Daddy'S Love
Part. 92

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This morning, everything went like normal days.there is nothing special about the little rain who seems to have 1001 ways to make everyone tired because they have to obey his wishes that sometimes mischievous.

As this time suddenly the little man asked for things that did not make sense.he asked to be taken to Bali to meet a woman who was none other than kinan.

And for a thousand reasons also kai and zahra persuaded that he would no longer whine and promised to take him someday.

"Darling, who exactly is this woman Rain calls Grandma?" kai asked while whispering. Rain could have listened to their voices and whined back.

"Either, the account itself does not know. because who found it at that time was aunty kania." Zahra put his shoulders back.he was not too surprised by the various rain requests.

Kai just shook his head while looking at his little son who was pouting so that his cheeks seemed to swell.

"Darling, have you seen mommy sofia?" kai ignores rain's request, and instead discusses the issue that made kai come back to remember his quarrel some time ago.

"Not yet, and I have no intention of doing so either." kai left the zahra but the zahra prevented it.

"Why?" kai frowned in wonder.

"Don't be like this." zahra looked at the face of kai who began to pity. "talk to him.however he is your mother.I don't want your relationship to deteriorate." kai mcelos heard the narration of zahra. how could zahra so lightly say it. whereas he himself was once made to suffer so much by sofia.

"Leave it like this. It's a consequence of his actions, and I don't want you to talk about it." zahra sighed. It didn't seem like the time to persuade kai to forgive sofia.

***

"Are you okay?" sofia turned her head as the voice of the little boy sounded from the side.

Sofia shook her head not intending to return the words from the little boy's mouth.

"Are you sad? I know you're sad." rain asked again.

Sofia turned her head back. "*k*why this kid is so chatty." batiy3a said.

"Mommy is also often like you, sitting alone. before daddy rain comes." rain back chattering even though sofia did not reply to his words.

"Don't you want to ask why?" the little mouth seemed to have no fatigue to keep talking.

"Why?" sofia's mouth was too itchy to ask.

"She said not everything you wanted you had to have." sofia was flabbergasted at the little guy's answer.

"do you want something that your mother can't give you.you're so naughty." Dofia stepped out of her seat and now she's dealing with a child who doesn't have tired veins on her lips.

"You're wrong madam. I'm not naughty. I just often ask when daddy came home that's all." as if not accept the accusations made by sofia rain back to self-defense.

"then what did your mother say?" sofia was curious, she continued to pay attention to rain as if she seemed to think.

"mommy said that daddy belongs to his mom, and we can't take it if his mom won't let him."

The deg! like a sledgehammer that hit his heart.Rain's successful answer slapped him .reminds him of his actions asking zahra to stay away from kai.

"then mommy said, if we are good, then we will get everything we want.and if we do bad then all will leave us." an expression that means very big. and that's what sofia is experiencing right now.

Sophia pov's.

As you know, that I am a woman who wants everything, whatever I want I have to get.

Malicious.

Yes I'm evil.I'm evil because by my will I have to hurt others, but you also have to know I'm hurt.

Selfish.

Indeed, but I also want to be happy.I'm tired of being second.can't I be number one for certain things.

Cruel.

If you are willing, then listen to my story.I am also no less suffering than you who I have made to cry and who now hate me so much.

here's my story.

"Sofia.. sofia. look who's coming." the father cheerfully brought a girl my age. whom he introduced as his adopted son.

I am a lonely single daughter.My parents are always busy with their affairs as themselves.Father with her business and mother with her social life.

They just know I'm alive.I think it's important I breathe. without them knowing if I need a friend.I need a backrest.they give me everything I want but not what I need.

"who is dad?" I asked my mother's father and I saw that little girl was so beautiful that it made me jealous.

"His name is kinan. he will stay here to accompany you. didn't you say you want to have friends?" mother who answered. she was so enthusiastic. I was also happy because I will not be alone anymore.

From that moment on we were friends and friends.we shared everything.we did everything together.school, play and make friends.I was happy with his presence.I was not lonely anymore.

But for a long time I felt I was left out. I was left out. My parents were more dominant in kinan. gradually they loved him more and adored him.

I don't know what's wrong with me. They always compare.they say she's a good girl who never demands anything.I'm the one who's wrong for being used to luxury.

Who gave me this luxury? aren't they? those who don't have time for me, and those who bring the orphanage girl without me asking.

They echoed his kindness as a submissive child.I was wrong because I was used to being followed and spoiled.

Who started it? they pamper me but they don't teach me.

Kinan with all his simplicity mmpu stole everything. My mother's father seemed very proud and happy with all his achievements.

I was the one who was wrong because I was used to the cradle of luxury.I became a girl who did not think about achievement even though my academic grades were not as brilliant as her but I was also not the worst.

My friends who were always there for me now they pay more attention to it. The angel's face is able to hypnotize everyone.

We've grown up. He with all his independence makes everyone so proud of him.

How's my? don't ask me again. I have it all. I don't need to think about anything. need underline I have everything in need to live.

But I forget. life is not only about eating and drinking. sleeping at night and building in the morning. passing the afternoon and replaced with the night and returning to sleep.

I was getting tired of my life.I was angry I protested I did not accept.the existence of kinan made me eliminated. And I with all my selfishness asked him to return everything. my parents and their affection I have again, but not with their pride in the orphanage.

Then with his magnanimity and kindness he left home and lived independently and I felt alone again.

But we grew up together.I love him but my ego is too big to be able to succumb to him and admit that he is better than me and beat me in every way.

Back I had to compete with him. compete for the love of a man and I lost again.he was too perfect for me to rivali.

Enough's enough! I'm tired of living in defeat, and that's my biggest mistake.

***

Sofia smiled miris. laughed at her at this time which turned out to be defeated by the circumstances.and in fact what Rain said was true.there is not one good thing that he got. now everything seems to turn to attack him.

He could not deny that all this time he had been selfish.trying to have whatever he wanted, but he forgot if not all the things we want must be ours. everything will go away if we hold it too tightly like sand, how much you want it, the less you get it. Because either hand will not be able to hold it. The tighter you hold it, the less you hold it, the less left in it. The sand will be more receding along with the tighter your grip.

***

yes miris? then who is really wrong?

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