "who he is who I want to meet" but I'm not doing.
Ah yes, I almost forgot that I was going to meet a Mr. Almeida.
Dad, I want to laugh or cry remembering that call.
I walked by holding the tiny hand of my 4-year-old son. My steps were light, as light as a long dress dangled until it slightly swept the floor of the hotel I was on but it felt heavy in my heart.
Look, how silly I am. I dress up pretty with an expensive silk-colored creame gown with a sabrina-necked umbrella cut. aunty kania prepares everything. she wants me to look amazing in the eye.
This 12cm Hells makes my move even more difficult. why I am not given flip-flops brand swallow typical Indonesian only. anyway I am also from the village even though the situation has raised my degree. I am now a princess, I am now a princess, rich and rich, but this is not what I want. I am empty. half of my heart is left in the past.
I myself was amazed, what does it mean aunty kania dress me up like this. what does this mean by the word "shining" which he always echoed. I still remember and often hear the words "you're gonna meet your dad when you're shining".why doesn't he give me a crown with a diamond so I don't need a light when I walk down a dark alley.
My steps stopped in a room. only realized that I was daydreaming until they left me alone only with him.The middle-aged man stood a few steps ahead of me.
Daddy's! my heart was shaking.my heart was beating so fast that the word I had strung in such a way was just stuck in my throat. That face remained the same as I last saw 4 years ago.Oh my God, why the eviction incident occurred again at a time like this. makes my heart ache. I do not deny I am still hurt.
"zahra" he said my name for the first time I heard.
"Come here" he said.it's not that easy as ferguso. I'm still angry as long as you know.
I was still peeling.until he himself stepped his feet near me.
"I'm sorry dad." Please make my heart throb even more.My tears shed without me preventing.
"You're so angry you don't want to look at me?" I still looked down.I refused to look at him.
"Daddy's mistake is too big, but you can't give me a chance to accept your forgiveness." I sobbed until my shoulder was shaken.
I took one step back as her hand stretched out to touch my shoulder.
"I'm sorry" he said again.
"I've forgiven you, sir." I can't afford to call him father.The call was too foreign to come out of my mouth.
"Call me father zahra, I'm your father." his voice trembled.I know he held back from crying.Her eyes were reddened.maybe he was as broken as I was.
"Since when?" I asked her she didn't answer because she never knew I existed.
"I'm sorry for treating you so badly." - he looked down.
Don't bow down in front of me that father will make me sin.
"You're just doing your job as a father, protecting your son. aren't you?" I try not to say rude.
" How can you forgive me?" in submission.
"You don't have to do anything sir. Just you know that I'm your son. Just you realize that you hurt my mother." I almost cried out in anger.Oh my God forgive me.
"Dad's sorry, but I promise I'll replace him." promised but it won't be easy.
"with what?" ask me full of emotion. "time can not be turned back father." I finally said the word.
"You never know how we went through life without you. Then I lost my mother." I said bitterly. "I lived in a foreign place. I spent my childhood through adolescence with strangers. You never know I'm fighting for my life." My tears are getting louder.
"And after I found you, even your heart was not shaken to recognize me. Look at me, look at this face.is not this face the same as the woman you once bound in the sacred promise of marriage. you forgot my face, Mr. albert!" I could no longer control my emotions. I lost the formality.
"and you paid for my broken self-esteem because of your son.Didn't your actions really go too far." I exposed all the stifling emotions all along.
" but never mind, it's all over. I've forgiven you." my voice softened, after all, he's my father I have to respect.
"I'm sorry son's father." I didn't avoid his embrace anymore. I sobbed in this old man's arms.
"I love you dad." I said, I couldn't help but let those words slip out of my mouth.
I felt her embrace getting tighter.just like me she was crying too.I could feel her body shaken.
"Dad promise after this everything will be better.I will make sure you will always be happy.I will not let anyone hurt my only daughter." my heart warmed to hear his words along with his kiss unfortunately on the top of my head a sign he was proud of me.
The atmosphere that had warmed up a while ago due to the overflow of my emotions had now warmed up along with the presence of those who a moment ago left me.
I felt someone holding me from behind.he was my brother.I was among the men I loved.
Don't ask me about my current state of heart.I'm happy, very happy.
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THE END!!!
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kok end thooor ..
sophia when is this kapoknya???
👍👍👍 many not so end, the gift smoothly more happy votenya many more spirit up 😄😄😄
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lots of luv chanda 💕💕💕